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Random

2008-11-22T17:02:00.009+08:00

Random

Went skateboarding to school last two days.. haha. That's officially the first time i went out to skate eversince i was like primary 5 or 6?? that's like a good 6-7 yrs ago!! Anyway, i reached school quite late that day and i was perspiring after i skated all the way to sch. Entered the lecture theatre and sat beside my classmate, Tat. Everyone was staring at me includin my lecturer and he was givin me this surprised look. He then said loudly 'Wah, one came in wearing pink bermudas and then another came in with a skateboard(refering to Tat & me)'..hahk wth!

Oh well, skating that day actually brings back good memories.. i started out skatin wif my eldest bro and a cousin when i was like pr 4 or 5. End up skatin most of the time wif my eldest bro and his friends during my pr sch days. i was like the smallest fella among those dudes. hahk.

Still remembered those times exploring around the neighbourhood wif our skateboards and getting stopped by police officers cause we're too noisy and stuff.. They kept tellin us to go skate at the skate park! Wtf. That was the time i used to love wearing this cap wif an ironed-on logo sayin 'skateboarding is not a crime'. Like i said, i stopped playin eversince i entered secondary school. And dammit i shdn't have done so. Maybe i could have even been a top skater now in the x-games if i hadn't stop playin.. nyahahaha.. as if.. i can't even pull off a good ollie now!!

I swear i looked like a poser skatin to school, who can't pull off a dam trick. but i dun care.. it's juz a form of transport to me now and it saves me transport fare. and dang i really missed my old beloved skateboard.. My bro already sold it years back. the one i used to school was his. didn't quite like the feel..

Man, how i wished i've started blogging long time ago even during my pr sch days.. i realised that there are so much story to write about from back then.. from the day i saw my old friend who was like the 'cool guy' back then, cry after being scolded by an uncle for playin soccer at the void deck.. the day i punched him and he cried instantly after agreeing to spar wif me in front of my bro and his friends.. the time i won a yoyo competition.. the time i had my first crush.. and the time i was disappointed cause the girl i like didn't go to the same secondary school as me.. gosh.. sweet memories i wished i could have written it all here in this blog.. I realise my childhood was pretty much more exciting compared to my life now..

anyway.. back to reality. I have to say i'm on the right track to recovery.. things have been much better nowadays but getting back bad memories of those hard times i faced can make things difficult for me again.. i'm juz scared of facing those crappy days again..

i guess that's it for now.. I'll end this post with some random pics.

Hahk!

HeH
In the toilet in school's library. Who came up wif this??
I really think EPL referee Mike Riley looks like Squidwart!

Behold America cause here comes Obama! btw, Obama girl is hot!!

Hasfi, out!

Happenings

2008-10-27T22:18:00.008+08:00

Happenings

Been playing footy for two straight days.. Actually thought of playing again after school tmr but man.. I'd be exchausted by Wednesday and school starts at 8 that day! Hah can't afford to get sick again uh. Yesterday was kinda whack uh cause i planned for footy which was supposed to start at 3.30pm. Reached the field at 3.30 sharp. At 5pm, there's only me Sofy & Arsyad. Wtf. The rest either cancelled at the last minute or can't play. Lucky this dude Devan came down and brought along 5 of his friends. Soulyh joined later on so it was 5 vs 5. The game was alright la. Scored a goal and Sofy scored another 2. Today was much better though. Alot more peeps and also played against the Myanmmar dudes who always play there too. Had fun today.

Ok enough bout footy.. I get complains writing too much bout it. Haha. Anyway, school already reopened for the new semester.. First week of school was okay i guess. It's great to see my friends at school again. I'm feeling alright at school but my condition is pretty inconsistent i gotta say. I need to have this self-belief and lots of positive thinking to pull it through each day. Most important a good sleep each night.

Btw, i need to start having my lunch breaks at school again.. been acting like some rich guy eating at pizza hut one day and then at bbq chicken the other day wif my classmates last week. Its fun but i can't afford eating at those places frequently. hahk.

Aniwae, I got 'Understanding Theatre' for my CDS this sem.. It's pretty fun. There's no lectures juz tutorials. And it's at some staff lounge. The peeps in my class are pretty cool too and there are peeps i already knew. One girl frm my Times job, her bf and also my old friend Farahyn. We did some Yoga thing at first warming up our body and then our vocals. Did some acting later on and it was fun. really enjoyable.. Kinda looking forward for the next lesson.

Timetable this sem is not bad i thought.. No school every Friday! woo hoo! Juz that my friend Aki have a very different timetable this time round cause he got a different elective.. So it kinda suck not having him in the same class.

And ya.. I'm not gonna get a licence any soon i guess since turning 18.. My bro told me he wanted to give his bike to me if i passed my motorcycle licence some time ago but now he said he's gonna sell it cause of some reasons. Argg dammit. Oh well i still don't mind taking the bus and all.. I won't get my own vehicle even if I got my licence unless i work for it. I know it's cool and very convenient if u have one. But my house is pretty near to school anyway. and takin the public transport is good for the environment! hah so there's no rush. In fact, i'm thinking of skateboarding to school.. haha. Been years since i last skateboard.. Seeing a grp of dudes playin made me wanna play again. But i got no friends who skates. Oh well.

Ok enough words, it's time for the pics to do the talking.. And i got a whole bunch of them. heh.

18th October 2008

Ustaz Ipin.. Hehe.

Laughing their asses off watching this

20th October 2008

22th October 2008

a moustache on him and they will look the same!

Long post huh.. One long one so that i dun have to post another any soon. hahk.

Hasfi, out!

Dissapointed

2008-10-19T14:35:00.010+08:00

Dissapointed

i've been working on fixing my damn self this whole holiday and things seem to be going well.. untill yesterday. dammit. friday was great cause i juz felt great and like my normal self. i was really excited for raya wif my pals. but that friday night i juz couldn't sleep and i dun bloody know why. maybe i got too excited.. argh i woke up yesterday feeling like i didn't sleep much. maybe i didn't even wake up frm a sleep, cause i felt that my mind was awake the whole night. i just continued gettin ready cause it's gonna be a happy day and i thought i shd juz go as planned. but throughout the day that feeling where i feel like my body was there but not my mind came back.. my mind feel exchausted.. wif lots of headaches. it's a pretty hard feeling to explain. this feeling would make all my confidence go downhill. i know things can get much worse as before. i was really dissapointed at myself yesterday. missed all the fun yesterday.

after clearing everything after my friends came i went to bed instantly and i juz dozed off. as if i was knocked out. i got a good sleep that i really needed and woke up kinda late today. i feel better but i still feel like i owe this body a couple of hours of sleep more to get my bloody self functioning like how i shd again.

i mustn't let this problem bring me down again. school's opening really really soon.. tmr to be exact! i've had so much dissapointments cause of not taking care of myself.. i rmbred when i was wif my ex. things changed so much between us cause of bloody me. she got tired of this shitty me and i thought it was time to let her go though my feelings for her has always been the same. how can i take care of someone else when i can't even take care of myself.

it's juz so dissapointing thinking bout all those things. i know i could have been someone much more.

it's time i got back, it's time i got back
and i don't even know how i got off the track..

Hasfi, out..

Raya 08'

2008-10-15T18:23:00.007+08:00

Raya 08'

1st October 2008

First day of raya was pretty busy I gotta say since it was held at my house. I got a pretty big family so that means there's gonna be people in every single corner of my house.. hah. My mum and eldest bro really worked hard to whipped up the dishes to fill our tummy and man.. I really think they did a great job. And hey i helped out too okay.. Cleaning the house and buying stuffs..

The atmosphere was great! Standard uh with the small kids running around and the mak ciks pak ciks talking and laughing loudly.. haha. Kecoh but hey it's Hari Raya what can i say.. During the later part of the day, my mum and 1st bro stayed back at home to entertain the guests while the rest of my fam went to visit my relatives from my dad's side.

Anyways, collection this year didn't go that well i gotta to say.. haha. Ni uh lehman brothers nye psl. Sejak kluar dari arsenal.. Business down man.. hah i'm crappin..

So here's some pics from the first day of raya..

Food!

Desserts

Sis & I

Chef working hard

He said he was cleaning his mouth..

I didn't fart ok

Adik sedares

Siblings n cousins
12th October 2008

My aunt and uncle from Brunei came down so my relatives decided to have a family gathering at a restaurant.. One of my aunts organizes the whole thing complete with activities and stuff.. There's karaoke sessions, dancing and more performed by my relatives.. hahk.. it was great to see my uncle and aunties loosing up themselves and have fun. And holy shit, i won a lucky draw which is a fossil sunglass worth $195! haha awesome but i didn't like the design but heck. Everyone had a great time that day.. Plus the food was great!

Duet

Dancing uncle

Great to see my grandma laugh

Cousins

Go home time

The Bujangs
OK so that's that bout Raya wif my family.. We also went for our jalan raya the weekend before wif a rented bus for those without vehicles but i dun have any pics for that day.. Meeting my relatives really was great since I don't meet them that much during normal days. And by the way, the lads and co are gonna have our Jalan Raya this Saturday.. Really hope it's gonna be enjoyable..

Till next time, Hasfi out!

Truth

2008-08-19T00:56:00.015+08:00

Truth

I know it has been a really long time since i blog.. u guys must be thinking this is one hopeless blog. hah but there's a reason for me being mia.. this whole semester was a terrible period of time for me.. U guys wouldn't know cause i have kept everything to myself and stayed away from people. It's not that i didn't wanna share it with anyone but it's really damn difficult to even talk to people. I have some issues with my mind and hey i'm not saying that hasfi has officially gone nuts or sth.. Juz a slight problem that affects my social life. I never mentioned this in my blog before but my second bro was mentally sick like more than a year ago. I told his story to some of my friends but nvr did tell bout mine. He's condition was pretty serious that he had to check into IMH.. Many problems cropped up ever since for my family.. It's a long story really. He's under medication now and he's condition is pretty much under control i'd say..

Okay.. so what the hell is wrong wif me then?? well, this problem of mine developed over quite some time i guess.. During one of the holidays i started having this sleeping problem.. After some time i was really scared if i'm gonna turn out to be like my bro cause of it. Time passed and eversince my poly life started, i started to hang out lesser and lesser wif my pals.. Then i realised smthn was wrong during the time i worked at expo this year. It became really hard for me to get along with people. i know i can be shy but this time it's not my personality.. I juz don't feel fresh each time i woke up to get to work. I feel like my body is there but my mind is not totally there. I'm more focussed on my thoughts than my surroundings. And i kept worrying about everything.. I kept feeling awkward and having this feeling to get out from conversations as soon as possible. When i'm around many people i felt trapped and i wish to get the hell outta there. Getting tired easily was another thing. fuck man.. it was a totally mentally draining experience.. Simple enuff, i juz felt like crap each day.

then school started again.. it got worse. I get this anxiety feeling many times around people and at one point it was really bad that getting into a bus was really difficult thing to do.. I felt really afraid in a bus, around many people.. Even taking the lift at school gets me feeling terrible. many thoughts would rush into my mind clogging my head wif worries.. I just became so nervous. I couldn't do the simplest of things. My confidence was rock bottom.. I dun even have confidence to chat or blog.. Surprising huh.. I get really scared of what people might think. i get depressed easily.. and i get really really stressed up easily and the large amount of projects at school i received just didn't help.. However i felt better at times when i do things that help me increase my confidence. but it was just a matter of time when i get the crappy feeling again. Where laughing and even smiling is so hard.. But i juz tried to act like nothing is wrong in front of everyone.

I remembered wan told us he didn't go to school recently cause that day he woke up felt like crap wif this headache.. well that's how i felt every single day.. Constant headaches plus lots of things on my mind that i juz can't get rid of.. Like i said, it was a mentally draining experience and I guess it even drained all my energy.. It also affected my appetite.. I already lost 5kg.. All these while, i havn't done anything worthwhile wasting my time worrying and doing nothing that helped.. I didn't tell my parents cause they're already dealing wif my brother who have an even more serious problem.. I told my ex before and she kept telling me to get help but i kept refusing. Things just didn't go well till the point that we broke up. Truth is, i'm just too afraid to get help thinkin it'll get better by itself..

But one fine day i went to see the doctor by myself.. It took lots of guts really.. Since doing the simplest things is so hard, how do u think i felt when i tried to see a doctor. Such terrible experiences.. I had an appointment to see a psychitrist but had to cancelled it in the last minute due to a lab test in school.. I wanted to simply postpone it at first but i had to wait for another 2 months if i want to change the appointment date..

As for now, i'm really feeling much better.. That's why i'm blogging now. I finally got to get my head off things really.. Ever since my school projects are submitted, spending some time wif my friends and going out for family functions.. I guess laughters really are the best medicine.. If not, there's so much things on my mind every single time. It's been hard suffering in silence.. Lets see how i'm gonna do and if things get bad again i'll arrange for another appointment wif the expert..

I have my exams next week but i have been taking this study week as a break from everything.. Need to start studying soon.. Damn man, i just felt that i have been worrying bout this problem too much that i didn't care bout everything around me.. I didn't try to get to know bout things around me. I'm not close wif any of my friends.. I lost my passion for music and my interest in things that i used to love doing.. I'm a mess right now.. I'm like stuck in one place all these while and not moving forward.. I hope things will get better from now on. I know i gotta work on it.. I swear this was the hardest time i've ever experienced..

Anyway, one of my classmate lost his mum to cancer recently.. I didn't get to tell him but i felt really sorry for him. I hope he'll be strong as ever. I can't imagine how hard it is to lose your mum.. I juz wanna send him my deepest condolences.. I hope it won't affect his upcoming exams cause he's really one of those dudes that can really go up there among the top students in our course.

As for now, all i want is to have a normal life again feeling normal like anyone else.. I'm juz hoping to do well in my upcoming exams and nothin else.. I juz dun wish to think bout anythin else..

Till here i guess.. Finally for once i felt i could think straight..

Hasfi, out..

Gosh..

2008-05-26T21:23:00.004+08:00

Gosh..

i have been reading bout anxiety disorder.. panic attacks and stuff from wikipedia and i think i'm suffering from it.. I've been trying to deny that i'm suffering from anything.. I kept telling myself that i'm going to be fine.. I feel scared to even think of getting help.. I just tried to let it go each time.. I even feel embarrassed that i'm feeling this way.. And u know what, some of the symptoms is that it can lead to fatigue or even exchaustion. That shd explain why i kept feeling like that many times... Then there's other symtoms like lack of asservetiveness and loss of ability to react logically.. Recently it got really bad i think i felt the worst feeling i ever felt and i even have breathing difficulties.. When i'm fine, i really wish this thing won't come again.. And today in school was one of the days i'm feeling normal.. I've been feeling this way for quite some time.. I've been trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with me.. Is it depression or me getting too emo?? I tried to overcome this myself each time. Dammit I really need to do something bout it.. cause it's affecting my relationships with people.. and my life.

Hasfi, out.

Footy

2008-04-05T23:52:00.005+08:00

Footy

Football today was a blast.. Played soccer today wif a couple of my friends and beel together with his group of friends.. We played at White Sands Primary's field and hell yea there's real goalposts compared to the ones at wembley.. and yea i meant those made of pipes.. haha.

So we devided ourselves into two teams wif beel and his friends in one team while me and my friends in another.. There were Ahmad Prata, Yas, Khy, Arsyad, Faris, Fiq and a few others in my team..

The game started and not long after, Beel's team scored the first goal.. I was playing striker btw.. Soon after, i got the ball near the halfway line.. There were few defenders ahead so it was a great time to counter-attack.. I saw Arsyad along the right flength from the corner of my eye and instantly gave him a through ball.. It turned out to be a great pass honestly passing one defender and went towards the path of Arsyad's.. And u guessed it, Arsyad scored the equiliser from there.. 1-1..

And later on, we took the lead after i scored by chesting the ball and lob it to the far corner.. Hah it turned out to be a great goal.. What a great feeling.. And yea i was more hungry for goals and not long after i got my second goal.. then my hat-trick and finally my fourth goal.. 2 shots and another 2 headed goal for me.. haha what a scoring spree.. The game ended 9-5 and yea we won.. other then my goals, 2 from Arsyad, 1 from Fiq and another 1 from this guy called Wan i think.. The goals from Fiq and the other guy were stunning i gotta say.. and Faris scored a freakin own goal! hahk..

Really enjoyed myself today.. What a game.. A high scoring one.. The team was great however the defence didn't do that well. A couple of errors here and there.. And i should have scored a couple more cause i got lots of clear-cut chances including an open goal which i missed!

I think we should play there more often la guys..

Anyways.. Playing soccer today made me feel better.. It's a start.. Juz to make things better for me..

Hasfi, out.

Troubled

2008-04-04T23:30:00.004+08:00

Troubled

ok since kelly.. syam all been pastering me to update.. hah no lah i guess it's really time to update..

really, my life has been simply getting more and more boring and dull each day.. i really have no idea what's gonna happen to me man..

well recently, i worked for Times for the books warehouse sale at Expo again for a week.. Mat got the job too.. however i was down with flu the whole week and i didn't go to work on one of the days. and i kept coming late to work everyday without fail.. hahk..

at times it gets really fun with my colleagues all.. they're a bunch of wacky peeps.. but most of the time i was quiet juz forcing myself to work while i was actually feeling like crap.. i think i'm so quiet now even if i'm not sick i guess.. i wasn't enjoying as much as mat and mat sure got along with everyone really well.. as i expected, i'm not in contact with them and i'm not invited if they go out fishing or juz chillin.. hah...

.. i've been keeping to myself alot.. maybe i have always been.. my head don't feels right at times.. sometimes it gets really bad and i start to feel afraid to meet people, talking to people and i juz can't act like my own self.. I just felt down..

One time, during the last day of work a bunch of colleagues of mine were juz chillin together, joking and laughing together after we played soccer in the Expo hall.. i was there and my head gave me problems again.. i felt this barrier between me and them i juz couldn't join their conversations and all.. i felt really uncomfortable.. i juz forced myself to act cool when i felt like getting the heck outta there and juz be alone.. funny cause i was alright with them the day before.. i guess one moment i'm fine, the next moment i'm not.. i feel like i'm thinking to much at times.. i juz dunno what's wrong with me.. I really hate it when it happens.

However at certain times i'm fine.. My confidence can go up high juz like that and i can be myself again.. Gosh.. am i depressed or what? or am i really turning into a creep.. oh plz i juz want to get my head off things..............

and bout picking ourselves up like i said in my previous post.. i sure am doing the opposite.. argh.. one thing's for sure i havn't got over her.. and it seemed that she's already moved on.. yet again.. it's seems like history is repeating itself.. i dun blame her.. i never did.. i juz want her to be happy.. i guess it was the right thing to do a creep like me seperates from a a gem of a person like her..

last night, i think i didn't get a good sleep at all.. I didn't feel good again yesterday so I kept telling myself to stop thinking and go to sleep however it was like 3am and i was still telling myself the same thing. and then i woke up and looked at my hp it was like 7.30am and i feel like i didn't get any sleep at all.. i dunno if i did.. funny thing i wasn't feeling sleepy or tired.. so i juz got off my bed.. Decided to use the MacBook my dad recently got for free.. Finally got to know how to do some recordings using the Garage Band program.. It's pretty cool.. Then it was almost 12pm and I juz felt so dam tired with this headache.. It was then i fell asleep.. Didn't go for my Friday prayers cause of that..

man.. do i have issues or what..

i'm really looking forward to play footy with the lads tmr.. really got to get my life back on track..

Hasfi, out. . . . .

lousy

2008-02-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

Lousy

Monday and Tuesday was two crappy days for me.. Maybe one of the worst days i've experienced in my life.. I hope i won't have anymore bad days coming.. And i did somethin stupid yesterday.. I called hurr.. Right when my mind wasn't in the right state of mind.. What was i thinkin.. I juz couldn't get the words i wanted to say to her out of my mouth.. I spoke to her like an idiot.. I guess i shouldn't keep contacting her cause i need to stop thinkin of her.. callin her will only make me feel worse.. Felt like a total idiot that night..

Today was not so bad.. Came to school early today.. Not many of my classmates came to school today.. But my friends who came were really nice to me today.. Keep telling me to cheer up and stuff.. Thnx alot peeps.. And yea, many things still needed to be done.. Projects.. and i've yet to start studying for my exams which is coming soon.. man.... I feel like i havn't been learning much in school this term..

Went playing footy with the lads and more at OT in the afternoon.. Really needed to take my mind off things.. Didn't score a single goal today but i think i enjoyed myself.. Left for home soon after and here i am miserably typing what i'm thinkin..

I really felt that i have been a lousy person of late.. I've made so many mistakes.. I havn't been a good son, brother, friend, student and lover too.. right now, i'm facing difficult times juz like i deserved.. not doing well at school.. received two warning letters recently.. and man it really got me a few good scoldings from my mum.. I also havn't been hanging out much with my friends.. and i blew it with the person i cared so much not once.. but twice.. i juz feel terrible.. i'm not askin for pityness and i know i can't rely on anyone to help myself..

I know i got to start workin on it now.. I gotta be a better person.. Juz being myself and not someone i'm not.. It's okay.. I need to be positive.. Cause i know it helps.. Being a failure now doesn't mean i'm gonna fail forever.. i've been heart broken once.. i know i shd be able to handle it this time.. Its gonna be hard once more... i know she'll be fine.. she has so many suitors and there's so many great guys out there for her.. i musn't keep feeling down all the time yea.. i really wish the best for her.. i have always prayed for the best for her.. even during the time she really wanted to join nursing.. i felt so happy when she finally got her course she wanted.. i really want her to be happy.. and now some things have changed.. i've got to accept reality..

i don't think i can find anyone else who can replace her.. I'll miss singing to her even when my voice isn't in the best condition.. I'll miss her laughs.. her smiles.. and the joy she brings me..

Hasfi, out.

ps. Why do we fall? So that we can learn to pick ourselves up...

Over..

2008-02-03T14:03:00.000+08:00

Over..

This week started out great.. Had a great time at Seoul Garden on Tuesday.. My classmate, Sharen was so dam nice she actually treat like 12 people at Seoul Garden juz to celebrate her birthday.. Really nice of her.. The class gave her a gift master-mind by Wee wee or shi bian tai.. nyahaha.. It's a collection of birthday wishes written from everyone which was decorated onto a board.. Simple but sweet. Ate there till my stomach was bloated and we played this game whereby the person who choosed the number which is decided by this one person, he/she had to eat a spoon-full of mixed food which includes cooked chicken sambal, durian ice-cream, chicken, mountain dew, some drinks and more weird stuff.. Eww! Luckily i didn't get the punishment.. Phew.. Btw, really had a great time there.. Thnx again Sharen!

Then on Friday, played street soccer with the lads and a few others at OT.. Had a great game that day.. I finally won my match there so that means i'm no longer jinx or somethin like they said.. hahk.. Me and fiq scored hat-trick each and we won 6-5.. Scored the winning goal and dam it felt awesome.. My teamates were like jumping up and down celebrating that goal. hah wad a game..

However this week didn't end that good.. I juz broke up with hurr yesterday... Let's just say that some things didn't work out.. I still care bout her and so does she.. I'm really sad but i'm trying not to be. I can't believe i lost her again.. And dun worry guys, i'm gonna be fine.. and plz dun get me emotional.. I'm gonna try and move on and live my life as per normal.. One thing's for sure.. I'll miss her badly..

Hasfi, out. . . . . . .

Vidz

2008-01-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

Vidz

Decided to post some links of a few interesting videos from youtube which i've seen.. Videos of the David Blaine spoof series.. Juz some funny shit to me.. haha.. Came across the videos while surfing the internet during my free time at the school library.. Maybe u've seen it.. But here they are anyways..

The first few videos are funny to me but it gets kinda predictable and lame when it reaches the french versions..

Part 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O34HwKn0vx4

Part 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTqsV3q7rRU

Part 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XHbYTm8U1v8

Part 4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkjTeN6jGTk&feature=related

French Edition 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MoKq6kJQf3Y

French Edition 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pcjFMfdgho8&feature=related

Hahaha can't stop laughing when i first watch these videos.. Big Woooop! What the F!! haha funny shit.. Ok i was browsing you tube and i saw a familliar face.. It's Budak Sakit from PRSS!! Juz this guy who we used to call Budak Sakit when he's in the lower sec for some reasons.. haha no offence to him.. juz remembered some moments from the good old days.. I think that video was taken when he's having his cross country.. Also reminded me of the day i get a good scolding from James! Cause i was squirting water using a bottle which i poked with a pin and the water got onto James' NCC boots.. He suddenly shouted at me out of nowhere.. haha wtf..

red guy..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PaoASK7WBLY

ok wadder heck.. Juz some random shit i feel like posting.. Till here i guess.

Hasfi, out!

Omg

2008-01-20T13:40:00.001+08:00

Omg

Was reading the newspaper juz now and there's an article bout this fella who survived a freak motorcycle accident in 2006.. His bike was hit by a car as the car failed to keep for a proper lookout when he was making a turn.. That article totally reminded me of an incident which happened two days ago which is on Friday..

I went back to school after my prayers to do my project.. Afer finishing workin on it, i accompanied my friend to the 291 bus stop opposite TP.. I intended to walk all the way home after she took her bus, so i continued walking.. A few seconds later I heard this screeching sound followed by a loud bang coming from the road beside me! I thought a car had just collided with another one cause it sounded like one hell of an impact.. However it turned out to be a motorcycle hitting a van.. The motorcyclist was lying flat on the road opposite of me.. His bike was a few meters away from him beside the van which looked like it was coming out of the carpark beside the Indian food stall.. I was shocked!! He actually flew out of his bike right beside me when i was walking!! Everyone there paused for a moment to looked at what happened.. I stood there staring for a few seconds before my instinct made me ran across the road towards the rider to provide some help.. A few other people came to help as well. Took out my phone to call an ambulance but the van driver already did so.. There's this muscular fella who kept telling injured rider not to move and to say out prayers. He was shaking while he was holding his knees which was full of bruises all over and he looked like he's in so much pain.. I was shaken by what i saw and my heart beats really fast.. The rider is a Malay McDelivery rider btw.. I decided to leave the scene after awhile and head home since there's many people there to help already..

All the way i was walking home, i couldn't stop thinking about what i just saw.. I was still shaken by what i witnessed.. Then at traffic lights, when i heard screeching sounds, i get goosebumps.. My friend even told me to go see a counseller after i told her bout the incident.. hahk but i was fine after awhile.. That incident really scared the shit out of me. I hope the rider is fine now..

That was the first time i witnessed an accident.. Well i witnessed a motorcyclist skidded and fell off his bike before but the one i recently saw was kinda scary man.. There's just so much accidents involving motorcycles and i know it's a risk to ride one. I'm turning 18 soon and i wonder if i should go on taking a motorcycle licence like i wanted.. My bro rides one anyway.. Well i guess life & death is in gods hands.. Accidents happens everywhere not just on the road..

Anyway, my girl joined Nursing in ITE East College.. She's made lots of new friends and i'm glad she's doing alright in her new school.. I just wanna wish her well in her studies and hope she's happy studying there.. Miss hurr alot right now..

Oh ya, Man utd won 2-0 last night against Reading.. Tough match i gotta say since Reading put up a good fight.. Rooney broke the deadlock only in the 77th minute.. And Ronaldo secured the win with a late goal. I think it's gonna be a close fight this season between United and Arsenal.. I'm really impressed with Arsenal i gotta say..

Alright i'm off i gotta go fetch my sis from her religious class soon..

Hasfi, out...

Back

2008-01-15T15:04:00.000+08:00

Back

Man.. This blog is dead or wad.. I dun feel like blogging nowadays.. I'm seldom online.. I'm seldom out wif my pals.. Oh gosh i'm turning into a creep, i'm a weirdo.. what the hell am i doing here.. i dun belong here.. Haha wadder heck.. maybe i have a couple of problems wif myself and at home particularly.. argh what's gettin into me man.. O well so i guess i'll juz update on the recents events in my life..

Last Friday, a couple of pals came down to my home after Friday prayers cause Mat gotta do some compRoGG assignment and he needs my help when i'm actually not that sure on how to do it.. Ok so Wan, Bir and Mat was at my place.. Mat ended up not finishing his work and actually went to sleep.. haha wtf. Those 2 heavy weights wrestled there and mat tagged along.. It was madness i gotta say.. Played Pro evo on my laptap awhile and thnx to my lousy controller, i won them all.. nyahaha.. U'll grow muscles on ur fingers using that controller i tell u..

Later on Fiq came down to pick us up to go to his house and join the rest of the lads.. Played some pro evo there and i lost all my games there.. and khy actually won Fiq house cup twice!! he's a small fry no more i tell u since he got his psp.. I started to feel sick there and i think i was coming down wif a cold.. Dammit my runny nose.. And of course, lots of banging going on especially on our test dummy Faris.. haha.. Crazy fellas.. They're obsessed wif banging i gotta say.. On guys... hahk.

At the end of the day, Fiq decided to send all of us home.. Yes all 8 of us.. So that's 9 peeps squeezed into 1 sedan.. Haha and the funny thing is that Faris volunteered to be in the boot!! And he's actually camwhoring in there throughout the journey.. And we just can't stop laughing at Wan's random shit.. hahk.. Fiq sure drives like mad.. but it's all fun yea.. Thnx for the ride Fiq.

So by saturday, i was down with fever and i stayed at home the whole day.. Didn't go to jam & hop at TP with the lads.. Didn't want to anyway.. However i stayed up till 1am to watch Man Utd's match against Newcastle.. and holy crap they trashed them 6-0 with cristiano Ronaldo getting his 1st hat-trick for united.. Awesome stuff.. And he was wearing Nike's new Mecurial Vapor IV boots for the first time.. I gotta say it looks great and it's in my fav colour.. How i wish i have those!! Great game anyway..

As for Sunday, went to the gym wif Mat and Beel at his place.. Good thing to go since i didn't do any exercise this week since we didn't play footy except for the krfc dudes.. Did some running and used a couple of equipments there as well.. Hopefully i can do this every week to keep fit! Played pro evo at Beel's.. Won Mat but lost to beel.. Mat sure was having a bad day losing all games and having non-stop flops and we almost made him jump off the building.. hahaha.. The condo there sure have lots of places for suicide.. It was around 8pm and, they decided to go swimming but i had a few problems cause my sis is home alone and my parents told me to get home! wth she's already in pr.6.. Called her and did some nagging.. So off we went to go swimming.. Chit chat wif them while we're at the jacuzzi and like mat said 'This is the life..' Hahk.. But beel said it gets boring when u live there after a long time. After that we went to shower and that's when Mat made his biggest flop of the day.. It happened in the toilet and it's too graphic to say.. hahahaha.. What a day.. By the way, there's this room with a huge screen which can be booked for free there.. I think we should book that room and play pro evo with the lads there some day.. Really cool.. So i went home later on while Mat goes to a tailor to fix his torn bag while beel's off finding a barber which is not closed at that time.

Monday... I was down with fever and flu again.. Didn't go to school untill today.. Went to the doctor and got myself an MC.. There's so much assignments i need to do and this fever is not helping.. argh.. I'm gettin stressed already..

Hasfi, out..

Performance..

2007-12-20T00:18:00.000+08:00

Performance..

Hey all, Syam & I are goin to perform an acoustic set together this Friday at the Singapore Arts Cafe at the Esplanade library.. So do come down and give us ur support alright!! See u there fellas!!

Ok i know i havn't been blogging.. my last post was about ramadhan but now even Hari Raya is freakin over! haha.. my school's first term for the semester is over by the way.. gonna have a 2 weeks break and school's gonna reopen on 31st December.. wth.. why not push the date till after new year.. well i'm gonna play lots of football with the lads and have fun before school starts.. Till here mates..

Hasfi, out..

Random

2007-09-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

Random

Hey..long time no blog man.. The fasting month of Ramadhan has arrived, and it's currently the vacation period for TP students like me! Nyahahah.. That means holiday baby! And yesteryday, i just got my exams results for the first semester and i thought i did alright.. I got a GPA of 3.25 out of maximum 4.0.. Not bad for for starters i guess.. Could have done better man.. If only i didn't slack that much for term 2 or sleep and cabot during some boring lectures.. haha that's what i always say..

Anyway, there's like a month of holidays left i guess.. Well well.. Really have no idea what to do man.. Find a job? Sleep all day long? Lepak? haha we'll see la.. Man, i've been a lazy bum trying to update the blog.. Every once in awhile, there'll be peeps calling the blog dead.. haha.. For now, i guess i just wanna put up some random pics to fill up this post alright.. so have fun lookin at the pics.. And Selamat Berpuasa to all Muslims!

An old pic at Syam's old place..

Christiano Ronabeel facing the good Old Trafford...
Or was he looking at this guy??
After game chat..
Run like the wind!!
Band of Bros on the way to Syam's.. Or should I say Roslan's..
Blackman laughing
Our team's Left-Black laughing
Syam House Cup!

Hehk

Hahk

For hurr

Man.. She looks great!

What we do on the last day of a week's holiday (1 day before exams)

Zai Strong..
Passion

Despos.. oops *Despots

Stringers
Pals
And finally, isn't she the cuuutest thing, Nikmat's sis???

Hasfi, out!

Tapestry 07'!!

2007-07-27T20:14:00.000+08:00

Tapestry 07'!!

Hey all! My band, "Despots" will be performing at Cathay Cineleisure tomorrow, 28th July at 8.30pm to 9pm!!! And yea its freakin free! Nyahaha so do come down and bring your friends as well! See u there!

Btw, tapestry will be ongoing starting from tomorrow and on Sunday from 12pm to 10pm at Cathay Cineleisure, Heeren and Wheelock.. So catch the other performance as well if u're free alright!

2007-07-10T11:16:00.000+08:00

Nothings..

Ok right now i'm at school doing nutin but wait for my lecture that starts at 12.. Came to school around 10 just to hand in my stupid assignment which i finished around 3am last night! Then dunno what to do.. Went to the library and here i am using the com.. Usually i don't have any idea what to do when i use the com at home.. I even feel bored using it man.. That's why i seldom online.. And i havn't been chatting to people so what's the use.. And i've wanted to post some pics i took like during the holidays but I'm just too lazy to do it.. Using the com was totally a different thing like a few years ago.. I'll chat with peeps, blog, play computer games.. Just enjoy myself playing the com..

I came to realise this when i was reading a few blogs just now... Went from link to link.. And then i ended up reading Sofy's blog.. Yea i know it's dead.. The last post is like last year man.. But i went reading each an every post in that page cause it was exciting.. and it made me think alot.. One of his post mentioned that i inspired him to blog last time.. and u know what, i think his posts actually inspires me back.. haha! It's been awhile since i laughed and smile reading someone's blog.. It was just a good feeling reading ur post man sofy.. I wish u would have blog more.. Ok maybe this sounds corny but those post in ur blog are not nonsense like u are outside.. all i can say is that u got a good mind man.. use it well dude.

Btw, when are we gonna play soccer again man?? Call up ur friends man sofy.. Nabeel, sissoko all the sec 4s.. Sec 5s.. It's been weeks since i last played i just wanna kick some balls! I have to admit currently i'm more into soccer that music like i used to man.. Funny.. When i feel that i'm doing better at one i just have more mood on that particular thing.. But i wanna do well in everything i do of course.. And tapestry's coming.. But i havn't leart any new songs.. crap.. I know Syam is on the high with playing music and all.. I just don't wish to let him down just because of me not being into music that much now.. Argh.. I need some musical inspirations man..

and yea, yesterday at school, i had to do a group work on giving a speech during my writing and oral presentation tutorial and bloody hell.. My group mates all pointed at me to do the speech.. We need to show an example of a good one and a bad one... And i had to do the good one.. wtf! u know i can't speak.. and what, give a speech?! crap.. I felt so kanchiong already sia.. But then i tried to calm myself down and just tell myself to do it.. Felt realieved after giving my speech.. Then my lecturer asked every group to vote for the worst and best speaker.. and guess what, i tied with another classmate to be voted best speaker.. haha.. then my lecturer told everyone to vote individually and i won by 1 vote.. hahaha crazy man.. Hasfi, being voted best speaker.. crazy man.. and i got a packet of m&n.. hah! This is note an important assignment or what.. Just a norma class work.. It's just that i felt that i's unbelievable.. I guess all i have to do is believe in myself man.. I know i can do anything i want.. I just need confidence.. yea that's the thing i've been lacking alot of times.. With confidence, i know i can do well..

Ok it's almost 12 i guess i'm outta here for my lecture.. I know i can cabot but i have a choice.. haha just learnt bout choices at a mess lecture last week.. time to stop crappin..

Hasfi, out...

1 week left..

2007-06-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

1 week left..

Dam! The holidays are over in 1 week and i havn't even started with my assignments! Typical me I guess.. Confirm last minute than do.. I really gotta change my habit.. Ok i think that's what i kept saying to myself since my primary school days.. haha..

By the way, Syam gave me a call last night telling me that the band got to play for Tapestry 07! haha! Went to check out the e-mail from the tapestry team myself straight away after that.. Pretty cool.. U guys shd come and watch us perform when the date is confirmed alright!! Here's a link to it's website.. http://www.tapestry07.blogspot.com

So just now, i was reading The Newpaper and right at the first page was an article bout a student from my secondary school who died recently.. Syam has told us bout it recently but it came out on the paper today.. She's my junior man.. She's only in sec 3 and she's already gone.. It's really sad man.. She didn't even get to live as long as I did.. It reminded me of another death of a fellow student when i was in sec 1.. He was the same age as me that time.. Man.. These people died so young.. And both from tragic accidents.. I can't imagine how the people close to them felt.. There's so many young people who pass away noawadays.. It doens't matter if you're young or old cause anyone can go just like that anytime.. That's why we should always treasure the people around us..

Then i came across another article about somethin that happened to someone i know.. dang! It's about my eldest bro's friend who got attacked by 3 men with parangs two days ago!! and it actually happened near my home! Even more shocking... It happened around 6.30pm when many peeps get home from work.. I used to play soccer with him together with my bros last time.. And the thing is that I just saw him at KFC recently.. I was shocked when my i first heard bout the news yesterday... It's kinda scary man.. I heard he was hurt quite badly.. And it's kinda brutal uhh.. It's disturbing to know bout his injuries... argh wtf! What's with these cold-hearted peeps?! Dammit.. I've been hearing bout beatings.. Riots all.. What the heck is going on with these crazy youths.. Also, the younger peeps today are getting even more daring too looking at the news reports nowadays.. They get influenced by the wrong people and all.. It's just sad to hear bout these things uhh..

Ok enough bout that.. I wanna play soccer this Tuesday!!! Btw, this Thursday, my sec 4E4 classmates are gonna have a class BBQ.. Of course i'm gonna come to meet all those ex-classmates of mine.. Just hang out and have a good time.. And I heard that this Friday, the lads are gonna have another match.. This time against my batch's normal acad dudes! oh man.. They're surely a strong team looking at the quality of the players they have.. I really wanna play again but sadly I don't think i can.. I've promised to go out with someone.. Yup, who else.. Hehe.. Really sorry guys.. But a promise is a promise.. Of course, i'm wishing the best if u guys play!

I think i'm going to sleep right now.. I'm currently wearing this irritating specs of mine which have a broken frame at one side.. It's killing me man..! argghh..

Hasfi, out..

Soccer time!!!! (not bout my studless boots)

2007-06-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

Soccer time!!!! (not bout my studless boots)

Ok that's a lame title.. But this post is not bout somethin lame like my dirty old boots! It's bout an amazing soccer match i just played with the lads.. It was simply one hell of a game i must say!

The game between my batch's sec 4 express team and tech dudes were played just now at around 4pm.. Like i said, the tech dudes surely was gonna have a better strategy this time round and I was right bout that.. They brought in great players like Nizam and Sufie this time round.. Also, both teams were allowed two outsider players and dang, both lads from the tech's team looked intimidating at first sight.. And they sure were terrific players i'd say.. As for our team, we invited Saifuddin and Ahmad prata from sec 5 acad to play for us.. Of course, they're great players too.. By the way, we devided the game into 3 periods throughout 90mins.. So it's 30mins each period..

I played right-mid during the 1st period.. Managed to score the opening goal just like our previous encounter and woo hoo it felt good! It came from a low cross from Hirman i think, which passed everyone else.. haha! But that excitement did not last when the tech dudes scored the equiliser!! And scored another.. Another.. and err.. yea another! 4-1 just like that.. Crap! I didn't get the ball on the right wing much while playing that period.. I don't think i even manage to send a cross from the right wing.. The tech were controlling the midfield all the way creating lots of chances for their team.. Hakim was a threat to us not forgeting Alif, Nizam and the two outsiders..

This brought us to discuss on new strategies to break the tech's attack and create chances for ourselves.. I heard that our captain Syafiq gave the team a good scolding for playing like crap but i wasn't there cause i went to the toilet.. hehe.. So back into the 2nd period.. Started out playing center-mid and ended up playing striker after i scored my 2nd goal! haha.. And i have to applaud my team's defenders cause they did really well from this period on.. Especially Nikmat who made many tackles and strengthen the right side of the pitch and Saifuddin, who made vital interceptions for our team.. The good thing was that our team kept our spirits high even though we were losing..

However the highlight for this period was when i accidentally kicked the tech's goalkeeper, Sufie right at his face!! It was during a great chance on goal when the ball was free near the goalpost but Sufie dived to the ground and pushed the ball away exactly when i was trying to whack the ball and freakin shit i horrifically hit his face!!!! Holy shit!! that's what i thought.. He layed flat on the ground covering his face.. I shouted for help and fiq poured water on his face.. Sufie was fine soon after.. Amazingly, he said his hand hurts during the accident, not his head.. I couldn't stop apologising but he said it's alright.. They changed their goalie from then on.. So it's 5-2 after 2nd period..

3rd period of the game was when more drama happened.. Right during kick-off, Syafiq sent the ball right to the back of the net from half court!! Awesome sia.. 5-3.. We played hard this time round and we could see the tech's players getting tired.. Still got chance!! Our defence were rock solid and Sidek who was striker at first was actually great at defence! Then out of nowhere.. Bang! i scored my hat-trick! hahaha.. Than.. Bang!! Another just like my first goal.. Then i did a blooper when i was overjoyed celebrating the equiliser by running like siao while covering my head with my shirt and bang! not a goal... but i hit Khyrul who wanted to celebrate my goal too!! hahaha.. Fell down to the ground like 'nangka busok' sia.. Later on was when the miracle happened.. Syafiq dribbled like mad towards the right side of the box and shot the ball at a tight angle........... GOAL!!!!!!!!! The whole team was overjoyed and everyone came running towards Fiq and jumped at him on the ground... Even the subtitutes!! What a moment!! It was simply an incredible feeling.. Celebrate as if we just won Champion's League or what.. Madness...! It wasn't over yet and the tech dudes almost scored an equiliser when the ball hit our post! Almost everyone went to defend after that and soon after... The game ended..

We actually won 6-5 from trailing 1-4 at the start.. Terrific! Everyone played a part in the win.. Each and every single player.. Our influential captain who scored 2 amazing goals.. Our goalie Faris made a number of great saves too.. Honestly, i didn't play well today.. Losing the ball when i got hold of them and running up and down the field like an idiot without getting the ball.. I got lucky when i took my chances and got 4 goals for the team.. None of them that spectacular but like Ridwan said, it doesn't matter cause a goal is a goal.. hell yea he's right..

What a game.. and yea.. i dedicate the 4 goals to hurr.. haha! jk.. Ok seriously before the game is played, she told me to score 8 goals.. but getting half of it is not bad i guess.. hehe..

Hasfi, out!

Soccer time!!

2007-06-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

Soccer time!!

Played soccer with the lads just now.. And dam it was fun!! Really had a great time just now.. It's been awhile since i last enjoyed a soccer game thanks to a few injuries on my foot... All cause of my darn soccer boots.. I bought it when i was like pr.6 and i'm still wearing it each time i played on the field.. haha.. I still love my soccer boots.. Of course, it's dam tight already but it's still in great shape except for the surface below.. The studs were like falling off already when i started wearing them again this year.. In the end, both boots were left with 2 studs at the back.. So i'm like playing soccer with high heels these past few weeks.. crazy man.. It sure did affect my performance.. But today, i decided to take out the remaining studs so that i'll have better balance this time round though i do not know how slippery it's gonna be without any studs when i play on the field.. But heck, i think it did good and i was able to play better today..

My beloved dirty old boots and the remaining studs which i took out...
Studless boots!!
There were only 13 dudes just now so we played 7 against 6 for the first game.. Sofy and Zul were captains and i got into Sofy's team partnering with Ridwan on the attack.. I think the partnership between us were great.. And Wan sure was on fire today.. I think he scored like 5 goals or more thanks to his great composure when facing 1 on 1 situations.. I managed to get quite a number of great chances but most of my shots were saved by Zul who was the goalkeeper for my opposition's team.. Dam he played awesome making lots of vital saves for his team.. In the end, my team won thanks to all my team mates.. wahaha! Played another game after that when Nabeel and his friend came down later on.. I played for their team and my team won yet again.. haha! Really enjoyed myself though i felt like playing even more when everyone wanted to end the game..

I had planned on buying a new pair of boots earlier on, but after today.. I guess i'm changing my mind.. I think i'm gonna stick with my current studless boots.. haha! By the way, there's gonna be a soccer match between last year's sec 4 express and normal tech dudes.. We had played 2 games against each other and both team won 1 each.. So it's kinda even now.. Well maybe not really after the scoreline for our 2nd game.. hehe.. but i bet the tech dudes are gonna have a better strategy this time so we better watch out.. I'm looking forward for the game and of course, i'm playing for another win.. We'll see how it turns out..

Hasfi, out...

Poly!

2007-06-07T01:41:00.000+08:00

Poly!

erm..am i having trouble loading the page to type this freakin post or izit a new thing in the blogger website.. to post in html codes??! ok surely that's not true.. How can blogger managed by Google downgrade to this right? but heck, i guess the stuffs i learnt in my course do come in handy.. haha.

so i'm in TP.. yep2.. Poly life.. Sounds cool.. Well, not really at first.. Maybe i had high expectation bout poly life before i entered the polytechnic.. Happening, fun, cool were all i thought it would be.. But in reality, it can be a bore and plain at times.. or izit that i had too much fun in sec sch that i felt this way with the sudden change? hahk. k lah it's not that bad la.. just that when i entered the school, of course, lots of unfamilliar faces i see and i totally dunno what to do when i finish class.. All i did at first was meet up with my old pals who were in TP too.. Then most of the time go home after school ends.. sux right? But as time flies, i began to adapt to poly life.. My classmates are alright.. They're quite a bunch of wackos.. The facilities in school are great.. Everything i need for my leisure time, for studies all.. It's all state of the art! wahaha.. but the thing is.. I learnt that though the campus might have this and that, huge and all.. Without friends, it just sux la.. simple enough.. That's why one of my goal in poly is to make many friends.. But u know me, i can be dam shy and quiet so how is this possible?? hah.. and one more thing, having too much friends may be good but i prefer being close to just a few to share my joy and sorrows..

and by the way.. i know i'm just starting bout my poly life but my first term test has just ended!! hell yea!! haha! Holiday time baby.. Funny thing is.. I took my tests seriously this time.. Each and every one of them.. Hopefully in 3 years time, i'm gonna blog stating that i just got a diploma! haha..

As for CCA in poly, it's not important unless u wanna enter a university cause it helps.. I really wanted to join this Music Vox CCA.. It's like a band thing, jamming all.. Auditioned for it and darn we didn't get it.. I hope this won't bring me down again cause i used to take things the hard way whenever i fail in something..

As for hurr, yea i've been spending time with her alot lately.. and i do mean alot.. Met hurr almost everyday.. it's been great.. But at times it does get rough.. Well u know girls.. Sensative..haha but at times we have to give in and be a gentlemen right? But i do make mistakes too but it's all good after talking things out.. Alright i know i dun type much bout us here but this i have to.. I was sick just now down with a cold and we were talkin on the phone.. She asked if i had medicine at home and i said nope.. Told her i'm gonna be alright.. And guess what?? 20 mins later she called and told me to come down and dam.. She actually cycled all the way to my home just to give me 4 tablets of penadol cold relief!! And it's like 9.20pm!! She was like sweating like mad but she didn't stop smiling.. Of course, it touched my heart.. I ate the medicine and i was feeling much much better afterwords and right now typing these.. Totally sweet of hurr but what she did was what a guy should have done.. I just couldn't stop thanking hurr.. I'm just overwhelmed by what she did..

Alright.. Till here folks.. THis post seems long enough for now.. I'll put up a number of pics as well soon!

Hasfi, out!

Edited pic
Dozing off... hahk..
Us! Btw it's one of my last pics with long hair!!
How's my photography skills Faris?? hehe..
What's with that look?? Notice my new hairstyle??
Wheee...
My student... hahk.. dam she looks good playing that!
We love each other alot..

April Books Warehouse Sale..

2007-05-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

April Books Warehouse Sale..

ok poly life has started but this is gonna be a post bout somethin that has passed quite some time ago..

Last april, i worked at Expo again with Times at the Books Warehouse Sale for one week.. This time round not many staffs from the previous one are working again.. There's only a few familliar faces like Ya'Qub and Shakirin a.k.a Bear.. and many staffs are students from TP..

The first few days were kinda boring compared to the previous Expo sales cause i didn't had the chance to get to know the other staffs better.. And there's alot more girls for this Expo sales compared to the previous one..Also, I was assigned to be in charge of freakin Children section this time round!! Wtf!! Chaos man.. The books will be all over after awhile and i need to arrange all over again.. I'm also the only guy in my team so i had to help carry heavy loads of books most of the time.. Luckily my team leader, Soek Wai is damn friendly and nice so it really makes working there a pleasure.. After I got to know the other staffs there, it started to feel alright.. I made many friends again..

The last two days of work was the most enjoyable i gotta say.. I made another home-made soccer ball this time round to play soccer whenever i go to the back of the hall with some other guys.. The sales goes well i heard, and i think that was why our supervisor treat us KFC on our last day.. Everyone got 3 pc chicken.. hahk.. Then a group of us sabo one of the staff whose birthday was on the last day.. U'll see what happen to him when u look at the pics i'll put up below.. And before we left home, the guys playeda 3 vs 3 soccer match there and i thought that it was one of the best matches i've ever played.. haha! I teamed up with Ya'Qub and Haris and we won 6-5.. Truly was a great game.. Playing in the Expo hall is great with the air-con and the smooth surface.. They should hold a street-soccer tournament there.. Took lots of pics that day and after that everyone left.. Gonna miss them all.. It was yet another great experience working there.. So here are some of the pics we took..

Glan & his look-alike! haha..

Making the ball..

It's ready!!

New ad..

I like to ride this thing.. Hehe..

That's a wrapped-up Ya'Qub!

Wan & Hariz.. Crazy fellas..

Sabo time for birthday boy!!

The aftermath..

Us!

My team leader Soek Wai and I..

Can you spot our supervisor?? Hahaha..

Hasfi, out...

Karma?

2007-03-31T14:46:00.000+08:00

Karma?

This week has been great man.. I'm feeling much better after I finally went to the doctor and got my head straight again.. I mean, it's like 1 week of not being able to sleep properly and it made me feels really terrible.. Really affects everythin I was doing.. Okk so lemme update bout what happened this week..

Went for my medical check-up for my poly enrolment on Tuesday at this SATA place at Chai Chee with my dad around 9am and dam the place was packed so i had to freakin wait for my turn.. Finally completed my check-up at around 12pm... My dad was already off to work by then so i had to head home myself.. By that time, my head was already havin this bloody headache and i'm feelin dam giddy when suddenly Ya'Qub, my workin fren, msg me to ask me out..I mean lepak or smthn la cause he's bored at home..He wanted to hang out with me few times before but i was either busy or sick last time.. I felt pity for him la so i said ok this time round even though i wasn't feelin that good.. I was coincidentally at Bedok which was near his home anyway..

So i met him at a bustop nearby and hell yea he's driving that day!! He's driving his sis' car that day.. So i hop on inside the car and he drove towards Tampines as i wanted to eat at Long John Silver at Century Square.. After that he told me to bring Nikmat along and he's gonna drive us around.. Coincidentally, Nikmat asked me out too before that as he wanted to go to Queensway Shoppin Mall with Illyas.. So i contacted him and Ya'Qub offered to pick him and Illyas up and he's gonna drive us to queensway mall..woo hoo! baik hati si denih.. Save our ez-link man.. haha u know la now days Adult value, life is hard man..

So we picked up Nikmat at Pasir Ris then Illyas at Sengkang.. We headed to Ang Mo Kio first cause Ya'Qub wanted to fill in some form at the office for the job at EXPO which i'll be workin at too.. Met my supervisor, the indian guy named Guna there.. and he actually remembered me. hahk! he didn't even speak to Nikmat who actually worked earlier than me.. haha Nikmat fed up already.. After that we headed to queensway and dam Qub kept driving to the wrong exit untill we got lost!! haha thnx to his crazy driving uhh.. Drive like siao suddenly speed to scare us only.. Then he kept on pressing the horn as he say some vulgars at other vehicles for the slightest mistakes..haha kecoh la in the car.. Kept laughing and laughing in the car..

We finally reached Queensway Shoppin Mall and we went walk2 around the mall as Mat and Yas shop for some stuffs.. Later on, everyone wanted to go makan so Mat planned that we all go to Bedok Corner.. Qub said ok so he drove back to Bedok and we had our meals at Bedok Corner.. Btw, the ikan bakar there is simply awesome!! Tasted so dilicious.. u guys gotta try it.. And there's this arab vendor who looked totally like Eric Cantona.. Haha.. My stomach was full after my meal.. It was near 7pm by then so we all headed home after that.. Qub actually drove us back to each and every single one of our homes.. Thnx alot dude!!! The day turned out to be great though i had endure with my headache all day long.. It's great when u have a friend who drives!!

On Thursday, went to my family clinic and got advices from the doctor on how to sleep well.. He didn't want to prescribe me with sleeping pills because it was addictive but she did prescribe me with some pills to make me sleepy.. I asked for medicine for my runny nose and others as well just in case.. I finally got to sleep well that night onwards and it really feels great..

As for Friday which was yesterday, went to collect my medical results in the morning and then to Temasek Poly after my Friday prayers to hand in my completed enrolment package.. That really cleared alot of worries in my mind.. After that joined the rest of my pals to play footy at 'Old Trafford'!! There was quite alot of peeps that day.. Around 17.. Even Ya'Qub and his younger bro came down too.. hell yea i was on top form that day.. But i got myself an injury before i even kicked the ball when a bicycle stunt i did on Mat's bike went wrong..haha.. Stupid me.. Got the back of my right foot hurt when it skidded at mat's sharp-edged pedal.. There was hole marks there with blood dripping!! it hurts man.. So i didn't play for a few matches but got into the game when my foot feels better after awhile.. Teamed up with Syafiq, Dominic, Faris and Nabeel! We won our first three matches in a row and i was the one scoring all of the three goals.. Wahaha.. But we lost a few too thnx to Arshad's sweet left foot!! Had a great time that day.. My morale was high, the weather was great and my team was just terrific.. A perfect day for football for me yea..

After playin footy, nobody wanted to bring home the 2 soccer balls so i decided to bring them home la.. So that means i'm carrying 4 balls..haha jkjk.. Then Qub offered to drive me home in his car but i refused cause i pitied my friends who gotta take the bus home.. Not fair la if he only send me home.. So i went off with my pals and we headed to buy some drinks first at a shop nearby.. Then suddenly Nikmat told us his mum wanted to treat us dinner at Arnorld.. haha isn't that great news or wad.. Of course we said yea.. So Illyas, Syam and I were the lucky ones.. We walked towards Mat's place while Mat rode his bycicle home first to tidy up his room..Went to Mat's house first before we left for Arnold wich was also in Pasir Ris with Mat's family.. Everyone squeezed into his dad's car so that means there's 8 peeps in the car! heh.. We had our feast at Arnold and it sure was delicious!! Really filled my stomach.. It's really been awhile since I last ate at Arnold..Mat surely have got a nice family.. Thnx alot man for the treat.. Really appreciate it..Then his dad send us home..

One more thing, i gotta say this.. Mat's younger sis Hanah is super duper cuuute!!! haha so irressistable i wish i have a sister like hurr..

As for today, my pals are all going to Sentosa.. I didn't follow cause i didn't feel like going.. I know i'm gonna miss out alot but it's ok.. I'm sure they're having lots of fun right now..

Well till here i guess.. This week has been great.. Good things happened to me maybe cause i did somethin good?? I guess it's Karma.. What goes around comes around.. hahk well i'm thinkin too much like Earl.. If u know who he is..haha..

Hasfi, out!!

Not myself

2007-03-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

Not myself

Yesterday was hell day to me.. I was lying on my bed almost the whole day with my head feeling giddy like hell. I think i have a problem. I can't go to sleep.. And i really mean it.All these while i've been sleeping like ard 2am-6am each night..Doing wad?? Usin the com or watch tv..Mostly watchin tv lah.. hah.. Whenever i turn on the television, I would be glued to it..I would even force myself to stay awake when there's a good show showin..Then i'll be sleepin really late and wake up late as well and i have my first meal of the day during lunch time..And this has been a habit..Dammit..

After gettin nagged at by hurr alot of times for this, i've been trying to kick this bad habit of sleepin late.. I think i failed each time. Then last 2 days, i tried to get to bed at around 10pm.. and guess wad, i couldn't get to sleep all night long.. I would keep on tossing and turnin around feeling uneasy.. I think i'm thinkin too much as well.. I tried to focus on sleepin but there would always be somethin poppin up in my head..arrghh..It's irritatin man. By noon, i was feeling exchausted and giddy without havin any sleep but i gotta force myself to get up to meet hurr to help hurr out wif somethin.. I experienced the same thing the following night.. And by the next day.. My eyes was so tired and I got this bad headache all day long with my body feeling dam weak.. I actually went back to bed after i bathe and eat a lil to get at least some sleep all day..I was feeling dam tired but the thing is that i just couldn't get to sleep. It's torturing man.. I recently went to ina's blog and she mentioned this, insomnia! i think i have it..

Last night was better cause i finally got to sleep for a few hours but then I woke up in the middle of the night..Crap..But it was a better than previous two..I hope i'm gonna be fine soon.. I need to get my head straight..I'm just not myself when i dun get enough sleep..

Right now, i'm feeling better wif just a lil headache.. and guys, bout The Despots, i really want this to work just dat i think i shd be more well informed bout everythin if u guys wanna take this seriously.. I mean, the last time u guys planned to go jammin i was like doin some stuff when Syam suddenly called sayin this Saturday go jammin..And that's it.. I also didn't even know u guys already agreed on the the band name untill i read Syam's blog.. I wanna have a say too..well i'm not tryin to go bitchin around i'm cool just that i think i want it to be like last time, NF with band meetin and stuff..just pointin out wad i thought guys. no hard feelings. i just dunno what's goin on man..

Btw, i got the package from TP and it's full of complicated shit.. Dam i need to complete so many things for my enrolment in TP..This is givin me another headache!! And i think i'm gonna work again before school starts..

alright my eyes is gettin tired lookin at the monitor.. till here i guess.

Hasfi, out..

Well well...

2007-03-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

Well well...

I havn't mentioned this in the blog but i'm going to Temasek Polytechnic! haha.. I got into info-communication.. My 3rd choice.. I am quite satisfied with it uh but i went to appeal online for Internet & Multimedia.. Dam i shd have put it in my earlier choices when i applied for the JAE thing.. I knew i'd surely get infocomm cause its Cut Off Point is higher.. So it's either this or that huh.. The appeal results is on Tuesday.. I'm satisfied if i got it or not.. Quite alot of peeps are goin to TP.. Hah so there's alot of familliar faces i'm gonna see when i enter that school..

Btw, there's plans for gettin my old band back together with the peeps goin to TP.. They are Syam, Faris and Zainal.. The four of us planned to join this jammin CCA which i think is available in TP..haha cool i think.. I hope this plan of ours is gonna work.. Really wish to rock again with them!

And yea last Wednesday there was lunch time concert at PRSS.. Syam and I played an acoustic set yet again there..Didn't went smoothly i have to say..Btw, a couple of my friends came down to watch like Faris, Illyas, Nikmat, Khyrul and Khabir..Haha thnx for comin man!! Really appreciate it.. Ok so the concert started with an opening act from this sec 3 band playin 'Letters To You'..It sounded really good man..The music was good.. The vocals sounded great with the background vocal and all.. I'm impressed.. The next one was not pleasing to hear i have to say.. The frontman shd stick with playing guitar in his other band i'd say.. Then AC played featuring Syam.. They're good as expected.. Was alright to me.. Next was biman's band i think.. I thought he sang really well man, just that the screaming part wasn't to the peeps in our school's liking.. It was not bad at all.. Then it was our turn.. We played 'hands down', 'can't take my eyes off you' and 'famous last words'.. I didn't feel the vibe i usually felt this time round.. Even the crowd wern't that hyper..hah..I felt mendak playing actually.. I thought we played a lil shaky here and there.. Sucky man..

Then it was the highlight of the day.. Syltra's acoustic set with her sis.. I expected her to be awesome and she really didn't disappoint.. I even took a video of their performance in my hp.. She's truly a professional.. She shd go far man..

Then the last band was UDS.. Also fellow alumni students. I thought they were better than last time..It was not bad..I had to go off in the middle of their 2nd song since my girl wanted to go home by then.. Anyway, I felt that the bands in our schools really improved alot compared to last time..Hope that the peeps in PRSS will keep on rockin!!

Then on Friday, my pals and I went to walk2 at Tm after Friday prayers then suddenly everyone wanna play footy.. So i went to take the ball and everyone headed to 'Old Trafford'..Had a great time there man.. After we played for awhile, a group of chinese peeps older then us came to play against us.. They were quite a challenge and we manage to keep hold of them untill they start scoring..Dam, they're huge and tall and they keep scoring from corners..Most of my peeps were only wearing slippers then.. Wasn't really satisfied losing to them..Well till next time i guess..

So just now i watched a FA Cup match between Chelsea and Tottenham..It was really an exciting game i have to say..Tottenham scored an early goal to lead and even had a 3-1 lead against mightly Chelsea!! Superb man..Essien even scored a stupid own goal..haha! I was like laughing at Chelsea when Spurs scores or had a great chance to increase their lead..Spurs played well man and they took advantage of Chelsea's shaky defence without John Terry..But during the 2nd half, i could see Chelsea's determination to get back into the game..I knew they could do it and they proved me right..They scored their 3rd goal in about 85th mins to make the game 3-3.. Defoe almost gave Spur's the win when his shot hit the post during injury time but the game ended with a draw..What a game.. hah i dun care what happen to Chelsea uh.. I'm only supporting Man Utd all the way!

So many topics i typed about in this post..hah..just wanna catch up i guess since i'm not bloggin everyday..Hmm, and hurr birthday's comin this Saturday! hah.. well well...

Hasfi, out!

I rescued the ball!

2007-02-25T14:54:00.000+08:00

I rescued the ball!

Ok guyz another post for the year! haha.. darn i havn't been bloggin.. i've posted bout the asean cup semis but didn't continued bout the lions winnin the title in the end.. and also not even a post on the O level results! Oh crap.. Anyways, i've been going out alot lately.. Mostly with hurr and my pals.. So that explains my dissapearance in this blog?? ok stupid excuse.. I'm just pure lazy i guess..

So let's do some catching up, i was quite satisfied with my O's results.. Didn't expect to pass all my subjects at all.. Especially the b3 for combined humans?? hahk.. First thing Mr Said, my form teacher told me when i was about to receive my results was that i passed all subjects.. I was like 'u kiddin or somethin cause i'm feeling nervous like hell right now'..hah..then my teachers shook hands wif me to congratulate me..Even Ms Doreen Chia..I've miraculously passed science as well.. But i really thought i could do better if i had put in more effort all this while.. Slackin all the way?? i'm one lucky chap to receive this results. L1R4 + CCA = 16..if not 18.

i went watching Ghost Rider with my pals and Epic movie with hurr recently.. And to my freakin horror, both movies were terrible.. darn.. For Ghost Rider, i thought the storyline sucked..It was too straight forward and very much predictable.. The baddies were too easy for the ghost rider.. They die so easily.. And some lines sounds funny to me la like the ghost rider sayin "look into my eyes" and shoutin "you! guilty!"..but i have to give credits for the special effects.. Looks marvellous.. And some parts were funny though it wasn't suppose to be a comedy..hah.. As for Epic Movie, it's one hell of a lame movie.. that's all i have to say.. Some scenes from ghost rider was funnier than the whole of the epic movie..haha..that's what i thought. So do not watch these movies i warn u.. hahk.

And last Friday, went playing footy with my pals at "old trafford".. Been playing footy there week after week.. And damn i've been jinx or somethin.. I'm having a losing streak.. Each game i played, with different teammates everytime, i keep on losing after all this time we played there.. Those having winning streaks, once they joined my team, they lost! Wtf.. And i'm the only guy who lost all games i've played..Terrible huh.. But that day, i was keen to turn my luck around.. There were more peeps that day.. around 15.. Some schooling kids were there too like sec 4 Sofy, Nabeel, Nordin, Muhammad and even Ahmad sec 5.. I lost the first game i played that day.. Then for the next one, Nabeel chosed me to join his team. I asked him if he was sure to pick me cause his team is gonna lose with me but he insisted..So touched..haha.. He sure did made the right move.. It was great partnership between me and Nabeel upfront.. He's a great player man.. And i scored the winning goal that game.. I was starting to have a winning streak, kept scoring and winning from then on.. haha!! My bad luck is gone.. woo hooo!

Then 2 police officers came down to spoil the fun.. Some residents complained cause we were noisy.. hahk thnx to Faris and a few others who acted as football hooligans at the side untill some residents shouted at them which they retaliated.. crazy uh..

So we're off packing..Had fun playing soccer that day..Later on headed to KFC to makan with Faris, Khabir and Syam..Had to bring the soccer ball home cause nobody wanna keep it..Oh well.After eating, went to walk2 at Tampines Mall then Century square, then back to TM again cause i had to pay my handphone bills..Everyone headed home after that..I suddenly realised i left the soccer ball at KFC when i was at the traffic light with Khabir and Faris.. Faris said it's probably stolen by now so don't bother.. I ignored him and went running towards KFC at CPF bulding to save the ball!! haha.. I asked Diyana who was workin there if she'd seen a soccer ball and she said no! ahhhh.. Then i went lookin at the place we ate and there it was below the chair.. haha.. i found the ball peeps!! so credits to me la people.. My pals and I shared money to buy this ball so i can't dissapoint them by losing it..

What a drama... hehk.. Till here peeps..

Hasfi, out!

Awesome 2nd leg..

2007-01-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

Awesome 2nd leg..

Man..I'm late to say this but the Singapore Malaysia game held at National Stadium last Saturday was a total blast!..Ok i wasn't there at the stadium, but i watched it on the television at home..The atmosphere at the stadium surely was great with the jam packed fans filling the whole stadium..Yea i know some of my friends went there..Damn i should have been there!

Oh heck, i was expecting the lions to play better at home..The 1st leg at Shah Alam Stadium was crap man..Captain Aide Iskandar even got a stupid red card unecessarily..Their coach attemp to play 4-3-3 formation was a failure i have to say..They were lucky to get away with a 1-1 draw that day..But man, i sure was impressed by them playing at the National Stadium.. The lions dominated the game most of the time..They managed to get many chances but each time failed to get the ball to the back of the net..

I was really into the game that night, acting like a mad man at home, shoutin at each close chances and when the Malaysian broke the dead lock, i was devastated man..My spirit really was there supporting them..Funny how passionate i'll get for my country to do well..But when they don't, that's a different story..I'd start blaming many things.haha..Ok bak to the game....I really thought that they couldn't just let the Malaysians get away like that after all those chances they've created.. And the lions didn't dissapoint me at all after scoring the equaliser from a goal created by top form Daniel Bennett..

As the time ticks closer to the end of the game, i started to get even more nervous..Then it was still 1-1 after extra time..Down to penalties..Sasi Kumar who was the co-commentator for the game on ESPN channel dat nite, mentioned that the Lions had practised hard for the penalties before the game so that really boosted my confidence in believing that the lions should be able to make it..But that didn't change a thing as my heart started beating faster when each penalty was taken..I was almost heart broken when Shi Jiayi's penalty was almost saved..What a suspense..Then finally, this Malaysian with the mosty fancy hairstyle compared to his teamates got his penalty saved by Lionel Lewis and the crowd goes wild!!! That moment told me that the lions were off to the finals..Wooo hoooooo!!!! I was overjoyed that night..haha..

what a great game..really was a nerve wrecking game to watch..Really happy that the Lions made it to the finals for the 2nd time in a row..I know they were champions last time but it's hard to say if they would make it again this time round..Cause it's the Thais they're gonna face..And they sure are mighty strong after i watched their game against Vietnam.. With danger man Kiatisuk Sanamuang back at their squad, he's gonna mean trouble for singapore's defence..I wish the Lions all the best though i have a feeling the thai's will do better.

I won't be going to the stadium for the finals i guess..Watching at home is good enough for me..Though i know i'm not gonna be able to watch a game at the National Stadium anymore since it's gonna be renovated soon..But it's fine to me.

Till here i guess..No matter what happens, of course i'll be supporting the Lions.hah..

Hasfi, out!!

Working Buddies...

2007-01-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

Working Buddies...

hey..so it's the first post for the year 2007 huh..The first month of the year is almost over and i'm only posting the first entry....Dun tell me there's gonna be 1 post each month..I would rather shut down this blog man..Who the hell is gonna visit this page anymore?!..

Ok I know that i do not have the habit to blog anymore like i used to..I'm not even using the com as frequently as before....What the hell have i been doing u might think...HmMm..not much actually..

And yea, it's been exactly 3 weeks since i've stopped working..It has been one hell of an experience for me..My first job was simply fantastica!!..haha sounds familliar huh..k cut that crap.. I still remembered the days i went job hunting and got turned down many times..But heck, i felt that it was all a blessing in disguise..I ended up workin for the Books Warehouse Sale at Singapore Expo..It's all thnx to Nikmat too..Somehow i was really lookin forward to work there even though the workin environment wasn't as i imagined the first time i entered that place..It was just a huge empty hall with thunds of boxes and books inside..Not even a book shelf as i imagined at first..After long hard work.. and playing too...The place was truly organized for a warehouse sale to be held..

The processing stages was tough but the peeps there really made all the hard work like carrying all those heavy boxes with no air-con paid off.. I kept playing with this thing called the pallet jack, which was like an oversized kick scooter which was suppose to carry pallets, racing across the hall like mad..'drifting' with the trolleys as i transport boxes of books on the slippery floor and almost injure myself pretty bad when i fell from the trolley and got run down by it..haha..crazy uh..Then the dudes kept making 'home-made soccer balls' from musking tapes, newspapers and plastics which we played with especially when we're off to our breaks, passing around the ball and then shooting it towards the exit of the hall..all behind our supervisor's back..

My working buddies were also great to hang out with during our breaks..We would sit at a staircase, sometimes at different places just like homeless peeps sitting around, sharing food which we brought ourselves with each other since we realise we would go bankrupt spending our money on the food sold there everyday..especially on burger king which was the only fast food chain there..we joke alot and through there we got to know each other very well..they were all nice chaps to get to know with and not long after, we all seemed like we have been good friends for awhile..

Then it was the days when the sales started..The place was finally air-conditioned!! I was appointed to be in charge of the fiction section along with Reza, Ridwan, Adillah and Nadia..And guess where Nikmat was appointed at?? The Children section..hahahk!...Worst section i guess..All those mischievious kids kept messing up that place and u gotta get it organized again..Kinda unlucky chap la dat guy..Btw, there was also many new staffs who started workin too during the sales..And the staffs from the Times bookstore branches also came down to be the group ICs..Mine was Cecillia..She's really nice i tell u..She would buy us food, chocolates and stuff..Really lucky to get her as my group IC..It was a more relaxed job to do la during the sales..And when i get bored, i called some workin buddies to meet at the back of the hall and it was street soccer time!! nyahaha..We took two boxes as goal posts and played with our "home-made soccer ball"..Crazy but fun!! haha..Me, Reza and Ridwan would also smuggle packets and packets of this sweet potato chips which we got for free, which everyone hates, which i have no idea why cause they tasted great to us, to the back and eat them whenever we go to the back of the hall..Then there were also ugly customers which i encountered too..Argh to hell with those kind of peeps..

And after work at night, i would sometimes hang out with a few workin buddies like Nikmat, Ya'qub, Reza and Lujaini at the 2nd floor which was just a like a hallway corridor throughout..We would chat till late night..We even had a 100m sprint race one night..haha tkde keje..Challenged with Reza and Nikmat..Got to know that reza was the fastest guy in his school..and man he surely proved us right..

Everyone got free books on the last day..I took mainly guitar books..really took advantage of it cause their original prices were kinda expensive if sold.heh..I even took cook books for my mum..It was kinda sad to leave the place during the last day after all those fun we had and getting to know every single one of those amazing people..One staff, Lilis even blanja me burger king that day..really appreciate it..We exchanged numbers that day and finally went back to our own separate lives..Missed those peeps and Expo too..haha...But i still kept contact with the dudes since we still meet up to play soccer..

O well..I guess i won't be workin again bcause O lvl results are gettin near and i guess i should enjoy this time i have before i went studying again and later on enter the adult life when i start working..I won't be given any chance to enjoy my youth again..Now i know wad it felt in the working life..It's really tiring..I'd rather be schooling than working i guess...

I know not all jobs can be as fun as my first job..It depends on the environment and the people workin with you..My job was pretty tiring but i guess it was good money and good fun..haha..

I'll end this post with some pics taken with some of my workin buddies...

Hasfi, out!!

Just outside Hall 4b
I have no freakin idea what we were doin...
That's Lilis and Hamidah..
That's where we take our quick naps during breaks..
Ridwan, Me, Reza & Jai
Us
Working Buddies

Busy at work...

2006-12-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

Busy at work...

Hey..yea it's been quite some time since i've updated..What to do sey, i'm quite busy for the time being and i'm freakin tired everyday..I've got a job and i've started workin straight away since the 13th Dec..10 hrs each day! Wahaha..It's gonna be 13 hrs soon! Ahhhhhhh!! well no fear Hasfi, cause i'm strong enuff to handle this! cehh.. Sure can tahan la..Nikmat works here too by the way..

Oklah firstly, i'm working at Singapore Expo for Times' Bookshop..They're gonna have a warehouse sale on 28th December so u guys better come down when it starts and buy urself some freakin books to read! haha..there's dvds, vcds, cds..and children toys too..who knows..maybe u've got a deprived childhood..hehk...Everything sold are freakin cheap and they're still new and in good shade..Every single type of book u wanna find, they're available..Man, i sound like a freakin promoter..But that's not my job here la actually..

What i'm doin right now is simply processing..Sort up those jumbled books, carry heavy loads of books inside boxes, transport them here and there, price them and more..Well basicly there's alot of different tasks to do..The books are all jumbled up inside boxes on top of pallets..So each pallets, there's differnt tasks to do la..The jobs are simple, but it's tiring and can be quite troublesome..Oh well, I managed to survive..Some cannot tahan so they quit already..That's why there's a place for me to work here. We are all devided into teams of 3 anyway..

My first day was alright..Found out that everyone is older then me..Mostly 18 yrs old, and even 23..There's quite a number of madrasah peeps, those waiting for O's and A lvls too..Nikmat and I are the youngest here..So dat day, i was assigned to work in team 5..My team leader, Ridwan explained to me what to do and all..He's a madrasah student..really nice, and he's gonna be an Ustaz one day..I know he will..he sure got what it takes..Really proud to have a friend like him..And there's my other team member, Vincent..He's always foolin around and nvr do work..Curi tulang nombor 1!! Always kena scolded by supervisor.. hahk but it's quite fun to have him around talkin cock and laugh2 together..

After a few days, got to know everyone workin there..Made lots of friends too..Even with the supervisor, an Indian guy named Guna! haha..Funny la dat guy..and when he's not around, another supervisor takes over..He's a no nonsense guy so cannot joke2 wif him la..

Right now I'm the team leader for team 8 with Vincent again as my teammate and a new girl called Adillah..Wah so fast got promoted uh?? haha..Den Nikmat who is 2 days senior then me is still workin under this guy who always give him 'sharahan'..Kena nag all the time..Poor fella.. Lucky the side i'm workin at is fun..With vincent with me, we keep playing with the trolleys..Pushing each other and drifting when the supervisor's not looking..We also sempat play soccer with the ball we made using musking tape and plastics..haha..kecoh uh at work..But still, I do my work properly la..It's all bout integrity my friends..

Today's my first day off..Went to meet hurr juz now cause it's been awhile since we've met..Missed her alot..Didn't take last week's off cause i had to make up for starting workin 2 days late..Still dunno what i'm gonna be doin when the sales start..There's different positions like assistant cashier, marshall, recovery and more..And it will be 13 hrs of work per day without any day off..It could be tiring but the salary really makes it all worth it..My job here will end on January 3rd..So till then my friends, cause i'll be busy with work right now..And dun forget to come down to Singapore Expo for the warehouse sale on the 28th Dec!

Take care everyone and have a nice day!

Hasfi, out..

Prom Night, Simply fantastica!

2006-12-04T19:44:00.000+08:00

Prom Night, Simply fantastica!

Wuzzup everybody!! I know i'm kinda late to update bout the prom night which was held last Friday..But heck, prom night totally was a blast!! It really was a super fun night and surely a memorable one..Btw, the theme for the prom night is 'Retro'.

So on that day, went to Nikmat's place to change into my prom clothes before heading to the SIA sports club where our prom night was held..Nikmat's clothes was almost the same as Syamim's that night.Everyone said they're gay partners for the night..hehe..Btw, Ridwan's dad gave us a ride there..When we reached downstairs, the car already arrived and Ridwan and Illyas were inside..Then we're off to our destination..I was really excited for the night hoping that it would turn out great.And hell yea it did!

We reached our destination soon after.There were quite a number of peeps who were there already..And damn, everyone looked great! The girls with their retro outfits and the guys too..Though some didn't dress according to the theme and there were 2-3 who dressed kinda casual.But heck, they all looked amazing..All the plain janes at school looked stunning on that night.And those hot ones looked gorgeous..heh..man, they totally dressed to their best that night.

We got into the ball room and got ourselves seated. Then one by one, my friends arrived..Of course, they all looked great. Ms Cheng then announced that we can all start the dinner before the teachers..Ape lagi, time to sental the makanan! nyahaha..The food and drinks were nice to me though some said in their blogs that it sucks..Oh well, maybe i'm hungry that time so all the food i ate tasted great.hehk..After that they played some kind of contest whereby we were to name the songs which were played.Argh heck, then it was time for the party to start! Time for everyone to dance as the dancefloor was opened for everyone.My friends and I immediately got off our seats and started dancing like crazy in the dancefloor.All of my friends went dancing even Ipin! It was like clubbing man..For awhile, it actually turned into somekind of moshpit with peeps pushing around..haha.but it was all so fun! Then a large number of us made a line as we run and jump together around the dancefloor..Woo hoo..

Then it was time for the lucky draw..There were a total of 50 prizes given out.And guess what, i won the 30th prize! yeah!..Not bad uh, at least I won somethin la.I'll tell u what i won at the end of this post.A number of my friends won prizes too..But some were unlucky that night.

After that, party time again! wahaha..The lights were turned off and the disco ball turned on..Then it was dance dance..The girls were quite wild man on the dancefloor..Some even looked like regular clubbers dancing like there's no tomorrow till they sweat..I was sweating too, that's why i had to take off my blazer this time round..Everyone sang along to the ever so catchy songs at the top of our voices while we jumped together and dance..We were simply having the time of our lives..

Then the lucky draw continued for the top 20 prizes followed by the crowning of the prom king and queen..I didn't nominate anyone..In the end, Omar became prom king and Mahirah, the prom queen..It was quite obvious frm the start that Omar was gonna win cause his outfit stood out from everyone else.With his afro wig, orange shirt and pink pants..and I agree to syam that there's other girls more capable to be crowned as the prom queen but heck, it was quite hard to see who should win..Anyways, congrats to the winners!

After that, it was the finale, dancing at the dance floor again! This time it began with the slow song for couples..Well there's only 1 slow song dat night..hah..Good thing i didn't have a prom date.As the song changes to a fast track, i went straight into the dance floor with Zaim who became my partner..haha..we actually danced like a couple for awhile spinning each other and stuff..then the nicer tracks were played and man do we party like crazy..My classmate, Alvin and his friends started dancing on the table at the front and soon after, Zainal started body surfing by jumping from the table! Nizam followed and then Nikmat..Then it was my turn..haha! I got on top of a bunch of peeps for a few seconds as they passed me towards to the back but soon i fell down to the ground summersault..nyahahaa..what a crazy experience..A taste at body surfing! I think Zainal's one got the furthest..Nizam was crazy, he would jump at us without warning..His a tall dude and it's hard to make him stay above. Ridwan and I also went ripping off the lights on the curtain in front..Ridwan sure loves ripping off things..He's the culprit for most of the missing posters in school..haha! We sure were crazy that night..

What a night..Prom ended later on and everyone went out of the ball taking thunds of pictures to capture the memorable moments..It sure was a night to remember for all of us..

I went crashing at Syafiq's house with the No Fingers plus Nikmat after that..We actually walked to his place along ECP and the streets..Played winning eleven all night long there...And damn, I lost all my matches..haha..But most of them were quite close games..Ok i know i suck..Played the guitar and sang along, played the com and listen to Syam's story telling too..He read some funny posts from a number of blogs including his old one..wahaha..And btw, the lucky draw prize was a cool ipod nano cover, and a lousy box of a clay cup and plate..Wtf! Many peeps won cool prizes but mine sucked! Oh well, at least i won somethin right??

Got out of fiq's place at about 9am and headed to Nikmat's as my stuffs are at his place..Slept there for a couple of hours before heading home..Btw, I was losing my voice due to screaming and singing to the songs during prom night..hehk.My throat hurts!

There u go..A freakin long post of prom night! Totally memorable night..Really enjoyed myself and had lots of fun..Thnx a million if u actually read..Took quite some time typing this.

Hasfi, out!

The handsome and charming dudes..wahaha..

Dance dance...

Omg! I met Najib Ali!! Wait..Isn't that Soulyh?? Haha..

Party time!!

My classmates and I. Spot the 60's Ah Beng on the right?? hahk!

Higher Mt pals

More pals..

Me escorting P.Diddy

Crazy peeps..

Medinah and I

Looking Back

2006-11-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

Looking Back

Time really flies..It just seemed like yesterday that i entered Pasir Ris Secondary School..I still remembered the day i first step in as a new member of the Pasirian family.Listening to the speech by our previous principal whom we all called penguin..It was the beginning of a series of freakin boring speeches that i had to listen to..Wadder heck, it was the beginning of a roller coaster ride..I had one hell of experience in this school..Hell yea..The days i was in sec 1, with all my pals during their chubby, shortie days..Ok maybe i'm still the same except for the chubby part..Well not really dat short am i? yea? no?? most probably not..

Ok what the hell i'm trying to say here is just dat i just felt that the years I have in this school just happened to pass so fast..I can't believe it's over..I'll treasure this whole experience for sure..I just felt lucky that i met those friends of mine who were simply awesome..They totally made my stay in this school a memorable one..10 yrs of education and finally the o lvls are over..ok i know i'm kinda late to say this in my blog..But hell yea O's are over..!

This year was full of downs really..though i started the year with full spirit of doing well in everything that I was into..Studies, relationships, music..However, sadness, dissapoinments and heartbreak entered my life..It really brought me down..I lost so much confidence in myself..However these experience made me learn somethin and it made me more mature. I know i was kinda emotional and stuff but now i've learn not to take things to hard..It really kills u.How foolish can u be towards urself..As i began to open up my eyes, things seemed to brightened up during the last quarter of the year..I was finally back to myself..And it was also thnks to my friends as well..

I guess this whole journey was simply a lesson in life..Each year, there was always new things learnt and experienced..I get to see things in many perspectives as I grow older and mature.. I also learnt that it's always best to be yourself..Simply being who u are..I don't have to do things i dun wan to just to feel cool..I'm just glad i'm me..Hasfi.. ok Hasfi Buhary..nyahahah..

Alright enuff with these life-learning shit..I've been spending this holidays going out with hurr, watching tv (ok say wad u like bout me recently having cable tv), hang out with friends, thinking bout prom night, looking for prom clothes..And i'm probably gonna find a job after prom night..Need to do somethin during the long holiday and earn some bucks..

And btw, this Hari Raya wasn't the best one this year..Was kinda occupied with O lvls so didn't have much spirit for Raya..Only went visiting relatives and going raya with my girl and her friends..Hey wait, plus the unplanned one with Deel and a few friends when he came to Singapore..Well which we only visited Farah's place..Hah..So that means not much collection huh..

Hmm..Also, i'm thinkin of performing an acoustic set with Syam during prom night..Still not decided yet..See how it goes..I guess tomorrow i'll be going out with a few friends looking for more prom clothes..heh..

Till here my friends..Thnx if u read..
Happy holidays!

Hasfi, out!

Happy...

2006-09-17T11:55:00.000+08:00

Happy...

Farah action sia..Sry uh for the kentalan-ness in my english..I'm not trying to use perfect english here btw..If u can understand wad i'm typing den great..

Niwaez..I havn't been using the com much lately so i can't update la guys..My dad actually unplugged the modem and hid it somewhere so dat my sis can't use the internet..she's freakin addicted to an online game u see..So many things happened these past few weeks and i coudn't blog..

The title for this post isn't quite relevant uh..Since the previous one is sad then this one happy la..ok i'm crappin..let's get the record straight..i've patched up with my girl! yea..hell yea..that's why i'm happy..hahk..good things happened when i least expect them..really..i won't blow this chance she gave me..i'll make damn sure..

anyway, somethin tragic happened to my 2nd brother last 2 weeks..but things seems to be getting back to normal..i'm glad it is..if u guys dun understand wad i mean than just leave it dat way alright..

and as u guys would know..the prelims exams have been going on since the start of this week.. it's been a crazy week..i'm sure i'm not gonna do well in this exams..I just passed my math paper 1 and i really need to do much better for my paper 2 to pull up the score.. I'm not sure how i'm gonna survive the O lvls..

btw, Faris Kassim, if u're reading this..I need u to send me a whole bunch of pics..I really need new and updated pics la..from the ones taken during ridwan's open house and also the Batam trip..put all the pics in a compressed folder and send it to my e-mail or better through msn messenger if i'm online!

Alright..I guess that's bout it..an updated post in my blog..Thnx for reading..

Hasfi, out...

Sad...

2006-08-04T19:40:00.000+08:00

Sad...

Got back from school just now..There was Anugerah Muzika..My band didn't make it. Out of 4 bands, we got last..Kinda pathetic..I dun blame anyone or some other stuffs..I accept defeat..Maybe there's some technical problems but I have nutin to complain about now..It's over..Of course, it always sucks to lose.. I was quite dissapointed..providing equipments for everyone and ended up losing kinda make me feel terrible..but i kept reminding myself to chill..i'm not gonna die or sth right..heh.

I juz felt sorry for so many people..The peeps who helped out to carry the heavy equipments to and back from school..And especially my band mates..They practised hard for this, and fadhil, he could have joined hisham's band before he joined us..and that band won..however the thing that made me feel better was that fadhil actually msg me telling he didn't mind, he's happy with this band and he doesn't care if we win or lose, he still wanna stay in the band, what's done is done..what we should do now is discuss what went wrong and look forward for our next performance.. he was damn right..we should make this a learning point.. it's all bout learnin frm mistakes..

i just hope that everyone were entertained frm our performance..we did enjoy performing for everyone anyway..and that's what we love to do..in every comp there's a winner and a loser..unfortunately we are the unlucky ones..but heck..we still look forward to rock!

heh..i just have to think positive..i havn't been feeling good lately..things arn't good for me this year..from cross country, to NF band break up..and the greatest setback of my life which was losing hurr..and now this..haix, losing hurr was the saddest thing that ever happened to me..she was the closest human being ever to me..i'm so sad right now i wish i could talk to her like we used to..express to her all that i'm feeling right now..simply share everything with each other..we went through so much together..it's so hard to get over it..i couldn't believe how fast i was replaced..i guess she's already happy with someone else now while i'm here miserable and doing no good but hurt myself even more..i realised what a total loser I am..move on Hasfi..it's always easy to say..there are times when i felt that i'm alright..that i'm fine now..that i'm over it..I would do things that would avoid me frm thinking of her..i would feel much better..but deep inside, i'm still not okay..i would suddenly get really sad again..man..I totally dunno what's going on with me..haix..

ok enuff bout that..I just wish i could be happy again..everyday..not thinking much bout so many things..things change..all i gotta do is accept the facts..I just hope that this bad patch in my life would soon end..I do not wish to feel down all the time again..

well..i'm not feeling good to be typing up about the things that happened at Anugerah Muzika..including Aliff singing to Amira and she went to give him sth..hahk, sweet couple..k lah..that's all for today..

Hasfi,out...

Practising for AM..

2006-07-30T18:44:00.000+08:00

Practising for AM..

Hello peeps..I'm not really blogging much huh..i'll try to update more and hopefully there will be at least one post in a week..hehk..So this one will be bout these past few days..

On friday, went to the gym at school to work out..Actually had to go for a 'make up' lesson for not attending a math banding lesson because i was sick..But I managed to complete a few questions and told Mr. Tony i finished so he let me off..Me and some dudes then asked for his permission to use the gym and he agreed. So went working out for awhile in my school uniform! heh.Mr. Tony joined us as well..Then an incident occured when i wanted to go out of the room. I was opening the door and pushed it quite hard uh..Then unfortunately Mr.Tony was right outside and it slammed at him..Hahk! He wasn't really that mad uh..Instead he joked that luckily he just carried some weights and that it didn't hurt much since he just built some muscles in his arms..There's a familliar incident which occured to some guy from 4/7..heh.. My home teacher, Mr Said told us bout the incident and joked with us as well dat day.. What a story man.. They tried to complain and stuff and ended up backfired.. Heck la.. SomeHAO somethin's making me really hate that guy so much..Argh..

As for yesterday, had a day out with the the No Fingers except for Zainal..It's been awhile since NF went out together..Really had a great time..Went to Bugis, after that Peninsula then chill at the Esplanade..Took lots of pics taken by Faris..He even went to the ground with his body facing the ground and his butt up to take some pics..See how passionate this guy is bout photography..Hahk..Some girls saw this and laughed at him..Anyway, watched a performance at the esplanade..There's this group of friends performing acoustic songs..And the two female vocalist are dam attractive! haha.. I really like the back-up vocalist..She's really pretty and sweet man..And she's got a nice voice! hehe..The performance was great uh..They were good really..Faris took some pics of them..I'll put it here when i receive the pics from him..Well yesterday was really a good day..

Had another exciting day today..Went jamming with my band today to practise for the upcoming Anugerah Muzika competition which we'll be participating under the bands category..Do come down and catch us play aite!! It will be this Friday at about 2pm at school..The tickets are sold for only $1..Yea i know it was free the previous year..But $1 is surely affordable ya tink so.. and do support us yea!! We'll really appreciate it..We practised hard today..It was really fun uh.. The amplifiers sounded not bad..Not much probs with the guitars..And the bass today sounded awesome..Yea who else, Zaim played it what..And of course, Fadhil was as great as always on the drums..Syam with the guitar, and Sidek on vocals..Really enjoyed today's jamming session..I tink we're going to jam once more on Thursday which will be a holiday since it's 'polling day'..Really hope to rock the whole school on that day! So do look out for us alright..anyway, the band name will not be 'Coming To Nothing' for the competition.. Well, you'll see on that day..hahk..

Yea that's bout it..There will be other categories as well for Anugerah Muzika..It's a talent contest actually..There's categories such as Solo, Duet, Drama and of course, the bands.. Do come down and watch yea guys! That's it for today..

Hasfi, out!

16...

2006-07-25T20:30:00.000+08:00

16...

Yea i turned 16 today..wow..woo hoo, yay..yahoo..??..well, i guess i'm simply older by a year now..time flies and everyone gets older each time..and guess what, I can watch NC 16 movies! woo hoo, yay..yahoo...yea great..wow, this is so amazing hasfi..

alright i'm crappin right now..Today really isn't a good day for me..Though it's my birthday.. Got lots of birthday wishes from peeps..Thnx alot each and everyone of u..Anyway, i wasn't feeling well today at school..I was down with fever and i got a sore throat..man, this sucks..i got sick on a special day like this..well, not really a special day i guess..every 25th of july is simply like any other day for me..except for last year cause someone made it extra special for me..haix..my family dun celebrate it..just that, they would just bace some doa selamat for me..I really appreciate it anyway..

so at school, i was expecting a birthday bash from the guys uh..funny, i was actually looking forward for it..hahk..but sad, today since i'm not well, I dun think things went as planned.. They won't bash me up! I only got a little wet during recess time when they locked me inside this small room beside the bookshop..and opened it and tried to get me wet by pouring water on me..well which is proudly done by faris kassim who tried so hard but failed since i kinda wrestled with him inside the room trying to stop him from pouring the water from his water bottle..that's about it..

i still wasn't feeling good after school so i didn't attend the banding lesson today..I went straight home. Ate some medicine and had a rest.. I felt slightly better after that.. I hope i'm going to be fine tomorrow cause i dun wanna be absent from school..

I guess that's it for today..

Hasfi,out....

4E4 day out!!

2006-07-23T11:18:00.000+08:00

4E4 day out!!

I know syam, khy and farah had already updated bout diz in their blogs..I totally felt the same way as them bout the class..But this post will describe what happened throughout the day.. Well i'm bored, so this may be quite a long one.

Last Friday was totally awesome. My class had CIP cum class gathering dat day..We went collecting some litter for 2 hourse and after that, we have fun..There's food, drinks our teachers supplied and games to play.. How fun can ur CIP be?? Compared to last year's CIP which was simply collecting donations at some MRT stations..Thnx to the class' Daddie, Mr Said who planned all this..The whole class was great that day.We enjoyed ourselves..I'm totally in love...with my class!

Went to East Coast park alone cause everyone left me since I was late..Wtf! So i took bus 31 myself and guess what, I stopped 1 bus stop early..n i actually walked all the way to east coast park..reached there, met the peeps. They're already collecting rubbish.well not really, what they did was take some trash from rubbish bins and put it inside the black plastic bag they were given..hahk..smart. so we just chill near the beach.Talk2 and went back to meet everyone else. Got our class t-shirt..Was alright..Would have been better if it's in Black and orange..So everyone wore the shirt and the class took some pics together..Then some guys wrestled each other at the beach..hahk. I went playing the guitar with Syam for awhile..And later on everyone went to the big field to play soccer..

That's when the fun starts..Everyone actually joined to play..The Chinese and Malays..Not just the guys..The girls as well! haha..Funny uh the girls..They simply chase the ball wherever it goes..And they're like going in one group together around the field..Mr. Said played defend and he's one hell of a tight defender..And whenever he kicks, the ball just went flying really far! haha..Crazy uh..I was like laughing all the time throughout the game..But it was really fun..The game ended as a draw..

After that we went eating the brownies, satay and lontong,..I got really full just eating all those food..The food were good uh..n khy ate alot! he said he gotta add some weight.. hahk..Well i tink so too uh..But what i'm jealous bout him is that he's freakin tall! Argh..

Then some peeps played rugby with the teachers while I played 'monkey' with the football with another group of peeps..Once again, enjoyed myself..Laughed here and there non-stop..

Soon after, everyone were dismissed..Some peeps decided to have a swim at near the seashore..I didn't bring a towel and extra change so I couldn't just join them..So I went to the beach and saw Khabir, Sidek, Zaim and Khyrul already inside the water..Then soon after, they manage to pull Farah in..hahk, she got drenched and i just gave a laugh..And guess what, i became the next victim later on..They actually pulled me into the water when i went near the shore..I was like 'what the fuck'..I kinda panic uh cause i got no towel and stuff but then since i'm all wet, i actually joined them..hehe..we did crazy stuff in the water.. then we sang as loud as we could..from bsb songs topearl jam..

After swimming in the sea, went to change at the toilet..Managed to borrow a towel and some clothes from some peeps..Then we walk a freakin long distance just to buy drinks..Thnx to Sidek..Then we headed to the bus stop and I took 31 home..What a day..

Fun uh that day..I wish there could be more class gathering like that..But we're all soon gonna be graduating..sad man..I'll miss those peeps..Well, the chairman had already said it all in his blog..All those words of wisdom..All bout what is to be said bout the class..4E4 06' simply rocks!

Hasfi,out..

School Reopened...

2006-06-29T12:55:00.000+08:00

School Reopened...

It's been about 4 days since school reopened..The 1 month holidays are over man!! Yea yea it sucks..Time flies man..Really fast i gotta say..And the O' lvls exams are getting sooner and sooner..Ahhhh!! Gotta start being really focus and serious now..Anyway, this post will be an update for the past few days..I'll be inserting pictures too at the end of this post taken from last Friday's night out to Vi Vala Musica IV which i went to..Taken by Farah's digicam..

So yea, last Friday night I went to Vi Vala Musica IV with a bunch of peeps..Basically it was a great night..Read Syam's or Farah's blog to know what happened cause they already posted bout it already..And it's very much what i'll be posting anyways..

On Sunday, went to cut my hair and later on joined Zaim and Sidek to do our holiday homework at the Mc Donald's near 'Afghanistan Restaurant'..Manage to complete quite alot today..Then everyone headed to Sidek's house..We watched 'High-School Musical' on Disney Channel..It was really a nice movie..Beautiful..You guys should really watch it man! There will be a repeat this coming Sunday..Man, I really wish I could sing with a girl just like the guy did in that movie..It was totally awesome! And the girl in that movie is very very sweet..I really like that kind of girl..hehe..so anyway, after that we left Sidek's house at about 9.30pm and went to Lepak at Sunplaza park..Went home at about 10.45pm..Kinda late huh..And it was the first day of school the day after!

As for the first day of Term 3 which was on Monday...Received my new class timetable..Man, there's gonna be 5 periods of Art every Tuesday!! awesome..And of course, there's the O lvl talk we got to listen to..Yea yea, high expectation on us and stuff..I have enough of this talks..anywayz after school got detention with a whole bunch of peeps because we didn't go for the freakin motivational talk during the Study camp..We all 'cabot' uh that day cause of the damn speaker..Bloody boastful and damn boring..He didn't earn our respect man..But heck, gotta lepak with my pals and chat with each other during the detention..

Then on Tuesday and Wednesday, I had to go to a Grooming workshop held after school.. It was quite fun uh..We took our personality test and all..The Coach was great and very interactive..He would let us watch cool videos and stuff during free time..We talk and share with him about many things too..The personality test we took produced a booklet for each and everyone of us which explains about our personality and all..There were 4 different groups of personality anyway..The test results were kinda true actually..Really describes who we are as a person..

Anyway, Mr Said told us a sad incident that happened to a stall vendor from our school canteen..I was really sorry to hear about it..This auntie, in her 50s, she's down with stroke and had 100% memory loss, 100% vision loss..She's the only child, not married and no children..She has a 70 yr wheel-chair bound mum who couldn't possibly take care of her now..And she has no medisave..$0 to help pay her medical fees and all...So the class was going to provide a financial support through donations..Like syam said in his blog, we should treasure wat u have now, coz u nvr noe wen it will be gone..haixx..

And hey, my band has finally got a name! It's called 'Coming To Nothing'..I really like that name..I think it sounds good..It describes the 'down to earth' kinda type of peeps we are.. What do you guys think??

Hmm, life has been hard without Msn Messenger..I have a problem with this computer..And the e-messenger is not helping much..It loads really slow on this com..I got nobody to chat with online, nobody to talk to on the phone..Nobody to contact to like i used to do..Haixx..

I guess that's all i would like to post about for now...Thnx if u read..Anyways, scroll down, cause here are some of the pics taken from the night out to Vi Vala Musica IV..

Hasfi, out...

Jam with New Band...

2006-06-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Jam with new band...

Last night was hell man...It was a sleepness night for me..Not because that i watched the world cup matches the whole morning..I got really sick yesterday..Everything I ate yesterday just came out! I was like throwing up every now and then in the toilet and i was down with a fever..My head was spinning and my stomach aches..I feel terribly cold and i got to cover myself with the blanket all night..I just couldn't get to sleep..It really was a terrible night for me..What the heck did i ate which made my system goes wrong..?? My eldest bro and younger sis are down with fever too..I think my mum is catching the fever too..

I was still not feeling well this morning when I woke up and I didn't get enough sleep..It wasn't as bad as last night though..My mum told me to go visit the doctor but the thing was that Syam had already planned to jam with the new band today..We have been trying to set a date for our first jamming session but our drummer wasn't always free and today was the only day everyone could jam..yea great...I was really looking forward for this day yet i've gotten sick..What the heck man..I really wasn't sure if I could be able to jam today with my condition that time..But I guess a promise is a promise..I do not want to let my band mates down..

Luckily, i felt much better when I met up with them this afternoon..Anyway, if u didn't know, my new band consists of me and Syam on the guitars, Zaim on bass, Fadhil tech on drums and Sidek as our vocalist..Okk..Fadhil was late so we met him at the jamming centre..We then paid for a room and soon we're off to rock! nyahaha..

Firstly, we set up our equipments first lah..The guitars sounded good..Not probs with the distortion and they were already well tuned..As for Fadhil, he actually brought along the sit for the drums! hahk.. He said the one in the room is really low.. Well he's our school concert band's drummer so i guess he knows alot more bout drums than we do..When everything were ready, we started playing the songs we planned to play today..It was total success! The band actually played awesome considering it being our first time jamming together..We managed to complete playing 6 songs; Broken Wings, Make Damn Sure, A Dacade Under The Influence, Tulus, My Only One and Promise..Everything simply went smoothly today..I had a great time jamming with the band today..

Everyone simply played great uh today..I thought Fadhil really was the perfect drummer for the band..He's good..Zaim too with the bass, Syam and me did well on guitars I'd say..and Sidek sang great on vocals though there's some pitchy parts..I think this new band of mine is going to be awesome! haha.. But we're still unamed yet..Do give us your suggestions uh peeps..We just can't get the perfect name for the band..We came up of alot of names but all those sounded stupid..heh..

Hmm, so after our jamming session we went to have our lunch at KFC..I didn't have the appetite to eat then so I didn't order anything lah..After everyone ordered their food and started eating, there's this malay auntie sitting beside our table offering me an untouched chicken saying that she couldn't finish it and it would be a waste to leave it like that so I just accepted it and ate it lah..Then later on, a few kids came by whom i think should be the auntie's kids, and suddenly one of them stared at me and said "Mum, why did u gave that boy the chicken?"..I didn't know what the hell i was thinking that time..It made me kinda guilty eating that chicken! I think that boy still wants his chicken! haha..yikes man! But hey, it's not my fault right..His mum already gave it to me and I didn't know he would have still wanted it..Oh well, they all left soon after..I didn't feel like finishing the chicken so I let Zaim do the honour..heh..I felt kinda guilty but what the heck, the little boy would probably move on right?? haha what an incident..

Everyone went home after that...I'm still feeling unwell but i think my condition is much better than yesterday..I already ate my medicine so i hope to be recovering soon!

Anyway, there's this somewhat controversy going on at Faris' blog..HmmMm, what do i think?? I don't think I give a damn if women doesn't know much bout soccer but watches it.. Maybe some act like experts and stuff but the thing is that, I really don't care...hahaha..that's all i have to say..

Like I said in my previous post, I'm not supporting any team for this world cup..But i really have a good feeling that Germany is going to win this one..Well lets just see what happens..And keep the football fever alive peeps! Rock never dies! and I think soccer too..wahahaha..

Hasfi, out!

Hmmm, latest update??..

2006-06-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, latest update??..

Alrighty! Time for an update huh..Havn't been blogging much..U guys missed me?? Yea sure u do..haha..How can anyone NOT miss Hasfi right?? Okk start lah my crap..Maybe i should update my 'Crap-Fie Times' lah sometime..It's really outdated already..For goodness sake it's already June 2006! hahk..But i guess this post will be just an update bout these few days uh.. Mostly bout the soccer match last week..

hmMm, so last Thursday, the sec 4 express had a soccer match against the sec 4 normal tech guys..It was actually the 2nd time these two teams are playing each other..The last time they played, i didn't play uh cause i went practising for the lunch-time concert with Syam..If i'm not wrong, the express team lost 9-8 that time..That's not too bad i guess..Maybe they lack the star players which didn't play for that game including me uh..haha..jk jk..

The guys had already planned for another game with them and so, last thursday was the day..I manage to come that day, and there were also key player Syafiq Ali who's joining us as well..A few strong players didn't come like Syamim, Hafizzudin and Fazil..They played the previous game, but for this game, there's me, Syam and Syafiq to replace them..

Anyway, we played at our school's football field..Well, we started to get ready for the game when everyone arrived..It really has been awhile since i last played soccer on a field wearing football boots and all..I think the last time i played was like 2 yrs ago when i was in sec 2..heh.. and my soccer boots felt kinda small already..It was dead tight man..But heck, I was damn excited for the game that day..

Syafiq discussed the tactics and our team formation before the game starts..I think he did a great job managing the team that day..I was assigned to play at the right midfield..So later on, everyone got into position and the game started..Anyway, we devided the 90mins into three thirds so there was two breaks uh..Well, i played quite seriously at first..And not long after, i broke the dead lock by scoring the opening goal from a long shot..hehe..It really boosted my confidence and i really was out to win for my team that day..The goals keep coming and our team were soon having a good lead..Then I decided to play relax a bit since we're far in front..

It was all good news that day..We ended up winning 15-2..hehe..Wicked trashing huh..I managed to score 3 goals but i'm not the only hat-trick hero that day..There were three hat-trick heroes to be exact..Sidek and Syafiq were the other two..Our team played good that day..I would like to congratulate everyone who played that day for playing well..

The guys kept calling me Hasfi Beckham that day because of the long shot goals?? Maybe playing at the right wing or rather the boots i'm wearing?? Or most probably because last time i used to idolise Beckham cause i simply love his kicks, though he's not that skillfull..His feet are simply amazing whenever he kicks a ball..As for the normal tech team, it was always Hakim and Aliff who kept creating danger for us..They were really good i thought..Overall, it was a great game i'd say..I was really happy that day..So here's the goalscorers for our team, 3 goals frm Syafiq, Sidek, me and 1 goal each frm Syam, Khyrul, Khabir, Hirman, Faris and Illyas..

Well i think the highlight of the day was the goals celebration..Faris did a freakin Togo dance when he scored with some other guys, shirtless..hahk..Syam did a Robbie Keane style celebration and Illyas came to me and we did the 'polish the boots' celebration after he scored..

So that's what happened last thursday..And on Friday, I went to school for art..Had to finish my painting on the canvas..Still alot to do man..Then on Saturday, had my dragonboat race at Bedok Reservoir..We lost as expected..But look on the bright side, that was the end of my Sea Sports CCA..No more CCA from now on..woo hoo!!..and did i ever mention that i'm in seasport in this blog?? hahak, if nope, so yea..I'm in seasports!

Sunday was a boring day, stayed at home..Still alot of homework to do..Cause i havn't even touch it yet!! haha..Anyways, as u would know, the world cup is going on right now.. I'm not sure i'm supporting any team..I just feel that Brazil is not winning this one..I think Germany will..That's all uh, if u want to kecoh2 bout football, go to either Syam's blog or Khyrul's and check out their tagboard!!

That's all folks..

Hasfi, out!

Drama at home..

2006-06-08T16:06:00.000+08:00

Drama at home..

hi...somethin terrible just happened at my house..my head is spinning right now while i'm typing this..argh..and bruises on my face is hurting..dammit..and my mum's is in hospital right now!! i'm really worried bout her.. i hope she's goin to be fine..

it really was a small matter man..which became much much worse..it didn't have to happen man..totally unecessary dammit..thnx to my fucking bad tempered eldest bro..yes, thnx for this freakin bruise in my face..heck, so here's what happened..i just got back home frm school..relax awhile, then i went to switch on the PS2 my 2nd bro borrowed frm his friend..then my freakin sis came, she pester me to stop playing and let her play immediately..i told her to wait for awhile cause i'm just gonna play for awhile and i'll be goin to rest later on..she suddenly cried as loud as she could..damn, i hate it when she cries..it's so freakin irritating..she's like an expert in making those kinda cries and all those fake tears..fucking drama..i was going to give it up and let her play so that she could just shut up uh..my eldest bro was sleeping that time, he just got home from his NS camp..he got annoyed by my sis cries and just shouted threatening to beat the hell up of me for making her cry if he hears dat again..then my sis shut up, so i just ignored and continued playing thinkin that she's gonna give in..and guess what, she started crying as loud as she could yet again...

okk, here's the best part..my bro came out of his room again shouting vulgars at me and he went sraight for me..everything happened so fast i didn't manage to say a word to explain everything when i got a fucking blow right on the face..and again..........and again.......again...and again...i didn't expect that to come..i couldn't defend myself man, it was a total knockout..i tried to hit him back but i'm no match for him..my mum already came rushing to stop the fight but my bro didn't stop..he's like already out of his mind when he kept punching and kicking at me..and my mum became the victim as well, she tried to block him from hitting me again but he just pushed her away..i think some of his kicks hit my mum..she actually fell down but he continued to hit me..it's already enuff uh that he's beating the hell out of me but making my mum get hurt, that's unacceptable to me..it was really a chaotic situation, my mum yelling and crying to ask my bro to stop the beatings, my sis 'acting' to stop it as well, my bro shouting vulgars continously and me shouting back at him..of course it hurt uh, getting punched and kicked in the face..the thing was this, my bro already stop it and walked away already but i shouted at him for being unreasonable! i was really angry that time filled with the pain on my face!! hearing me shoutin at him, he came back and bam..bam..kena rembat again..as if it wasn't enuff..

when everythin was over, i just laid there flat..that feeling of anger inside me, i just felt like taking a bat or somethin and hit him back man..but i'm already too weak to do so..i just laid there alone as if no one cares..i suddenly felt so sad..last time, i'd always give a call to my ex whenever this happens..she nvr fails to console me and cheer me up..the pain i felt would just go away..but this time, i would just suffer alone...i know this wouldn't matter to anyone but my blog is all i have now to express my feelings...

it's not the first time that i get this beating..it happened many times before all thnx to my sis..that's why she's on my 'hates' list..but i would always end up forgiving and forget...

things seemed to get even worse later on when my mum suddenly felt not very good..she had difficulty breathing and she couldn't stand up properly..she also went to vomit quite alot..my eldest bro suddenly felt so guilty he went to console her, called the ambulance as well..the ambulance came and got my mum to the hospital..my bro followed..i really am worried bout her..i don't know her actual condition right now..but i'm sure she's going to be fine..haixx..

anyway, just now at school..syam told me he went to this particular blog and he told me that some of the post there were like exactly the same as mine..this guy, he broke up with his girl too recently and he wrote bout it just like what i posted in this blog..then the huge coincidence was that he played in a talent show in his school, playing the song 'a lonely september' acoustic, with a friend just like i did during the recent lunch time concert..and there were like so many similarities..he looked at his ex while playing the song, his ex cried too..and then he went to see her and he felt like hugging her but resisted..that was like exactly what happened to me too..i thought it was really weird..i've experienced everything that he went through but mine was earlier..man.. so just now i went to his blog, and he admitted copying some part of my posts uh..the only different thing was that his girl didn't replace him immediately after they break like mine..and i read his recent posts and i found out he already patched with his girl.. congrats to him..i wished i could experience that too..but i tried many times and failed...she wouldn't give me the chance anymore..she already decided to be with the new guy..i really don't think i stand a chance anymore..i'm trying hard to give up now, althought it seems impossible to stop loving her...

i guess till here everyone..i typed so much for this post..i'm feeling so fucked up right now..with the bruises hurting on my head, it only makes me feel worse..i'm so miserable...

hasfi, out...

Lunch Time Concert...

2006-05-26T17:58:00.000+08:00

Lunch Time Concert...

Hey, i guess i'm gonna update bout yesterday aite..HmmMm, the only reason I went to school yesterday was just to play at the lunch time concert..All the other sec 4E students had to do some stupid intensive mother tongue revision since they're going to have their mt O' levels exams next week..I did mine last year so we higher mt pupils had nothin to do but wonder around the school for the past 1 day..

Anyway, I was going to play 2 acoustic songs with Syam that day...I planned to play at the concert simply for a particular someone since last week..And yea, we actually practised for only 1 week..But we sure did practiced hard..So around 6.30am, Syam and Sofy came down to my house to carry some equipments to school. We took a taxi and Sofy paid for it. Thnx dude..So we kept all the equipments in the staff room when we reached school and later joined the rest of my mates..

Well, I went to join the 4E and 5N malay pupils doing their revision in the AVA room just to get the feel of the air-conditioned room and do nothin but listen to the mp3 player..The higher malay pupils had to give a talk to the class bout our experience doin the o'levels and yada yada...Then, had to help carry some food from the canteen to the meeting room..Ridwan and I were tempted to steal some of the food we're carrying man..I was really hungry that time, and the food were great! hahk...Then once, while carrying a huge plate of 'kuih', Ridwan opened the plastic sheet covering the plate a little and took one 'kuih'..hehe..ape lagi..Both of us 'sental' uh the food without the teachers knowing..

Later on, had my recess time..Then went back to the AVA room, i got bored watching everyone doing some stupid worksheet, and decided to sneak out of the room and go wonder around.. Sofy had finished his lesson by that time so i went to meet up with him at the place near the the general office which i called 'kampung'..We relek there and Sofy practised playing the songs he's going to play with his band which consist of Nabeel and Zahri..

Soon, I went to carry the equipments to the hall and set up everything for the concert which was going to start later on..More and more people came to the hall to watch the concert..And it seemed like there were quite alot who came..Time flies, then the concert started..A sec 2 band played first playing 'All The Small Things' and 'Holiday'..They sounded good la, but they should move a lil more and not just stand still..Then the Anonymous Content played, they're great as ever but i just felt that the song choice was not good..During their performance, i went helping Afiq to fix some stuff with the amp for his bass when i got hit right on the head with his bass..Ouch! damn it hurts..okk heck..They really rock, but to me, the song they played wern't that nice ler..Then another sec 2 band played, i guess they can do better with more practice..

Then It was sofy's band, aka 'The Geeks'..hahak, they were like having this 'Weezer' image..And Nabeel looked like Rivers Cuomo of weezer with what he wore..They introduced themselve saying some crap stuff which made the crowd laugh..Then they started playing..Nabeel sang as he did his antics, dancing around and stuff..Making people laugh..They were kinda funny la..hahk..They played 'Hit me baby one more time' and 'beverly hills'..It sounded alright..Well, the thing is, while they were playing, there's this group of monkeys sitting right in front just throwing stuffs at the band..A shoe, cups and a bottle..what the heck, i just felt it was rude uh..Common uh, even if u dun like them, at least they deserve some respect..

Then a sec 4 band played, all chinese band including one Thai..heh..They played 'Taking Back Sunday' songs..It was alright for me..After they played, it was our turn! Syam and I went to carry the stools we're going to sit on and plugged in the electro-acoustic guitars..Anyway, i was using Faiz Hakim's..Thnx dude! kk.. So after everything seems fine..I introduced ourselves and started playing our first song, 'Letters To You'...Everything went quite smoothly uh while playing that song..I think I sounded alright..i guess..But the thing was that, the mic kept dropping!! I had to bend down alot of times and also adjust it while I was playing..Damn, i couldn't focus on the guitar that way..Then for the second song, I dedicated it to someone special..heh..The song was 'A Lonely September'..We started playing that song and i was simply looking at that someone all the time while i play..I was really happy that she came. She promised me she would not miss my performance. The mic was still dropping and in the middle of the song, I saw 'hurr' crying while I sang..And the guy beside her, with his Bopeng face just sat there doing nothing and just look at me play with this Bodoh face!! walau! can't u at least comfort her.. I dunno what happened, i lost focus watching her cry..and the mic's really not helping..I just lost it and played the guitar wrongly..I actually cocked up!! what the heck..I kinda panic and when I looked at Syam and he's already stopped playing and he's like 'what the heck fie'..I had to think fast and continued playing..Then I tried covering up the mistake and it went well..We managed to finish the song..The crowd was great..Thnx, u guys..

I left the stage after our performance, and i ran around the back of the hall and there she was..She walked passed me still crying as she left the hall..She managed to give me a smile..I just don't know what to do that time...I just stood there, watching her go..How i wish i could just comfort her, or even hug her..But somethin was stopping me..And i dunno what it is..Argh..and i was dissapointed bout the cock up..I practised so many times for this, just to play for her..haixx..

Well, syam later on jammed with the Anonymous Content playing 'St. Jimmy'..This was totally unplanned..They were great i'd say..Then the sec 2 band played again, playing 'Jesus Of Suburbia'..Actually, my performance should be the last one but since it ended earlier than expected, Mr. Ng let them play these two songs..Many people already left by then..

After the concert finished..I went packing up everything and went home with Nikmat and Syam by taxi..Thnx alot for helping out to carry the equipments guys..

What a day...'She' called me later and told me she was really touched by my performance that she cried..Well, those songs were for her anyway..I juz missed being with her, i missed everything bout her..Those songs i played truly explains everything i was feeling, and what i wanna say..Many of my friends didn't get to see me play that day, cause they went to watch X-men 3..But some actually stayed because they promised they'll watch..I really appreciate it..Well, I guess the most important thing was that...She watched me play..

Hasfi, out...

Crazy night!!

2006-04-30T11:51:00.000+08:00

Crazy night!!

Alrighty!! Hi peepz..Juz got back from Nikmat's house awhile ago..Slept at his house with a few of ma pals..Ridwan, Illyas, Syam and Faris...man, last night sure was one freakin crazy night..U guyz have no idea what the heck happened last night..It's freakin explicit!! hehe.. Was like laughing with my palz all night long..hahk..Didn't get a good night sleep man..I'm feeling kinda tired now..And later on, i'm going to a wedding..well, zainal's sis is getting married today and he's inviting his pals to come..As many peeps as we can bring..Juz lyk going for hari raya also can ah!..My stomach is kinda full and there's a plate of nasi briyani on the way..arghhh...i'm gonna get bloated...thnx to eating too much at Nikmat's chalet yesterday..nyahahah..

okiezz so here's what happened yesterday..Well first of all, Nikmat was having a chalet at Costa Sands with his family and he invited us to hang out and stuff..Well to eat the food, walk2, talk2, laugh2..Having fun and stuff...Well simply juz to 'Lepak' uh..We also planned to either overnight at the chalet or at his place..Great timing huh, it's freakin Mid Year exams next week and we're all out to have fun! nyahahaha.. well i guess it's good la dat we release our minds from stress first..hahk..as if!..ok wad the heck... so me, Ridwan, Syam, Illyas met at 'cangkong' at 4.30pm..Syam and I brought along our acoustic guitar..hmm, so then headed to pasir ris by bus..We actually didn't know exactly where the hell Nikmat's chalet is..And he wasn't a good help either to tell us where it is..He simply gave us sHit infos..standard la diz mat..ok so we went to the chalet inside downtown east and actually paid $1 to get in...And in the end found out, we're in the wrong place..wad the fuCK! well so later on Wan led us to the other Costa Sands resort..And finally met mat! Khyrul, Sidek and Zaim were already there..

Okay so Nikmat was basically trying to make a fire for the bbq pit when we reach there...It took him really long man..Well, we chatted for awhile there, kick around the soccer ball mat brought along..and then i decided to play with my guitar..Syam took out his one as well..So we played a few songs together..We played loudly and sang together..Khyrul made an experiment with a corn by wrapping it with aluminum foil and bbq it..Well, the corn turned out great actually..tasted good..heh.. Later on, mat's parents came..and there's food!! Well, we had our prayers first before we 'Sental the makanan"..hehe...Ate Laksa..Then we bbq the otah2, satay..and eat!! The food were great..More kept coming when more of mat's relatives came.. Then played the guitar, sing2 again..and soon, khy, zaim and dek wanted to go home..So we all planned to walk together at the pasir ris park, till they leave us for home..It was already dark that time and we planned to go hunting as well..Hunt for u know wad..hunt for hantu! yikeszZzz..!!

Well the park was really creepy dat time..and there's lots of couples 'memoteking' there...Then as we walked by this dark car park before we enter the park, we tried to catch some couples doing the act in their cars..doing u know wad la..well that place is a famous spot for couples to have fun with each other la..hahk..but sadly, we didn't found any...kk, so during the walk in the dark dark park..We were like walking close to each other..Yas tried to make mat freak out by touching his back and then act innocent..kk, then we visit the toilet for awhile then continued our journey again...Then as we reached a bridge, khy told us to keep quiet and observe..But dat place was like brightly lit up and there's people fishing there dat time..If not, that should be the scary place..If we had come like near midnight..That should be the time.. As we were reaching the end of the park, Zaim, Khy and dek were lyk walking further away from us..And then we salam each other since they wanted to go home..Then the rest walked back to the chalet..On the way back, i was like walking behind everyone in the dark..I juz kept thinking bout sth..I was missing someone who i shouldn't even think about...And of course the thought of it made me sad..Why can't i juz stop thinkin bout it..haixx..Anyway, i didn't see 'anything' at the park...I guess i should let it be, that i couldn't see those things..some of my friends do see those things alot..

When we reached the chalet again, Zaim msg Mat telling us to wash our feet...Mat kept asking why and in the end Zaim said in the msg that he saw 'somethin' following us around from the park..Somethin lyk a shadowy figure and it's not Ridwan or Syam...hahK! okk, dat really freaked us out..And so we did as we were told..To wash our feet..And zaim also msg mat saying dat while he was walking home, he saw diz "small kid" again..Well, a few days ago, Mat, Zaim and i were walking near his block during late night when suddenly Zaim almost fell down out of a sudden..Instantly zaim cursed some vulgars towards "somethin"..Later on zaim told us a "small kid" smack his legs..Well, it was actually a 'toyol'...Watch this coming incredible tales' first episode and u'll know what it is...man, zaim's block there sure is creepy..I visited there alot of times and there really is alot of "things" there.. Sidek was once followed home by 'somethin' from there after visiting Zaim's house at night..He really freaked out! kk, being told bout that incident already send shivers down my spine..

man... enuff bout this..I just feel thanful that i dun see stuffs that i'm not suppose to see..Some of my pals does actually...argh..kk, so back at the chalet..We played the guitar again..I ate again! Then syam, he was like msging diz someone all the way...then he chatted with that person on his hp..he really looked happy..hahk..k la dun wan to disturb la bout him..Then Faris contacted us telling us he's gonna come down...anyway, by dat time, the match between Man Utd and Chelsea has ended..Man utd lost 3-0..Chealsea is crowned champs of the EPL yet again..congrats..well i admit i do not follow these football stuff but i used to be a football freak..I would know alot bout soccer before around the 2004-2005 season..hahk, kinda outdated..My obsession with guitars made me stop followin football news i guess..but still, i do love soccer...

k then, Faris came by taxi and we met up with him at the entrance..he really is a dumb ass..U know what, he brought along his acoustic guitar when there's already 2 of us who already brought it along...and while he was alighting the cab, he asked the driver to open the boot..and he actually took his guitar and put it in..What the heck?? We were confused why he did dat.. Hahk..then he said he thought we were all going to get into the cab and go to Mat's house..but nope..so he asked the driver to open the boot again and he took out his guitar back..Ridwan paid for the taxi fare anyway...

so then we went back to the chalet..I grabbed some food again..hehe..Faris and Syam went playing the guitars while Nikmat, Illyas, Wan and I then went to relak by the pool nearby..We chilled down there, talk2 bout stuff..And joke2..We were laughing all night long..Then yas and wan talked bout this particular cuzzin of mat..hahk, i guess she sure was an attractive one..we talk2 bout loads of stuff..Then Faris and Syam joined us..And then we planned to go Mat house to sleep over there..In the end everyone agreed and then mat's dad decided to send us there by his car..But before that, i grabbed some food again!! and of course, took a packet of bandung drink..hehe..

In the car, there was like 5 of us at the back, while ridwan in front..It was really squeezy..we laughed2 like crazy inside the car..Faris sat on me by the way..what the heck..A freakin horse on my lap..and i really wasn't feeling comfortable..Soon, we reached mat's house..By the way, Nikmat just moved house recently..So diz is his new house! it was beautiful! like a resort man..
Nikmat's room was awesome..Man..And he has his own pull up bar right outside his room..and his toilet is like in a hotel!! woohoo.. We had our prayers there..and we took a photo! hahk..Ridwan really looked funny with what he was wearing..

The pic we took! hahk..
So later on we started playing Winning Eleven game in Mat's room...It was fun..and the room was air-conditioned..I played the guitar first as i waited for my game to start..I really was in a great mood dat night..I played Radja songs and sang loudly..Then everyone sang along..yeah..Then syam played a few songs as well which we sang along too..Hit me baby one more time..Gerak Khas theme song and more! hahak..had lots of fun that time..Then i played my game against Syam, i freakin lost dammit! 1-0...grrrrrrr..then i won a game against Nikmat..And then lost again to syam! wad the heck.. I was lying on the bed all the time and Illyas was beside me..He's acting like one damn horny guy all night long man! hahk..he'll try to touch me and stuff..yyyuuuckzz..and then Ridwan, he's one hell of a crazy guy..he just go around and act as if he's playing with someone..he just go on top of Nikmat and act like he's fucking him!! hahahaha..he did this not just once but alot of times with different people..we laughed like crazy all night long..Then Nikmat kept pulling down people's pants..and photos of a few butts were taken!! hahahaha.. but we deleted it la since it's not nice publishing these pics..

Later on, Faris started playing this dvd about american soldiers going to the Iraq war in 1991.. everyone started to get sleepy by that time and one by one, we fell asleep..Then once i woke up..The movie was actually at a scene where the soldiers were viewing videos sent from home..Then there's this guy whose wife sent him a video of her fucking another guy! hahahk..he got damn pissed man..haha what a scene to watch right when i woke up..So then i fell back to sleep...

The next morning, i was the first to wake up..It was like 6 am..And faris was still awake...He didn't sleep all night..and he's playing winning eleven again..i played with him..then later on when everyone woke up, Faris got so tired he slept..

Then Nikmat's mum made breakfast for us...Everyone took a bath and ate our breakfast...what hospitality..it really has been great at mat's house..althought that night was crazy..Later on, everyone left for home..I was the last to go, along with Illyas...

I reached home later on, and now here i am typing this...This is really long man..If u guys actually read this, i really appreciate it..thnx..i'm feeling really tired now...till here peeps..

Hasfi,out....

Heaven Knows...

2006-04-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

Heaven Knows...

She's always on my mind

From the time I wake up

Till I close my eye

She's everywhere I go

She's all I know

And though she's so far away

It just keeps getting stronger everyday

And even now she's gone

I'm still holdin' on

So tell me where do I start

'Cause it's breakin my heart

Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday

Only heaven knows

And maybe our hearts will find a way

Only heaven knows

And all I can do is hope and pray

'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me

That if you really love her

You've gotta set her free

And if she returns in time

I'll know she's mine

So tell me where do I start

'Cause it's breaking my heart

Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday

Only heaven knows

And maybe our hearts will find a way

Only heaven knows

And all I can do is hope and pray

'Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair

'Cause wide awake or dreaming

I know she's never there

And all the time I act so brave

I'm shakin' inside

Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back someday

Only heaven knows

And maybe our hearts will find a way

Only heaven knows

And all I can do is hope and pray

'Cause heaven knows

Heaven knows

HmmmMmm...

2006-04-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

HmmmMmm...

aloha peepsZ! i'm bakkk!! yea..muahahahHAhaha...i've been thinking...thinking alot lately..well, bout stuffs..juz stuffs that matters me.heh..yea i know i'm sad, and emotional lately..but heck, i want those feelings to go and i think i'm juz doin it..

well i know i can be emotional and moody...but there's also another side of me..i can be really serious, angry and mad, fierce towards people and stuff..hmm, to be honest..i'm a sensative guy..especially towards girls. well, i can't talk with them roughly, like urr...hmm, lyk when guyz juz say " bodoh sia kau!!"...well somethin lyk dat..i dunno, i juz dun go around pulling girls hair, punching them and stuff..i juz can't hurt them. I know guyz love disturbing them..they're the fun one usually..Well it's juz dat i am who i am..well i simply respect these human beings called girls..that's all..heh.. okk..and i can get not dat nice as well..that's when my "no more mister nice guy" mood is switched on..

kk for example, after sparring with my pals..(well it's a guyz stuff, we simply fight to let out our anger!), it juz makes me feel better mentally...(although my body is aching with bruises and stuff) After a fight it makes me feel kinda tough and all..My mood will go up high then..and then if i lyk, talk to a girl like my ex...she really makes me weak inside..argh..then my sensative side comes about again! i speak gently to her..and stuff................(okk i've already typed "and stuff" a couple of times..so u will see more of it further down..hehe..)

man...why the hell am i typing all these...well, it's simply what i felt i wanna type..(okk it's called a blog, u know when people express their feelings and stuffs in a journal??) if u think what i typed above is crap..say to urself, "what the heck...".. i repeat..say to urself, "what the heck!!"...haha, okk let's get serious!!..read on cause i'll typed bout somethin that i really wanna type bout..

alright..so i've been trying hard to move on with my life lately..well bout the break up with my gal, it really was my own fault that lead to it..i really regret bout so many stuffs..so many stuff that i just realised i could change last time..how i wish i could turn back time and make up what i feel i did wrong in the relationship, so that it would be strong as it was before..i told hurr to try and make things right again lyk we always did whenever a problem arises..common, we've been through so much together..for more than 1 and a half year..but she didn't feel like it..haizz......argh,it really was me....so u guyz dun blame hurr or anythin for having to decide to end it..

i thought it was best for us to separate and that i'll juz move on but after our separation, i juz felt really really miserable..i was sad each and every day frm dat day on..i can't concentrate much during school time..i felt down most of the time..i lost my confidence..and i lost so much tears each night..then i realised that all could have been better again...that i can still change and make it better again. I wanted to get back together with her..i really could imagine how everything would be fine again when i realised all the things that could be changed for the better..

and then one freakin day, i found out somethin that shock the hell out of me..i found out that she actually was already with another guy..! i was like what the fucking heck!!.okk, i was feeling dam hurt, filled with anger and pain when i got to know bout it..argh, that feeling was so bad that my mood really swings instantly. I went around pushing people whom i walked by and i just couldn't stand still! i couldn't calm myself down...i went straight home after school when i actually had to attend my CCA which i'd get a detention for not attending without an excuse..I simply felt so fucked up..

so then i contacted her, trying to know the whole truth from herself..and she actually confirmed it..it really was like a stab in the heart..it hurts..and she actually was together with a new guy 5 days after our break up! how was a guy supposed to feel bout it..argh, maybe u guyz dun understand it cause u dun feel it, maybe u do..how can she have moved on dat fast?! It was a slap in the face how quickly i was replaced... we're lyk crazy in love for each other when we broke up..man.....so later on i told her bout my thoughts of patching things up, i declared all my love to her all over again..i've said thousands of words to ask for her back..i tried so hard, to be honest, i even cried while i talked to her on the phone..but her answer to me was always no...i didn't want to give up but eventually did...my feeling of anger and hurt made me say things that i didn't mean which made it worse when u're actually asking for a patch...i guess i was too late.....how stupid i am....

she have her reasons for all these...i really can't blame anyone but myself.. and by the way, she's not that type of girl who keep changing boyfriends each and every time just like she change her clothes..she's not that type... i know her, in fact all that are friends with her knows dat! she really isn't that wild type of girl..she's just a gentle, nice, caring and understanding girl..to me, she's all that a guy would want..she's simply a special girl..it's hard to find a girl lyk her..please dun judge her negatively alright..all u need is to know her well..yea i know i got hurt by her, but i respect her..i really do..there're good reasons for all that she did..it got alot to do with feelings..i actually understand it though i feel hurt. hmm not really!! especially bout why dat guy??! of all guys.....damn...

Whenever i see hurr with dat guy, my heart breaks..It hurts me bad..Even when i'm in a good mood and stuff, the sight of them really make my feelings go rock bottom..it makes me sad..how i wish that feeling will nvr come haunt me again..maybe only when i have totally forgotten bout her, it will nvr will..i guess it will be impossible...if u know what i mean..

I have made up my mind....i do not wish to go into a relationship with any girl from now on...and i dun think i will stand a chance for the girl that i have always love again..i guess we'd be better suit as friends..and hey, i've been chattin with her on the phone..she's lyk the closest person that i've ever been with in my life..we can share bout simply anything..including our problems..but this time, juz as friends..

and guess what??? i have plans to form a new band already! yeah.... by the way, i'm feeling better already..well, i do feel sad again whenever i see my ex with this freakin guy with strands of white hair on his freakin head whom i wish i could just give a box in his bloody face! hahhAhahak... (hey ila if u read this, dun be angry k, cause i'm juz stating what i feel whenever i see him..not to insult ur erm..guy..) hehe..but overal i'm alright la..and i hope she's fine too! i juz want her to be happy...dun worry much bout me yea guyz!

okk bout the plans for the band..syam and i had always wanted to form a new band together and one fine day, syam had a detention...hahahaHAHa!!!!! kkk... then this guy Fadhil (sec 4 tech guy..) sat beside him..okay he's a drummer alright! he's our freakin school concert band drummer! he's a skillful one i'd say... we have talked bout trying to form a band with him..and we heard he's been lookin to form a band as well! and after talkin to him, we found out his interest were the same as us! we're gonna play emo rock songs, modern rock..and stuff.... so the planned line up for the band is.........jeng jeng jeng............. Syam as the rhythm guitarist, me as lead, zaim as bassist..okk he's a great one! then fadhil as our drummer...and finally......Sidek as our vocalist!! muahahahah!! i think he's a good singer..he's voice simply sounds good... made in Malaysia!! hahaha...well, we're gonna try out as a band first and i think it's goin to be great..but currently we're busy with our comin exams, the O lvls diz yr and stuff..so maybe after our mid year exams we'll jam!!! wooooooo hooooooooo!!!

i'm really excited bout the new band...but we still havn't think of a name yet..maybe later...hmm, so what do u tink guyzS?? guess who's bak...the old Hasfi is back!!! muahahaah!!! long post huh......i really thank a million to u! yes u who reads this!! took so dam long typing this..hehe...i guess till here ma palzz!!!

hasfi, out!

In Loving Memory... (23 Sept 04' - 3 Apr 06')

2006-04-17T17:44:00.000+08:00

In Loving Memory... (23 Sept 04' - 3 Apr 06')

Thanks for all you've done

I've missed you for so long

I can't believe you're gone

You still live in me

I feel you in the wind

You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no

Cause you were always there for me

You were always there waiting

And ill come home and I miss your face so

Smiling down on me

I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me

And it's your song that sets me free

I sing it while I feel I can't hold on

I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you

In loving memory of

The one that was so true

Your were as kind as you could be

And even though you're gone

You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no

Cause you were always there for me

You were always there waiting

But now I come home and it's not the same, no

It feels empty and alone

I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me

And it's your song that sets me free

I sing it while I feel I can't hold on

I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow

I'll still love you more tomorrow

And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling

And You always found the meaning

And you always will

And you always will...

.......

2006-04-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

.......

hi...i really have no more mood to post...everytime i try to blog, i juz dun feel like typing..although there's just so many things going on in my mind....last week was the saddest week that i have ever experienced in my life. i have lost so much tears. every night.. and yesterday i found out somethin that made me feel worse than ever....it was really a blow to me.i juz can't believe it.

it will be a miracle if i start blogging lyk b4. till then peeps.

hasfi, out....for long time.

25th.....26th....So close yet so far.......

2006-03-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

~~25th~~.....26th....So close yet so far.......

Well cross country was held recently at East Coast Park...Gonna post bout it yea..What a fateful day for me man..Arghhhh...

Alright..So yesterday, my school had a Cross Country cum Joggerthon fun raising event at East Coast Park..Planned to go there with my friends by bus 31 since my girl has NPCC duty so she gotta go earlier with her friends..Was about to go out from home when the phone rang. It was Asraf, he told me my girl asked me to call her immediately.So i did, and i could hear her sobbing as she explain to me what just happened...Man...I was really worried when i heard her voice..She said that she's already at school which is in Bedok and she forgotten to bring her report slip which she got to hand in by today...So she got to get back home to get it...And she don't know how to go to East Coast later on..Well not on her own..She was really stressed up. So i told her to calm down and said that i'll accompany her..So i went to her place where we met...Waited for her for awhile...She got the resut slip and off we went to head for East Coast..

Her mum gave her cash to take a taxi..Well, we were kinda late already and we can't take the bus at this time..So we walked towards the main road where there would be taxis..The traffic was like jammed with cars packed during that time..It seemed like no vacant taxis are coming..At last, we got into one and i told the driver to head for East Coast as fast as possible.. Well both of us were kinda relieved then.. We reached our destination in the end at around 7.40am.. Her NPCC mates reached there at the same time as well by taxi too..So she joined them, and i headed to the where everyone assembles after going to the toilet first since i gotta pee hehe.. After awhile my friends came..And not long after, the races started..The sec 1s first and my level the last..

I went to the toilet for like 3-4 times before my race started...heh..Well i dranked alot before i left home that's why..So one by one the cross coutry races started for the different levels..The boys first then the girls..There will be like 200 runners in a race..The boys are goin to run for 5km while the girls at a shorter distance la..I really wanted to get a medal or trophy today..Since this is going to be my last year here in this school..Well i got 13th place during my sec 1 days..Got a trophy and a silver medal..So i thought, i can do this..Well i didn't do well in the sec 2s, got like 30+ position..And during sec 3, i decided to just walk together with my friends..This which i regret..Cause the fast runners also didn't wanna run and i should have taken advantage of this to get a trophy..So for this year, i really wanted to get something for this year's cross country race...

So later on, the sec 4s along with sec 5s race was starting..We warmed up ourselves first and soon after, the race began! Everyone were running in this huge group..I was at the front, with Mr Au running along with us.. As the distance get further, people started to passed me and there's like a group of like 20 people running in a group which i was among, leaving the large group of peeps further behind..It started to get really tiring and the race seemed to be an endless one as i kept running and running...I tried really hard not to stop and i didn't.. The gaps between everyone gets further and further..But i knew i was among like the first 20-30 by lookin at the guys in front..Well 5km really was very very far..Further than i thought it would be..I really thought the race was neverending..I kept telling myself i can do this..So i just kept going..My mouth started to get really dry and of course i get thirsty..

I was like with Saifuddin all along..Sometimes i'm in front of him, and sometimes he's in front..Then there's this sec 5 guy called Atap or sth..He kept stopping but he will start running back fast when i try to pass him..Then once when i passed him, he was like "cehh...."..It was like 3/4 of the race and i was getting really really exchausted..That was when i stopped..Like 4-5 people passed me..Kelvin, Atap,Saifuddin as well...I just couldn't catch up from then on..Argh..I ran and stopped, ran back and stopped...My energy was lyk drained..Then i saw a bunch of people in front, i thought the race was finishing so i started running fast...But i was wrong..It wasn't the finishing..I still got to run a further more..Dam..Then around 100m from the finishing, i just dashed as fast as i could using up all the energy that is left in my body and passed by 2 chinese guys right before the finishing line and i got my number from a teacher..I looked at it and it was number '25'!!! I kissed that slip feeeling really happy since the top 25 will receive a trophy! haha...Just nice huh.. Well my head was like spinning and i'm really really tired and thirsty when i finished..fuh..

I didn't go and collect my bottle of mineral water or go elsewhere but straight to the toilet..I was like holding my bladder throughout the race..hehe..i really needed to pee man..Thanks to drinking too much before the race..many asked what position i got and i happily told them i got lucky, 25th place..After that i wrote my name and gave the position slip to the teachers in charge..I felt really lucky..I also found out that Zainal got 10th place!! Awesome huh! well he passed by me at one part of the race and from then onwards i didn't see him..Congrats man zai..Great job..

Then when i was lining up at the prize winners place, hafizzuddin told me that Yasir, who got 1st position didn't collect his position slip..And he already informed the teacher..And so everyone who get the position number will move 1 position behind..I was like what the hell...Then i checked at the list of names of prize winners and my position was changed from 25th to 26th!! and my freakin named was canceled on the list!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! So i was actually 26th!! What freakin bad luck iz dat..dammit man..I missed the chance to get a trophy by just 1 place..I was really devastated and furious at that moment..Now i know how Faris felt last year because he also missed the chance of getting a trophy by 1 position too last year.. Well, at least i found out bout this before i go out thinking that i was goin to receive a prize in front of everyone and suddenly do not hear my name being called out..

Arrrgggggghhhh....if only i didn't stop much during the run..I just needed to beat 1 more guy..oh heck, and anyway...Faris had a bad day this cross country too..real bad i'd say..His Ipod was stolen!! man...but the good thing is that he didn't buy it..His dad Kassim won in at a lucky draw..Well he seems to win alot in lucky draws huh..

Then later on, my members devide into 2 groups since some wanna go swim at the sea while the rest wanna eat..Well, i was hungry at that moment, so i choosed to go eat..So, me and some of my friends went to Mc Donalds..Which is like on the other end of East Coast park..We walked for a really long distance and dam it was like walking another round of cross country.I was really tired..And hungry! We reached Mc D later on and i ate a meal..We were also in a rush to go for our Friday prayers so we took bus 31 to go to Kampung Siglap Mosque..Well, not all got out of the bus when we reached the bus stop to go to the mosque..Well i guessed they 'cabot' and meet up with the rest at Parkway..So it was just me, Amir, Sidek and Khyrul..We lepak at the mosque for awhile after our prayers..After that i went home..

Home sweet home......I took a well deserved rest..What a great feeling after a long day...

That's all folks..Thanks for visiting my blog! I'm missing someone right now...Till then peeps! Hope that i'll post more huh..

Hasfi,out...

Fucked up..

2006-02-17T18:26:00.000+08:00

Fucked up..

Hey........ya'll....i can see there's many comments on the tag board since i posted yesterday...Thnx sofy for trying to comfort things for me..And thnx for tagging everyone..u guyz really have alot to say bout me..I'll just accept it guys..Syam, i didn't know that u felt the same way i did for not being able to play that song. I know u're skills, u're a great guitar player and can make every song work out.. I said what i said out of dissapointment that moment..

oi!~~, i admit, i called u just to ask for a favour..I felt that u were closer to someone who i would like to get some help from..I thought u're the right guy to ask him and will be able to get his help..U guys can talk to each other bout anythin man..That's why i thought that way.. Common, i asked u nicely but u replied me in a manner that was offending to me.. U said no way, no way no...no no i dun wan to help..i dun wanna help..no..no..no...then i answered pls uh, can uh...can uh...favour uh..U said 'u think i got no face izit'..so i answered saRcaSticly..hehe ya la...dat part wasn't serious right..common la..Before i asked ur help, i asked from someone else but his reaction wasn't like urs..he answered me nicely although he didn't agree with the idea, why can't u..i know it really wasn't a good idea.But i was desperate, that time i totally dunno what to do to bring the equipments i'm gonna provide for the band..I thought i could get some help from band members, since i'm playin for them too..We're a band isn't it..common man.. I thought u guys would spare a thought to help me out with these stuff since it's all for the band. If i only thought for myself, i wouldn't have continued with this band long ago...I wanted to make a new band..But the thought of making u feel left out changed my mind. I didn't want anyone to feel left out...

Maybe i should have gave up with guitars, playing for bands and all long time ago..Things just get messed up....It gets complicated..Misunderstandings...It's hard to get a perfect band.... Maybe i shouldn't even have learned to play the guitar..It was all a mistake.... It effected my studies, my relationship with friends...and more...i feel miserable...I'm fucked up.....Maybe just like Ah Hee said, later u kena fucK.... I'm totally fucked up...

All i want is everyone to be happy...I dun want anything to go wrong between me and my friends..I don't feel good when there's something that's not right...If only there's no such thing as problems..I'm really sorry if anyone felt that i've hurt them..

I just wish I am perfect...

so that no one will get hurt.

Hasfi,out.........................

Lunch Time Concert in PRSS....

2006-02-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

Lunch Time Concert in PRSS....

Hello peeps...Yea, there's lunch time concert in PRSS today and my band's playing along with 3 other bands..Unfortunately, my girl couldn't watch the show thanks to last minute change of date for NPCC campcraft training which she got to attend. I felt pretty dissapointed and really sad when she told me bout it on the phone the other day cause i'd already planned to sing a song for her which we already practised....Haizz....Fuck NPCC dammit...In the end, the band didn't play that song.........well, everything went alright at the concert i guess..The bands that played today really can play...All i can say, PRSS really have talented people..So here's what happened from the start of the day..

Alrighty, so in the morning, i had to bring my equipments to school...I brought my 60 watts amplifier (it's huge and freakin heavy dammit), my elec guitar and bass..I didn't know how the hell i was to bring these equipment to school at first but my friends told me to take the taxi and that's what i did..I thought at first, if someone who have a vehicle could lend me a ride..So the day before i called some friends. Well, i got some fukin answers from band members.. Well if you don't agree with the idea u really don't have to tell me in a rude manner right..Anyway, the nice thing was that a few people volunteered to help me carry these heavy equipments. They already told me that they wanted to help before i asked them..I really wanna thank Khabir, Zaim and Faris for coming to my house early in the morning, helped bring down the amp, carry the bass and got the equipments to school by taxi.We shared money for the taxi fare..And the kind and nice uncle gave us a discount too..We reached school, kept the equipments in the staff room. That was the freakin time that i fuckin realised that i forgotten to bring my damn strap lock......great. I was kinda worried cause my strap could come off the guitar easily cause it's not that tight.

School went on as usual, had PE today. Then a freakin fire drill exercise since it's Total Defence Day followed by a talk bout terrorism...Ok la..Niwaez, Syam was pissed many times today. He seems moody today..Cause of some bloody stuffs. Releks uh dude..During the last period which was mother tongue, asked permission from our teacher to be released early to set up the equipments for the performance in the hall..Ridwan and I went to get out stuffs, brought them to the hall. Helped to set up equipments..Tested the sounds of the amplifier, and all.. My other band members were realeased from lesson kinda late so it was kinda stressful for me, runnin here and there, testin this and dat, tuning the guitars in the last minute.

We're the 2nd band to peform after the sec 4 tech guyz..3rd was 'Benefit Of A Doubt' Khabir's band with Zaim, Khyrul, Sidek and Syam.K la than we rushed to change to our clothes and when we got back to the hall, we already missed one song from the first band. So we waited for our turn..After they finished, it was our turn to rock.We were kinda chillin this time. The previous times we perform, we were damn nervous. Especially the first time.We played Cute Without The 'e', followed by Who I Am Hates Who I've Been, The Hell Song and Still Waiting...I introduced my band to the audience and they were like already screamin and stuff..hehe that's my fav part..So we started jammin! i guess we did alright...Not awesome but good enough to me. after my band finished, i went to sit with the audience. B.o.a.d was great. As their first time performing, it's awesome..They really got skillful members. And Anonymous Content is now only Faiz, afiq and Fauzan.Afiq was really great with the bass. Fauzan sang good and played the guitar well too. Faiz was awesome with the drums... They're great. The last song they played was awesome.I thought it's the best one throughout the performance. Well, while i was watchin the concert, Nikmat told me he was waiting to hear us play the song "promise"..Well, long story la..why we never play dat song..we switched it to another song...

The last song, "still waiting" which we played was chosen to be played in the last minute when we jam yesterdae.Actually we wanted to play "promise" by Matchbook Romance which i wanted to dedicate to my girl whereby i'll sing for the song and not play the guitar..really wanted to play this song man..Even though she wouldn't watch it. I'd still dedicate it to her...I learned the lyrics pretty hard, practising again and again..But yesterday, my band cocked up with the song again and again during jamming. The timing sucks man..I was like common guyz, can't u guys do this for me..wad, must i always play the guitar to make it right?Then syam said lets just kick out the song from our list with this unhappy look in his face..I was really dissapointed not to play that song. Everyone agreed to change and that's when they thought of "still waiting"...I was okay with that song. I agreed just to make everyone happy...But deep inside, i felt dissapointed not being able to play the song i practised so much. So i thought, it's alright...She won't be watchin anyway........

Then at night, i called her....She told me she actually watched my band play. She told her NPCC sir during her traing, sayin that she was hungry because she havn't eaten so she got to go to the canteen and that's how she got to go to the hall for awhile and watch my band play...she stood right at the back corner and i didn't notice her..Haizz..If only i saw her, i would request my guyz to play the song for her..But i was happy that she could watch me play..

HAizz, now i'm the one feeling moody..Nowadays i felt this way but i just kept it to myself..

Sometimes i thought..honestly, I love to perform for the people in school cause of my love and passion for music.I want to show them my talent..I just love doing it, entertaining people by making good music.. But what bout the rest...I really hope they share the same views. What i really want, to have a band that is easy to manage which consist of not that many peeps. With every member good in their positions, the kinds who are very very passionate..Those who plays not really for fame... I realised i've been performing for the sake of other's happiness...Not really mine. Maybe i can have my dream band after secondary school.. I know if i try to form it now, there will be people who will get unhappy..and that's what i really hate, cause i know many very nice people and i don't like to see them unhappy or hurt..

So now i guess, it's time to concentrate for the o levels..Stop thinkin much bout my passion for music. Let other's have their time to shine like syam mentioned in his blog..Maybe this lunch time concert was the last time i'll peform. I don't wish to continue with this band..

I forgot something....Sofy requested me to include this in this post...Ya ya, i really really wish to thank the people who helped me bring back the equipments! Especially Amir who managed with my huge amps!!!..Pushing it in a trolley all the way to my home.And sofy who carried my electric guitar!!..Sidek who carried my bass. Imran and Zaim too!I really appreciate it guyz! Thanks a million. I dunno how the heck i was to bring them bak if not for them... We took the MRT anyway..Thnx again guyz..

oh man......This is a freakin long post........I really could make a book using all the posts in this blog yea..hehe...if u actually read this post, i thank u too!!! u have no idea how long i typed this.. Till here peeps......

Hasfi, out...

Untitled...

2006-02-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

Untitled...

Hey...I just felt like updating today. I know it's like a few months since i've blog. I had alot in mind everyday to write in the blog. I just don't feel like typing when I on my computer and surf the net..My mood just don't seems right. Sometimes the stuffs in my mind that i wanted to type in the blog just went blank when i'm on the computer.There were really many things i wanna say here.. If only what i thought could immediately be typed out here in the blog.. But there's always my girl whom i share everything with..What i wanted to say, i'd always share with her..I'll call her or she'll call me and we talk for hours..I feel lucky to have her to say out and share what i wanted to express...But lately, we didn't contact much..Sometimes i'm busy, and she's busy with this fuckin thing called campcraft which she hated goin to..Sometimes i was just too tired, sometimes i called her but her freakin sis wanted to use the phone..Oh well...I guess i'll start bloggin like i used to..

Anyway, this is the first post for the year huh..Yes, my school moved to Bedok..Usin a very old building..I'm gettin used to it. I'll be graduating here by the way..I'm sure those who read this would be pasirians and know why the hell we're schoolin here temporarily.. Alright, i'm actually not in a good mood, so this may be a boring post..Read on if u wish....

Kk, so everyday i go to school with my girl..Every single day from the start of school. Except for a few days when she went for her sec 3 camp or when she was sick.I take bus 31 which came at 7am and reach school just on time everyday at about 7.30am. My friend's would be in that bus already when i board the freakin bus...But from now on, i got to start going to school early because my girl's fucking home teacher, mr tan will start catching his pupils who reached school 7.25am or later and give them detention on that day when actually our school rule was that those who reached school later than 7.30 are considered late and those who are late 3 times will get a detention. Simply an asshole..

Well well, today, the GCE O levels results were realeased. I took the malay language exam last year so got to collect my result as well. And this year i'll be taking the higher malay o levels examinations. I receieved the freakin result and i got B3. My friend Ridwan got A1. Amira too..Congratulations u guys..Totally expected them to get those result. And i totally expected mine too. There were 10 of us higher malay students, 4 got A1, 1 got A2, 5 more got B3..Ok i was one of them. Kinda pethatic really. Everyone came to congratulate wan...He really deserve it. He's one hardworkin fella...really..i know he'll go far..

what the heck, it's "pesta, pesta, pesta"!! at suriachannel..I guess till here la people, too lazy to continue la..Later later then i post ok!! cau cin cau..Adioz..Slamatz people... I go watch tv ah..

Hasfi, out!

Remembering the old days.....

2005-11-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Remembering the old days.....

Hey...It's been quite awhile huh since i've updated..Things are just ok i shall say for me..Well, i've been thinking lately that things really have change..Things are different from the way they were before...And time flies...fast..

Well, i've been looking at the pictures taken from my digital camera of the old days..The pictures taken during the last day of sec 1s and 2s, and also old jamming sessions..Everyone looked so different then..Especially zainal and illyas..Zainal looked so dam cute and innocent while illyas was so chubby..heh.. aniwaez, i've devided all the pictures i took in many folders. But there wasn't a folder for last day in sec 3...haiz. Maybe it's just that i was lazy on that day to bring my camera..

I also read old posts from this blog as well...Amazingly, it was kinda fun reading all those stories of the past, remembering the old days...I just read a post i typed last yr and i remembered that day when i finished higher malay, and i didn't went to a math tutorial class which was finishing aniways..I was with Ridwan in the canteen when dheel suddenly came out of nowhere and told us he just sneaked out in the middle of a math tutorial without Lim Beh noticing..Hahk..Syam wasn't able to sneak out too since he was sitting right in front..Then we played soccer with the sec 1s. Then there's this little fella i remember..He was like, "whoa..." when Ridwan kicked a really high ball..Then once, dheel accidenttally pushed him with like his fingers and he fell the the ground, blaming the strong wind that causes his fall..We were laughing like hell that time...That little fella was Moksin or somethin..And recently, i found out that his younger sister is my "god sister" or sth...hahk..

Sweet memories...I guess sec 2 was one of the best year ever for me. I had lots of fun that year with my pals..It was great.. We were so close and all..Really missed those kind of days...But they are now just memories..I still have fun with my friends now..But sometimes i felt, it was different from the past...

Haiz, i guess that's it for today..I don't think anyone would wanna visit my blog aniwaez.. I just feel different from last time that's all..

Hasfi, out...

PRSS Idol rockeD Pasir Ris sec...

2005-08-08T19:41:00.000+08:00

PRSS Idol rockeD Pasir Ris sec...

I'm back guyZ!!! Long time never update huh...Well lazy la guys...Sometime busy, no mood...Typical Hasfi la..Okay i'm gonna post about PRSS Idol which was held last week in my school, Pasir Ris Secondary School. It was great, my band participated too aniwaeZ! The performances were great man...If u missed it, man..what a lost..

Okk on Wednesday 3rd August 2005, i was dam sick! Since the day before..Don't know how i get the freakin sickness. I was having a fever with runny nose, coughs and sore throat! What kind of luck is dat...Real bad i guess...Right when i'm gonna have my performance. And i'm singing too! Ahhh.... Everything was fine when we rehearsed during our jamming sessions, I was fine and healthy a few days back. And the band practised good. But just 1 day before the competition, i got sick! But well well, things turned out good actually. I was trying my best to recover on the day itself. And luck was on my side, i was getting better by the end of school. Well not till i was totally fine i'd say... So everyone headed to my house to jam after school, to practise the song we're gonna play since there's time because the competition starts at 4pm. Even our "crews" came along.

So at my home, i was kinda stressed out cause too many people came, I was rushing every now and then trying to get stuffs, fixing the guitars, bass...And i became more pissed when more people came without my consent. Everyone were like stuffed inside my room where i actually wanted only my band to come, to practise..I wasn't feeling well too and nobody seems to help. Argh! I decorated my guitar a lil to make it look not that plain. Thanks to Faris for his help! And my band gotta practise only once since there's not much time. Didn't really tried hard cause there's too many people there. I can't practise properly man...Grr..

But heck, at 3.30pm, everyone headed back to school. Brought my huge2 amplifier for my guitar, pushed it with a dam trolley. Thanks alot to the peeps who helped me carry it! Especially Shafiq and Khabir!

So we got to the school hall, with all our equipments. We changed to our t-shirts. Thunds of people started to come into the hall. It was packed. My band tried to get ourself ready and prepare for our performance. The band category is up first! My band "The No Fingers" was the 3rd to perform. The first 2 was alright la...

And then it was our turn. Khabir helped us set up with our equipments. I was a lil nervous. Wasn't that nervous at all like how i felt the first time i performed though. It was a great feeling when the curtains opened. There was a massive crowd. And the 3 judges right at the centre..I introduced the band. We was goin to play "only one".. Not long, syam started the intro and we were off starting to rock the whole dam school...The crowd cheered for us..I could hear thunds shouting for us! It was so dam cool..And I was like screaming my bloody lungs out during the chorus as if shit was goin to come out from my ass. hehe... I thought i hit the right notes throughout the song but i don't think it sounds good in some parts.. I thought everything was gonna fall apart when Zainal dropped his drum sticks during one of the chorus. But by 3 secs, he picked them up and continued playing skillfully! It was awesome..And my favourite part was when I and Illyas played the solo. I thought it sounded great..And we even posed while playing side by side..Haha really was awesome.. I really felt that we played awesome..Not perfect though. Syam was playing like a bloody rock star..Faris was great with the bass. Everyone was awesome! I really enjoyed playing in front of everyone..

When we finished, the crowds cheered again.. As if they were cheering endlessly throughout the performance. Then it was time for the judges to have a say. They gave us mostly good comments. And they thought we played good too! haha i was so dam happy then..It was really a great feeling...

So we finished our bloody performance...The other bands then continued the show. There's this band from the sec 2s, i call them the Afiq band which consist of himself, Syltra, Faiz, Fauzan and Adib. I thought they were good... They played Muse's "Time Is Running Out"..They sounded awesome..I really like that band yea..They have potential..They're good!

And Brian's band which consists of himself, Asraf,Biman and Adi...I really like Asraf's voice. He has a nice voice yar..Great vocalist.. Everything was fine i thought except for the drums..They need a better drummer....

And as for sofy's band, man u guyz...U guyz are awesome to have the guts to go upstage infront of the huge crowds..And u guyz are only in sec 2. I didn't perform when i was in sec 2 man...U guyz are gonna rock if u were given more time yea!

Hmm, so later on there was the dance category...The 2 dances were awesome!! Both were great...Reallyy reallly exciting...And for the last category, "solo"..My favourite was Anisa's performance..We heard the original singer's voice louder than her's from the cd though. But when Mr Goh, 1 of the judges told her to sing without the cd..Man, it was beautiful...She really has crystal clear voice.U gotta hear! hehe...The whole dam show was great..The results are not out yet though...

So the No Fingers are currently waiting for the results yea...We really hoped to get to perform for Teacher's Day as well...So time to go guyZ!! Thanks alot if u read this dam long post...Take care peeps! Do take a look at some pics taken durin PRSS idol taken by farah and Faris..Scroll down peeps!

Hasfi, out...

The audience in the hall

Our 3 awesome judges, Mr Ronnie Goh, Ms Anabelle Ho & Ms Fang

My band, NF, on stage..

Sofy & his band

Afiq & band

The sec 5's band

One of the dance performance

School's reopening soon...

2005-06-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

School's reopening soon...

Elo...Time flies, days passed, the June holidays is nearly over...And school's gonna reopen soon yar..And that means can't enjoy much no more, and study it is...And that totally sucks..Oh well, what to do..Won't go nowhere without studies right..Anyways, been going out these few days..So here's what happened this week..

On wednesday, went swimming with my pals at Jurong Swimming Complex...That place rox i tell ya, worth the journey i'd say..So it was us, NF, plus Nikmat, Syafiq and Zaim..We took the MRT to Chinese Garden, pretty long ride..Oh heck, it cost only 80cents to enter the swimming complex..And there's slides, wave pool, lazy pool, deep pool, jacuzzi kinda pool there..wahaha..We just couldn't wait to jump into the water right when we entered..

Got changed, and what else??? It was party time!! Hehe..Had fun in the pools..We paid for two of these huge buoys..Took turns ridin on it..On the lazy pool, anyone who lies on the buoy are victims..haha, we would overturn it and the persons lyin on it gonna get overturned as well into the pool..Haha, everyone got ambushed more than once..It was totally fun..We swam in the wave pool whenever the time for the waves came..We played with the slides too..Got into the jacuzzi pool to relax as well..

Anywayz, met this guy there, whom we call Wan Rudie..Rizuan i tink..He's in sec 1 frm our school..Days ago, while I was doin CIP with Syam and Khabir, collecting donations in Simei MRT station..We saw him and a few members walkin towards us...He suddenly got really close to me and pushed my shoulder with his, pretty harshly..I totally didn't expect that from him..He then swear2 dunno what, i couldn't hear clearly, while walkin further away from me..Thretening me with something or what i wasn't sure..He wern't lookin at my face at all while cursin all those crap, what the heck??..And he was soon out of my sight before i could even say a wrd at him..Man, true rudies don't go around finding trouble with people..But this guy?? I don't know what's up with him..Walkin around like mat rips, findin trouble..What the heck did i ever did to him?..Argh, freakin posers i'd say...I just didn't bother him, what's the use botherin these kind of peeps..

As i said, we came across him, swimming too, at the swimming complex..Small world...He just didn't try to find trouble with me this time..I don't know what his motive was last time...I don't care, i won't make more problems with these kind of troubles..Just being patient i guess, being patient doesn't mean u lost right?

Okay, enuff bout dat..After hours swimming and havin fun, got kinda tired and we stopped..Ate at KFC there..Was really exchausted, everyone slept in the MRT..We got home after that..Had a great time today, lots of fun...

The day after, which is on Thursday...Went to catch a movie with hurr..It was our 9th month annivesary!! hehe..watched a horror movie..Had a great time with her..I could still remember givin her a ride along on my bicycle a few days ago..Travellin around with my bike with her..She sat in front, i was like hugging her all along while controling the bike..hehe..kinda fun..she was really scared when i get into the road..lucky u, i didn't speed like i would always do..hehe..she's really cute sittin on the front..sweet memories......it's been 9 long months..And goin..I'm really happy with her..I really am, and she truly loves me,as much as i love her..I really learnt alot being with her, it has been great..really...I know we can go on much longer..even forever..

Okays...So just now, there's school, CIP again, cleanin the school grounds..Got to school really late with Syam, MR. said let us clean the office..haha, star player sia we both..come late..get to clean the office only, air-conditioned some more!...took us only 10mins!! haha..Got off soon, went for friday prayers..Later on to mat's house..had fun there..Went home after there..Reached home at around 8pm..

Hmm, long post yar..And remember to tag at the tag board peeps..aniwayz, been "workin" on the blog for the competition..VISIT IT AT http://www.campusmoblog.com.sg/blog/PRSS alright!! u gotta see it..hehe...i guess that's it for today..Or i think for this week..hehe..Take care peeps..

Hasfi,out..

A day with her...

2005-06-18T12:33:00.001+08:00

A day with her...

Hello...I havn't been posting lately..Well not actually lately, always..hehe..Gonna post the latest one yea..Read on fellas...

Last two days, went out with hurr..She said her class is gonna have some kind of outing together at the beach..So met her at "cangkong" first and later headed to the small Mac at the interchange...Waited for her friends there...Many didn't turn up i can see..

Took bus 19 and headed for the Changi beach..Settled down at a place first..Anywayz, princess had some forms she needed us to fill up for her NPCC project in order to get a badge..After we finished filling them, everyone headed for the seaside! We went into the water not letting waves hit our clothes though..Had some fun there..A friend of her's, Selwyn, he's crazy...He didn't bring no extra clothes but went swimming in the sea..He's all drenched and guess wad, he left later on with all the other guys to play basketball..And he took the bus being wet like that..Crazy fella..

So left with me, hurr, and her female friends..It was Selwyn who planned all this shit and he left first after he swam alone in the sea..Pretty cool...But it's ok..Things turned out much better after that..princess and i took some sticks and started drawing stuffs on the sand..The sand there are really soft..But the sea is not clear though..Anywayz, she started drawing my name combined with her's on the sand..I took the stick, and drew a huge heart shape around it...It looks beautiful..Her friends who was playing with the water all these while went over and said "awww..." They instantly went decorating the writings we wrote on the sand with seashells...It was turning much more nicer..So i took her hand and we went looking for more seashells together..We only took the beautiful ones..Found these really nice pebbles, and stones too...We really went far looking for seashells..We spotted some small fishes near the seaside..

So we went back and gave her friends those seashells..They decorated our names on the sand nicely...It turned out beautiful..hehe, amazing...Got a picture of it..But that was after some bunch of small kids destroyed it, but princess and i mended it..So here it is....

What we drew on the sand! Nice? It means Hasfi & Ila..Hehe...
Then i sat with hurr on a log...Just nice for the two of us.......We watched her friends just playing near the waters far from us..They were laughing and laughing..Wonder what they were doing...

Hurr friends then walked to us...They were actually catching the fish we spotted earlier..They caught two of them in two different cups..They let us have a look..It looked like a catfish..In fact it is..Really small ones..Princess warned us it can jump..I thought small ones don't..And guess what, the one in the cup i'm holding actually jumped nearly hittin my face..I freaked out..Ahhh....hehe..she told me she warned me..ya la ya la...The fish looked dead once it landed on the sand..I pick it up and put it back in the cup..We left the two cups there..

Then we headed to the playground nearby...She ran for the swing..Hehe, she loves the swing...So i sat on one, she sat the one beside me..So we swang like a pendulum...Our timing were exactly the same hehe, her friend told another to take a video of us..My head were spinning once we stopped..I get dizzy after playing on swings...So i decided to just push her on the swing..She went really high hehe...

Later on, went up the playground and just sat there to relax...Her friends bought drinks for everyone..We sat there and chatted..Oh what a beautiful day...Her friends were joking all the time, they were laughing like crazy..Standard la..even me and my pals are crazy..

After that, we decided to leave..Went to wash up first at the toilet..My legs is full of sand..

Later on took a bus back to tampines..Decided to go to eat at KFC at spotlight..Bought a two deal meal princess and i shared together..After eating, decided to Hang out at the void deck..Met Hafiz and Fadhilah with their NPCC shirts with Zaim too as we were walking..

After we hanged out, it was already kinda late..So went decided to go home..Send hurr home...And later on, i was at back too..Home sweet home...What a day...Really had a great time with hurr...Our relationship seems to get stronger each and every day..We are really really close now..I just love her..It's gonna be our 9th month anniversary this coming Thursday on the 23rd of June...

I guess that's it for today's post...Hope u guys enjoyed reading..Thank u if u did, really long post right?..hehe...oklah..remember to tag k..

Hasfi,out...

Time flies by...

2005-06-06T16:03:00.000+08:00

Time flies by...

Hey peeps..Long time no update..Sometimes lazy, sometimes no mood la..Typical Hasfi..Standard uh..Wellz, hope u guys keeps visiting yea..Surely u guys noticed the new template..Just changed it recently..Took me days doing the template myself..Edited alot of things from the originals..Tough job..Added a new section called "News"..Check it out yar..I'll update that section once in awhile yar..Read on fellas..

So time flies really fast man, it's already half the year 2005..And i've grown older day by day..Well, dun ask about the height..Aniwayz, it's the June holidays now..Mid year exams are over!! Did really really bad..Let's not talk bout it..Like i said, it's all about the attitude..And i think my attitude towards studies sucks..I'm gonna improve myself starting next term man!

Many things have happened as time goes by..My band's performance is over too..It was our debut performance on the 24th of May..It was great! Was really nervous during the performance, but i think we did great..We played four songs..Got the video of the first song we played..And photos too..So we're looking forward for more performances yar...And on the 11th of June, i'm going to have my dragonboat competition..For ur info, seasport is my CCA..Nvr really stated this in this blog before yar..Kept forgettin..Joined the CCA at the beginning of the year..Syam,Illyas,Zainal and Khabir are in too..

Frequently, i've been going to Syam's house with some other friends as well..Though he stays in Woodlands now, pretty far eh..But everything seems fine to me..He just got himself a new electric guitar.So he really got an exciting room..There's a computer, Xbox, acoustic guitar and the electric guitar..Pretty cool right? That's why we usually hang out at Syam's..Or to be more accurate, Roslan's..

As for my relationship with hurr, it's been great..We've been together for more than 8 months now..It was our 8th month anniversary on the 23rd of May 2005..She told me how she wished it was 8 years..Hehe i wish it was too..Love her so much..She's been awesome all this while..Thank you..And i love u with all my heart..I hope we will last forever..

Hmm, what else yar..When school reopens, on the 2nd day of term 3 which is on the 28th of June, there's this "Anugerah Muzika"..It's kinda like a malay singing competition..There's 3 categories which is the "solo","duet" and the "group" performances..I'm joining the competion along with some of my friends..Hope to do well ya..

And one more thing, I've joined this blogging competition representing my school..There's me,Syam, Farah, Faiz and Genrick in the group..And heck, i know nothin much what the heck's happening to the competition..I bet this blog's better than the one for the competition..I didn't do nothin at all..Oh well...I'll get more infos from my groupmates i guess..

So during this holidays, I've been going out much with my friends..Simply having lots of fun..There's my dragonboat trainings as well..Well my sister is just like she always is, at home..Just creating problems for me..She always gets on my nerves..Oh well, patience Hasfi...Just need to cool down..

Went out yesterday with my friends, played soccer in the morning, went walk2 later on..Got to the airport, then to Expo, and after that played pool at Bedok..Got home, was really exchausted..Enjoyed myself that day..

Currently doing nothing much at home, didn't go for my seasports training this morning..Don't feel like going.Syam and Zaim didn't go too..Aniwayz, sent my princess to school in the morning, she got some kind of cycling trip to Johor with her NPCC peeps..She'll be home by tomorrow..Gonna miss her..Hope she's fine..

I guess that's it for now..Thank you for reading yea..Remember to visit the blog frequently..And don't forget to tag at the shoutbox! Take care guyz..Happy holidays..

Hasfi, out...

JamMin toDaE..Fun fUN fun...

2005-04-25T17:57:00.000+08:00

JamMin toDaE..Fun fUN fun...

OKkkiez...Arloo people people..cheacher2, students2, big, small people..Old young, ala everyone la.. So gonna update today ler..Read okay, dun tak read tau..

HmMm, firstly...Wake up then go school. Today's Syam's first day goin to school from his new house at Woodlands..Pretty far right?? Pity dat fella..He just moved recently, on Saturday..Will there be Syam House Cup again?? I dunno...Woodlands babe...Fuh jauh tu...Kk bak to school, announcements before flag raisin..Den principal CHeng cheng cheng talk world & crap long long as usual bout last week's fire drill..Then after singin national anthem and stuffs, sec 3 kena sit bak while the rest go..Diz bloody teacher told us that the sec 3 express classes are always late to settle down for the morning assemblyu..So in the end, now the boyz will sit in front every mornin..Haiya, mcm2 la..

So went bak to claz..Zahira's lesson..As usual, sit beside Syam la..Usual place to talk crap la, members sittin there all gile2 one..I would sit beside Syam for every lesson except for Math cause it's Mr Said's lesson and he already gave us our sittin arrangement..And i hate that place,. right in front of the class, in front of the teacher..And beside...cuurrb....Wadder heck..I really dun feel comfortable sittin beside her man..Eeeyer..Nvm la, muz be patient right..Gua sabar je la cm orang beriman..Hehe..

So after school, the No Fingers wanted to go jamming..But first, gotta meet princess..Princess has assembly today..For the lower secs ya..She told me to wait at the Piano near the canteen..So sat there for awhile with members..Waited for quite sometime actually..Well, there's always delays durin assemblys which sometimes ends really late..It's okay..And finally, her assembly ended and i finally gotta meet her..She looks beautiful today..really..Hehe..I love it when i see her smiles..It's so sweeeet..Feels great to see her...So later on, walked with her towards the bus stop...Then kissed her gdbye..MuUacCkz..

So later on meet back with the gang at TM..Then headed to the jamming centre..Johan, Khabir, Solyh and Zaim followed too..Reached the place..Got a room..Everything looks great and we were set to rock..Then suddenly, the apek there told us that only maximum of 7 people could come into the room..What the heck..Then the apek chased out Johan, Solyh and Zaim out of the place..And in the end they left..Haiyo..What the heck man..Musibot pe apek..Pity those fellas..Wellz, tried to forget bout it..Continued our session..Gotta tune some strings for the guitars and bass since they were not tuned properly..We played great today..Had lotsa fun..Enjoyed myself yar..I even played Ramli Sarip's "Bukan Kerana Nama" with Zainal on the drums and..Hehe, pretty cool..Zainal have been singin dat song all day.. First two songs for the performance were confirmed and they sounds great when we play today..Ridwan sings great today..Very nice..Worked well with me..Everyone were great..So we gotta decide for the 3rd song we gotta perform..Do remember to watch us perform yea..It'll be after the exams..U'll know the songs on that day..We're gonna rock the whole dam school..Hehe..

So everyone headed home after the session ended...Reached home, and while I was usin the computer, Syam msg me.. He told me he just reached Woodlands and found out his house was locked with nobody at home, and he do not have the keys..He also said dat he called his mum, and she's actually in Tampines fetchin his yonger siblings..Aiyayai..Poor Syam..It took him 50mins bus ride home and in the end finding out bout this..If he had stayed with me in Tampines just now, his mum could have fetch him home too..He was dam fed up man..Hehe, lekz uh syam...Kecian dier..

Oklah..Untill here people2, cheacher2, students2..Hehe mepek je la Hasfi nie..Thnx for reading yea..And don't forget to tag..
Signing out...

Hasfi, out!

Great day!!

2005-04-15T21:42:00.000+08:00

Great day!!

Hiya peepz..Man..Today was simply awesome. Had a great time today!! Oh what a day..So here goes...(This will be a long post i think..But do read yea!) Get ready to read yar..Lets go! G.O go....

Okay school was as usual..Aniwayz, Anis, his is now my all time die hard no.1 fan of mine..Hahax..I really dunno why i became his idol..hahaha..Try to harm me, and he'll kick ur ass man..Pretty cool..Hehe..Ok so, had PE today. Ran 10 rounds ard field..2.4km it means..My timing was alright i guess..Totally exchausted after that..And later on, i accidentally sprayed female's deodorant on myself! Yikes..Did that after khabir and syam did the same..Smells good though..Hehe..Wellz, Iqmalia saw me spraying and quickly yelled it was female's..Hahax..And Syuhaidah actually took the bottle and sprayed more at me and Khabir too..!!!.We smelled like girls..ahh..But still the smell was good actually..No wonder girls smells great..

And soo..After school straight away went to hurr class to see hurr..Waited for awhile and gotta know she gotta stay back for awhile..Haiz..Their teacher wanna talk bout the parent-teacher meeting i guess. Which is tonight..She told me to go off first since i gotta go for Friday prayers..Alright...(I'm missin u right now sweetheart...)So went home first before reachin the mosque and meeting the rest of ma palz..After the prayers, the No Fingers wanted to go jammin..Ridwan had npcc though..So gotta go without him..

Khy and Nikmat followed..Reached the jammin centre..Met an ex-pasir ris sec guy, whom we called "fountain" because of his hairstyle..I don't know his name though..hehe..Wellz we frequently sees his band jamming when the No Fingers were newly formed last year.His pals were total wackos..Those days were when we were in sec 2 of course..He was in sec 4..He's friendly with us..He's a punk i can see..Through what i see from his dressing..Gd to see him..

So got room 3..Everything seems to be great..And we were set to rock..Wahaha..We played "when i come around'' by greenday first..We asked Khy to sing the song for us for that song..Since he got "the green day voice"..hehe..First song, awesome..Then we played thunds of other songs which we knew..Including newly learnt "only one", "pieces" and "1985"..Seems to be great..I sang for all those songs actually..Well Syam also sang..Including zainal and yas who sang backings for some songs..We even played "fade to black"..Nikmat played 2nd guitar while Khy sang that song..Haha..It was No Fingers featuring Nikmat and Khy i guezz..Totally had a great time!! The session was great, had lotsa fun..I'm actually getting in love with singing too!!

In fact, i'm in love with music...Iz this something bad??..I'm really inspired by Eross from Sheila On 7..His the lead guitarist for SO7 for ur info..He's my idoL!! He's damn talented u see..He composed awesome songs where many were hits! ..He plays the keyboard/piano, awesome with the guitar (especially his solos)..And he sings!! While playing the guitar..I totally wanna be like him!!..And for ur info, all the songs in the first two albums of sheila on 7 were composed by him including hit, "sephia"!!...Argh, I really really wish to be like him...I'm crazy bout music..Guitars..But my parents don't really like me too interested with guitars/music..They worry bout my studies...Just like Eross' parents when he was young..I think it brings me to nowhere then..Haizz..Well, i should just dream on i guezz...

Back to today..After jamming..Everyone wanted to go home except for me, Zainal, Nikmat and Illyas..So we went to afghan for awhile..Dunno what to do, where to go..So we walked and walked, i made Nikmat angry actually, and he began talkin crap insultin me in the name of joke..It was hilarious i tell u..All of us were laughing all the way like crazy..Haha..Mat kekek la lu...Then suddenly i thought of cycling, zainal got his bike and i went to get mine..Mat ridin with zai, and yas on my bike..Went explorin around, do some stupid stuffs..It was fun..Been awhile since i cycle..Feels great..Later on, Yas wanted to go home..So he went off first, then Zainal and i decided to send Nikmat home..Took turns to let him ride along our bicycles..Mat, he made us laugh like hell all the way..Funny fella..

So we reached his blk..Cycled at his void deck for awhile..There's this hump which i tried to do stunts on..Realised i could do hop jet?..Haha, mat say it was cool..He told me to teach him while Zainal asked me to teach him do wheelie..Hehe..I'm not that good u guyz..Just luck i guess doin those stunts..Started to have fun and we actually played around there for quite awhile..Then nikmat decided to take some pics with him doin some tricks on my bike..Took for him and Zai, got some cool pics of them on my phone and Nikmat's..Zai kept doin his "front jet" trick..Hehe..And mat, he's like a clown man..Some of the tricks of his made me laugh..And man..He complains...alot...Hahax...

In the end, Zainal and I decided to go home..I'm the one who reach home last..Oh what a day...Enjoyed myself today..Had lotsa fun!! Its really have been awhile since i have this kind of fun..Feels so great..Hahax..

Watched Smallville at 8.30...One of my most favourite shows! Really exciting..And as for hurr, she has parent-teacher meeting ya..Today it's the sec 2s turn..Had mine last week..Man, she must be really tired..She had NPCC after school, and at night, parent-teacher meeting??..Ala keciannye...Miz hurr so much...Haizz..

Oklah..I guess that's all for today..One long post to cure ur boredom..Thnx alot of u actually read...I mean it..Thnx yar..And to my dearest princess,... luRve ya!! MuuUakkzzZ..

Hasfi, out..

Latest Update...

2005-04-05T20:03:00.000+08:00

Latest Update...

Hey..Gonna update today..Just felt like updating, since i have the mood right now..Been weeks since i've updated this blog..

Wellz, these past few weeks was alright i guess..Things are not too good at home though.. Man..I think i've got the worst sis ever..I just can't describe her..She's a devil dammit..Totally hate her..Grrr...I guess u guess wouldn't understand how i feel unless u're in my shoes..She's totally different from other kids or siblings i tell u..And first of all, it's not the sis gets more attention from parents and the bro gets jealous thing okay..I'm not in that situation..Can't she just let me have my own privacy and do my own stuffs..Man, i'll get scoldings or beatings if i do not follow with what she wants..She'll act crying and my dad will come and nag at me..If i try to explain things out he'll say I'm being fuckin rude and he'll bash me up..I'm so tired and freakin sick of this..Argh stop it k, the thought of my sis make me sick..I hate her..Why can't she be like other kids..

Okay lets change topic shall we..So last week, followed hurr to meet her friend from Dunman sec..I totally respect that friend of her's. She's a total punk. A real rebel i'd say. Tottally not a poseur or something..She's wild..But she has the total respect for my girl..A true friend i can see..She knows almost everything bout hurr..Freakin independant girl..U respect her, she respect u..She treats hurr real well..My girl has many friends and I like hurr being friends with this friend of hers..She's unlike most of hurr friends..Frankly, there's bitchy girls out there that i hate..I just don't want hurr to mix with the wrong company....That's all. Just wanna say that we all can be friends with anybody we want, the good or even the bad..Just take care and we're the one who know's what's right and wrong and make our own decisions...

Okay...Next chapter.. bout the no fingers..Hehe...I think we'll be performing by the end of April at school..So see u there at our performance..Really lookin forward to it.. The band went jamming yesterday..Had an awesome time there..We totally rocked!! Every song we played were great..

Hmm, so at school, things are fine..At class, Me, Syam and Khabir..Standard uh, as usual talk crap..Slacking during class..Hehe..But there are times we concentrate too ler..

Also, been cycling almost everyday..Everysince i've repaired my Haro!! Hehe.. I love cycling.. Almost every weekdays, I'll cycle with Asraf, a friend of huRr..Follow him fetch his young bro..Real cuuute..Always talk crap together and this small bro of his always wanna try to hit me when i disturb him while cycling..Road rash izit..Haha..I love disturbing.. And every Saturday, me and my usual hangouts pals, will go cycling exploring the country! hehe no ler, just exploring around Tampines, pasir Ris and maybe somewhere further sometime.. Usually theres Faris, Zainal, Nikmat, Ridwan, and Khabir, he wants to join us..We'll cycle around and have fun ler..That's all..

Hmm, what else to write eh...Maybe next time i guess..Been missin hurr..Tengah ngaji ler nie skrg while i'm posting..Oklah, till here folks..
Hasfi, out...

Sec 3 Camp...Simply awesome...

2005-03-15T10:36:00.000+08:00

Sec 3 Camp...Simply awesome...

Hey..Juz got back from my sec 3 camp recently..Man, really had a great time there..Dam, it's fun!! Those who din't go..Man, u guyz really missed all the great fun man..Awesome i tell u..So here's what happened on the three days..

Day 1

Got up early actually..Promised to send hurr to school today..Gonna miss her during the camp..Met up with her near her home and then send her to school..Waved her goodbye and off I went..Then at about 9.45am, went downstairs to meet up with Ridwan and Illyas..Wan and Azmi were there, so gotta wait for Yas..Dam he was kinda late..Headed to school when Yas came..Saw people carrying heavy loads of bags whereas I just brought my usual school bag and a shoe bag..Hehe so light..Just being smart, bringing stuffs I only need hehe..There's even people who brought dam huge bags like those going for amazing race one ar..Hehe so beSAr..
Niwaez, assembled at the hall..Got into our groups..The class was devided into two groups and dam, my group don't seem to look fun at all..Got Desiree, Yvone, and many lame people ler..But at least there's Khabir, Amira, Iqmalia I thought..There's Gopal, the overal in charge of the camp..And gotta know my instructor..His name is Benedict..Looks cool, love his Oakley shades..He's funny too..After that, all the muslim boys gotta go first for our Friday prayers..Got into our bus and headed to Pusara Aman Mosque..erM, for ur info, it's right beside a cemetary..Creeepy..

Wellz, after that we headed to our camp site at Jalan Bahtera..Went there before for my P.5 camp..But now everything there looks much better..Especially the toilets! So high class..Hehe..The facillities are great..Used to sleep in tents, but now in huts..Really cool..I love it!! So first of all, gotta do Kayaking!! It was totally fun!!! I was in a kayak with Khabir..We went around the sea bumping into other kayaks! hahaha..Our first victim were Iqmalia and Farah..HAhaha..After we bumped into their kayaks, we splashed water at them..Hehe..Splashed at the Kayaking instructor too..And heck, he splashed at us back..One splash from him and Khabir and I were drenched..Our Kayak was full of water..hahaX...Then we played some kinda game in the sea..Then we're free to Kayak around..Had a great great time...After that changed ourselves into clean and dry clothes..

Headed to the low elements station..Wasn't that much fun at all..With someone telling us what to do everytime and ignoring others' ideas..Dam especially me and Khabir were disgusted..So later on, had our dinner..It was Chinese food..We must bring along our rice bowl and chop sticks with us or else u can't eat..What the heck, i can't eat rice with chopsticks..That Musibat Melinda la..Used Faris' bowl and Zaim's chopstick they brought..

Then at night, played a game called "Kidnapped"..The whole thing was fun and exciting..Gotta run around the dark dark camp site..It was tiring too but dam Fun man..I enjoyed it..Hehe..

At the end of the day, had a bath and went back to our huts..Khyrul, Syam, Sidek sleeping on my right and Khabir, Amir on my left..Our neighbour hut, there's Zainal (a.k.a CONG), Yas, Wan, Fiq, Mat, Ris...Hehe really cool man..We could communicate with them..So the lights were off, Khabir who's sleeping beside me, kept putting his arms around me trying to hug me!! Eeeww..What the heck Khabir!! Haha crazy fella..Wellz, mizz hurr at night..thought of hurr till I slept..

Day 2

Woke up, went for a bath..Had breakfast, Malay food today..Woo hoo..First activity, cross rope challenge..It was the high elements...Tried doin the course and completed it..Gotta climb high up, walked on a thin wooden plank and then there's a tyre to climb pass and another plank and another tyre and then tadaaa..The end..What a challenge..Only some completed it..It was fun actually..After that, it was camp fire preparation..My group thought of a chocolate advertisement..Pretty creative and cool I tought..But kinda dirty hehee..

Learned a bunch of cheers..Everyone were always sporting shouting out as loud as we could during our cheers..Bombings, other groups..Man it was fun..The instructors though us a bunch of claps as well..Very very cool i'd say..Got macho clap, sexy clap, Gopal clap, Apek oi! , Ah Nya oi! claps and many more..HAha very exciting man..The instructors were great too..Especially my instructor, Ben!! A.k.a Botak!! HAhax, other groups kept making fun of him creating some kind of Botak cheer..And we always made fun of GOpal too..And there's this instructor who I first thought looked like a female..But was actually a male..Faris called him Bapok Changi..HAahhaaha..

Then, gotta try rock climbing..Didn't manage to complete it..I was so close..ARgh..But still, had fun man..Then we did rafting..Gotta build our raft..And of course..Gotta listen to "someone" telling us what to do all the time..Ya la ya la..Whatever u say la...In the end, finished building our raft..Got into the sea..Tried gettin into the raft..The barrels got untied and it wasn't that stable.."someone" asked me to get on top of it and in the end i fell!! My leg got stuck at a rope and a fell into the sea with my leg tied at the rope..What the..Then ade budak nie sedap je ketawekan..Kurang asam..Gua ape lagi, buat bodo je la..Haiya..In the end, my group won the challenge!! hahahaha... The other group's raft just fell apart in the sea hehe..

Then it rained, so didn't get to try the zipline..Haiz..So we went around cheering shouting like crazy..Booing other groups..Hahax..Practised the camp fire presentation..

Then had dinner later on..AFter that it was camp fire..But due to the rain, we gotta held it indoors..With no fire!! Ahhh...But it actually went on really well I'd say..It was awesome..And tottally fun!! HAhax..Every group had to present..My group did well actually..Khabir was like one of the highlights of the show..He got called up by the instructors for showing everyone he's macho and everyone cheered for him man..Awesome khabir..Then the teachers got called up too..They danced..Haha it was hilarious..As the campfire was ending, some the presentation started gettin boring..Sat around Syam, Khyrul and Khabir who created the tak layan clap, Balek sua clap..Hahaha..Joked and joked..Then in the end the campfire ended..

Had a bath..Then went to sleep..Everyone were tired..What a day...

Day 3

It was the last day..Did the Amazing race activity..Quite fun ler..Then later on cleaned up everything and we're ready to go home..Indian food for today..Had prata, and Nasi Briyani..Cool right..Then we assembled..Cheered and cheered and bomb and bomb other groups..Ultimate fun..Got really tired and in the end we got home..So in the bus, we sang and sang...Shout out our cheers..Hehe fun man..Our class rox man..3E4 rox!! Then there's this song "obsession", the song u're listening now..Heared it from radio in the bus..Sang the song with Syam..Hehe.. So we reached our school...

Wanted to go to KFC to eat..Cong and Khabir went home first..At KFC, Syam heard something at the toilet..Faris and I then went to check it out..Heard "ahh..ssS ahhh..ahh..lower...lower.." coming from the cubicle..Sounds like a female voice..Omg..Sounds like someone doing..UmmMm..Stuffs I guess..hahaha..Wellz, finished my meal and went home straight away...

What an adventure throughout the camp...My group was not boring after all..They were great actually..Just 1 word to describe the camp..Awesome...

This is a dam long post isn't it..Thnx alot of u actually read...Can make storybook already arr..hehe..

OKlah, Hasfi, out...

Got back home early today...

2005-02-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

Got back home early today...

Aloha peeps..Currently, class moved to the 2nd floor because of a classmate of ours, Benjamin broke his leg..Dam..Can't see huRr much now beacuse of this..Grr..Nvm..Niwaez, got home early today..In fact it's the first time i went home early after school..If not, me and members..U know la we all..Going home not in our dictionary..Hehe..Always have fun everyday!! HehHEhe..Biasa, no fingers wad..

Wellz school was okay..Hate ms. Zahira's periods..She always gives us homeworks..As if others teachers don't and she's the only one..And all her homeworks' all leceh one..Haiya..Her lessons was dead boring man..I could fall asleep...Well sometimes okay la..But i just don't like her periods..Other lessons was ok..Especially Mr. Said's!! I would now certify him officially as "the man"..Hehe..Man, he's dam fun and funny!! Understanding, teaches great..Awesome i tell u..U'll laugh at least once in each and every lesson of his..It's fun, exciting, enjoyable and stuffs he teaches really gets into ur head..I guess he's one of the best teacher i'v ever had..

So got back our physics test results..Did not bad actually..Surprised man..I wasn't like doing my best for the test..Just luck i guess..So at the end of the day..Members all wanna go Syam's house to have our usual competiton..Xbox..winning eleven ler..Didn't really thought of goin..So headed to the third level after last lesson ends..Met huRr as usual..Aniwaez, today's our 5th month anniversary being together..Hope we'll go on as long as we could..Lovers forevers hehe...So, went to the back of the classroom..Errm..so later on she wanted to go home..Decided to send her home..

Walked towards the bus stop with huRr..Told her i got only enough coins for 1 bus trip and she refuse to let me send her cause she said that she doesn't want me goin home walking after sending her..Well argued and argued..HeheHe..In the end we decided to walk..Hahax..So walked all the way to her home..Fooled around together...chased her..Like bollywood ar..Wahaha... Wellz, reached her blk in the end..Kissed her goodbye..MuuUuacckkZz!! Hehehe..Then took the bus home..

What a day..The rest of the NFG went to Syam's house i guess..I didn't go yar..So stayed at home, used the computer..Played the guitar..Called huRr too..Anywayz, added some new pics in this blog..Under the "Dream Accessories" section..Have a look okay..Gonna add new pics under "Me & My Pals" section soon alright...

So that's all peeps...Hope ya enjoyed reading..Cya!!
Hasfi,out...

We lost it...

2005-02-18T20:01:00.002+08:00

We lost it...

Hey...I've not been updating this blog for quite awhile..It's gettin rusty here..Yea i know, my blog's becoming really boring with no new post and stuffs..So today, i'm gonna write a new post..

2 days ago, my class was out of the captain's ball competition..Man...I'm really really dissapointed bout it...I blew it...I really wanted to win the competition..Like Syam always says, it takes skills, courage and pure luck..I guess luck just wasn't on our side on that day...

Before the game, me and my pals and some other peeps went to my house..Since there's like 2 hours before the games started..It was the semis if I'm not wrong..The No fingers, Khyrul, Nikmat, Nicholas, Syafiq all went to my house..Played the guitars, watched the tv and laugh and laugh..

So at 3pm..We headed back to school..Waa like 1 squad of people ar walk together to school..I can see that the peeps from all the express classes have merged..Together with the No Fingers..We have all become pals..From rivals when we were in sec 1s, when playing soccer..Now, we often play together..

So during the Captain's ball game..It was my class 3E4 against 3A1..There's Zahidah, Dini, Iskandar, and more we're gonna face..They're good players i gotta say..So the game started..Started off pretty well..I scored the opening two goals for my team..So we were leading 2-0..Felt really confident and I was like smiling all the way..Then Amira scored..So it's 3-0! I actually thought that we had a good chance of winning..But things wern't goin as I wanted..A few minutes later..The ball was thrown in cannon ball speed and I tried to intercept the ball which was goin to my opponent's way..I jumped and tried to catch it with my left hand..Unfortunately, i caught it in a wrong way injured my hand..I was like..FUCK!! My left palm started to sore..And it hurt real bad actually..Lebam sia..It was early in the game and I've already injured myself..I was like screamin whenever I caught the ball with my hands..ArgH..I decided to sub with Zaim then..Then the fucking counseller said no..He told me that only after the 1st half..My left palm was like fucked up and he expect me to continue playing?? Dam..But after negotiating soon after, i gotta sub..Zaim played..Things started to go bad actually..Our opponent started their scoring spree..They kept scoring and soon they were leading..So at the end of the 1st half, we were losing 7-4!!! Ahhhh...

I really wanted to get back into the game and do my best for my team to catch up..But my left palm was like bruising real bad and I can't moved it properly..It hurts! Felt real bad...So it was the 2nd half..I was still at the sideline watching the game..Things wern't looking good as 3A1 kept scoring..With their key player Iskandar and their catcher, Zulfika who was doin real great for their team..I lost my total confidence of winning..Then Farah came..Seek medical help from her since she was from Red Cross hehe..She took some ice and rub it at my injured palm..It helps a lil..Thnx..I wanted to get back into the game but she said no, since my hands look pretty bad..But soon after, I sub back with Zaim..There was no much time left..I kept playing long ball throwing real far..And I could catch properly only usin my right hand..Once i threw a real long ball to Syam and he scored..Well it didn't help much since we were losing far behind according to the scorline and there was no much time left..I really wanted to try giving longs balls directly to my catcher, Khyrul from far but Amira told me not to since our opponent have a good chance of intercepting with my long balls..So i didn't feel confident of doing so..In the end, the match ended ..There's no one to blame except for me..I blew it for the team..I blew it man..Felt really horrible..Well, what's done is done..We congratulate the winning team..They played hard and won it..Congrats 3A1!! And to the rest of the finalist who won on dat day as well.. to 3E5 and 3A3! Congrats..Gd luck in the finals..

After we packed up..Everyone headed home..I was walking out of school when i met with Rafi and Asraf from 2T8..I got onto Rafi's bike and took off hehe..Went rounding around the area..Rafi was like chasing for his bike as he ride on Asraf's..Long time no cycle, so felt really good and it really made me feel better after the losing the game..Rafi couldn't catch up with me, he even fell from the bike after being pushed by Asraf and got bruises on his body..yeouch..Hehe I'm bad..Well, returned his bike then..Met Biman and his friend as I was rounding..He asked where Fad is..He's really likes her i tell u..

Later on, called hEr..And went meeting her at KFC..She just finished doing her Science project and was with her friends..She looks amazing..So walked her to the bus stop then she left home..Miz her..I've been meetin up with hEr after school..And takin her home every friday after her NPCC..Love her so much..HeHe..Felt great cause she loves my gift i gave her on valentines day..Alrighty..Hehe..

HmmMm..This sure is one dam long post..But I hope u read it..I hope it makes up for all the time i didn't post..So here is it, Hasfi:My Side updated..Hope u enjoyed reading.. Hasfi, out!

We'll miz u dheel....

2005-01-23T13:30:00.000+08:00

We'll miz u deel....

Hie.....I juz wanna write a post dedicated for a friend of mine, Fadhil..Well u guys may have known him...He was the guy who always be around with us, the No Fingers...He was really close to us...On tuesday, 25th January 2005..He'll be leaving us...He's gonna migrate to Melbourne, Australia...And He'll be studying there as well...Honestly....i felt pretty sad..He was a great friend anyone could have ever have....His laughters, his funny jokes and pranks...Just the usual playful Dheel...I was the one who started calling him Dheel..It was just me...If u known me, i've always been calling people names others doesn't...Well soon after, others including himself started calling him dheel....

I could still remembers those days...How my close pals used to dislike him for some reason which i don't know....I just kept quiet all those while....I didn't judge him as they did....so..in Sec 2... syam grew closer with us...And him as the 6th person, the no fingers were formed...Well dheel, he was a very good friend of Syam...He was always invited wherever we wanna go...As time went by.....Dheel grew real close to us....He was the closest guy ever to us, the no fingers...We soon got to know him really well...He wasn't that bad after all...He was actually a great guy and a great friend...He was really trustworthy, and loyal to his friends...And i would wanna certify him as "the man"!! HeheheE, only me, Hasfi, could ceritfy u as "the man".....isn't it coool...hehE...well it was just me...silly hasfi...Yea u could think it's crap, but it's just me...It was how i was...I would go around certifying people as "the man"...And my saying favourite quotes as u might know.....

Well back to dheel...Dheel, he have always been helpful to me......Remembering all those days, the days we went jamming and he would come along...I would bring my electric guitar along...I would always ask him to follow me upstairs to my house to get my guitar....And dheel, he would always wanna help me carry the heavy guitar....He looks cool carrying it actually hehee..Like Mat Guitar ler...Hehe....I really appreciate it dheel..Thnx alot.....But..haizz...I'm gonna miss those kind of days...He really have been a great friend....

So, as a token for him, and a farewell gift as well...We planned to buy him an acoustic guitar...He have always love playing it...Usin it as a bass...So yesterday, the no fingers except for Zai, went to Peninsula to buy him the guitar...We shared some bucks for it...Got into Davis guitar shop...Went lookin around...I spotted this cool lookin acoustic guitar..And named it "The Man"..hehe....Told the rest i wanted to choose that guitar...Well they actually agreed..So i tested it..Had to tune the guitar myself since the guy workin dere doesn't know how to...The guitar sounds cooool...Let Syam try it as well..He agrees...So we bought it as well as a guitar casing....

And at the end of the day, we called Dheel...Went down to his place at bedok...Meet him at his void deck...Dheel saw the guitar and we told him Ridwan just bought it for himself usin some bucks his dad gave him...hehe...Just pure acting....So we talked and joked...Played the guitar as well...Ridwan asked him if he like the guitar and Dheel asked why he asked that question...I felt a little suspicious as if he knew the guitar was for him...Soon after, we revealed that the guitar was for him...And guess what he said, he said that he already knew....It was surprise no more...Thnx to bloooody NIKMAT!! U're gonna get it on mondae mat...Aniwayz, deel gave me a bunch of stuffs..An original NFSU 2 PC game..And a bunch of school ties!! Wheee...He gave me a blue house PE t-shirt and a school uniform the other day as well...And more school ties hehee...Since he has no need for them no more...

So he walked us to the bus stop...And we said our final thanks and goodbyes....We're gonna miss him...alot.....Maybe he'll be coming to meet us on Monday...Only if his parents gave him the permission....I really hope he comes....Dheel.....He was simply a tremendous guy, very nice, very friendly...and cool.....We will really miss him....So farewell my friend, good luck with ur life in Australia....And as syam said in his blog, hey dheel, in Aussie, dun let sum blondies there take control of you!! HeheHEhe...Alrite..That's all i would wanna say...and a huge THANKS to you for everything!!!! U've been a great friend Dheel!! You're THE MAN!! and the guitar we gave u was a sincere gift from us....from our heart to you...BON VOYAGE FADHIL!!

Hasfi, out...

So..It's Year 2005....

2005-01-16T13:50:00.000+08:00

So..It's Year 2005....

Aloha peeps!!! Yea,it's been a really really long time since i've updated...I had too much in mind to write about but then, my keyboard was spoilt thnx to my sis as you would have known trough some sOurCEs i guess...But now, i dunno where to start writin bout..All those ideas GOnE like the wind.......Well, my dad bought a new keyboard recently..Had a tough time getting back my "typing skills" hehe...Was used to using the "on-screen keyboard stuff"...Dam it sucked...My typing was dam slow when i started using back the keyboard..But now, I'm back!! So expect more posts in this blog yar..Do come often!! I know it's getting kinda boring here...But u guyz juz watch out alright!!

So so so..It's the year 2005!!! Time flies real fast man... I'm in 3E4 this year..The last express class!! ahh...Yea thnx to not taking things seriously last year...So i tell u bunch of sec 2s out there, ur streaming is important dammit!! It's all about ur attitude...Ur attitude towards ur studies alright!!! Ur stupid PSLE aggregate doesn't matter..And ur sec 1 results not that important as well..I did good for PSLE, ok for sec 1..I thought i was gonna do fine in sec 2, but no, i started to slack throughout that year...I juz concentrate on stuffs i love doin..Playing guitars...What the hell, people study for their mid year exams..I learnt the guitar real hard..Started to get quite good with it, so to hell with my studies i thought...Dam it sure was a bad move..So as i said, i slacked..I expected to enter the last express class and yea, i did.. Wasn't surprised or anythin...And regret i did..I didn't manage my time well..So i guess it's all about attitude..Like Lim Beh said, it's all about ur attitude towards ur studies...Dam dat asshole, I hate her...Dat yaer, year 2004, during my sec 2...It was "The Lim Beh occupation"..dam i didn't even understand what the hell she's teaching..And i didn't even bother to revise at home...Even if u're teacher's bad..U gotta have dat attitude, juz revise ur work and sTudY!! And dat was what i really hated...I thought it was bullshit, and heck dat's wrong..Like it or not..It's all about ur ATTITUDE!! So heck, if u don't like what u're reading..I dun fucking care alright..Well I dun give a fuck...This is my blog, i can write anything i want..These are juz my feelings..My FuCking feelings..So deal with it...

Alright i guess dat's bout it i juz wanna say...Juz my views bout my sec 2 acadamic life...So I'm in sec 3 now..Upper sec, long pants, matured....No more kiddos stuff...So new teachers, new classmates...Well they're alright...Got a great, funny, enjoyable form teacher..Mr. Said..He's cool...And teach us math..Everything he teaches goes right into my head..Damn good teacher...How i wish he taught me when i was in Sec 2, i fell like giving that Lim Beh the finger..I was like thinking she ruined my life man, taught stuffs i didn't understand and made me end up in this class...As Stevo from the movie SLC punk would have said if he's in my shoes, "for the first time I'm wearing long pants and i can say...FuCk yoU!!"....But argh...can't blame her..Blame myself..Remember? It's all about the attitude....

And man, my english/combined humanities teacher was dead boring...And what?Ganja?Her arm pit full of hairs..What the hell...Khyrul spotted it...Hehe..Niwaez, sat right at the back of the class with Syam, Khyrul and Khabir...Every math lesson we concentrate attentively, but those boring lessons..It was like picnic..Khyrul kept supplying us with the mentos, cool lime flavour...We call it "steroids"..Juz kept us going from those boring teachers who makes us sleep...We joked and talked throughout those boring lessons..But studyin was studyin, jokin was jokin...We got to set it aside..As i said, it's all about ur attitude..AtiTitude oN leaRning! Get it straight alright, get it stuck in ur mind...

Well so, sec 3 was alright...The No Fingers is still together..And we will be forever..Syam and I in the same class, while the rest, Faris,Ridwan,Zainal and Illyas in another..Well their class is just nextdoor...And ss for hUrr, hUrr class is just next door..Pretty cool rite??I'm doing good with hUrr yar...W're juz as happy as always...I love her and she loves me...alot...Not juz about our feelings about each other, we care for each other as well..She'll msg me to get updated on what i'm doin and stuffs..And i'll call her..And we talk for..houRs!! hehe...HmmMm..

I'm runnin out of stuffs to write here...What else eh...Maybe next time..I juz wanna say thnx to those peeps who actually waited for me to update hehe...Like Syam, Farah..Hehe thnx yar..So here it is.. Hasfi:My Side updated..Come often yar..And remember kids, it's all about your attitude on learning!! Hehe...Hasfi, out...

Hasfi : My Side updated!! HehEhe..

2004-12-03T01:06:00.000+08:00

Hasfi : My Side updated!! HehEhe..

Hie..Been really really busy, lazy i think, to update the blog yar..Well, havn't been visiting my pals' blogs as well..Haiz..Busy ler..Hari Raya going on some more..Been going out for Hari Raya with my friends for days man..With my primary school's friends, more pr. sch. friends..With my gurl, her friends, and not forgetting my pals..No Fingers and my sec. sch. friends yar..Had fun on each and every day of them..

Wellz, had to go see the dentist on Tuesday.. So planned to go with the NFG..Zainal and Illyas has no appointment for the day..So it was me, ridwan, faris and syam..Illyas came along on that day.. Ridwan wearing his NPCC t-shirt and long pants..Faris wearing PE shirt..Syam and I wore uniforms..Whereas Illyas wore his fred perry shirt with tapered pants..All of us joked bout his pants while walkin towards school..Reached school, played soccer with the ball Syam brought along..Then Mat came..

All of us took turns having our dental appointment..The dentist was damn nice and friendly..He tried to be funny while checkin my teeth, jokin while I was opening my mouth wide..How the heck does he expect me to lough??Juz gave him a slight giggle though his jokes weren't that funny haha..To make him look unpaiseh la or really that lame..Since he's real nice..He said that my teeth were damn polished and said that it must be due to violent brushing hehe..He also said that I was a great toothbrusher hehe..Aniwaez, he thought me to floss my teeth and datz all..

So all went to my house while waiting for Ridwan to finish his NPCC meeting..Played the electric guitar, bass, acoustic guitar..Took some photos as well with the instruments from my house plus the drumsticks as well (bro juz gave me hehe)..And man, u dunno how hard it took us to have our photos taken..All because of bloody NIKMAT!! Well first, we tried to give a no-nonsense-fierce-and-serious-lookin pose la..Me, syam, faris, illyas was gonna be in the picture..We asked mat to take the photo for us..So took our positions and what the heck, after we gave our serious lookin pose, mat kept giving stupid comments that made us laugh..It happened thunds of times and he can't even get a good shot..Darn!! We kept laughing and laughing and I can't hold on giving the serious look..Once we thought it was it when mat suddenly made us laugh as he pressed the button on my camera..So we were caught laughing hehe..Well in the end, I asked my lil sis, who was in the room as well to take the photos for us..And guess what, it only took her a few tries to get few great shots hehe..What a disgrace Nikmat hehe.. (Photos taken at the end of this post)

So Ridwan finished his NPCC meeting and we all headed to the jamming centre..Met my gurl, with her friends at the interchange..Happy to see her man..She was of goin for Hari Raya visits again..If not, i would have followed her since I was invited but not today since I'm out with my pals rite..

So reached the jamming centre..Got a room, great room..Exceptional distortions..Used my own Fender guitar which I brought along..And we totally rock! Awesome man..Here are the songs we played "Scream", "Say it ain't so", "Ride", "Hate to say I told u so" and much more..Also played newly learned "Still Waiting" by sum 41..Wasn't that smooth on that day but we actually sounded great..But now, i've perfected the song..That songs rockx man..The solo wasn't dat difficult after all after I practised a few times at home..HmMm, I was the lead guitarist of course, vocalist as well, Ridwan vocals, Yaz, rythem guitarist, Faris with the bass and Syam with the drums.. Nikmat was there as well watching us..Totally had fun and it was an awesome session i'd say..Went home later on..

Well this sure is a damn long post..Thnx for readin of u actually read yar! Hasfi, out..

HERE ARE SOME OF THE PICS i've mentioned above taken at my house.. Which one do u like, well u choose..

Me, Faris and Illyas..Self taken by Illyas

Our first nearly successful no-nonsense-fierce-and-serious-lookin pose attempt..We were about to laugh.. Thnx to Nikmat who took the pic..

Our succesful serious lookin pose, taken by my sis! Hehe thnx yar..

The Jiwang pose...

Another pose..

The stringers in action..

The stringers (Me-lead guitarist, Faris-bassist, Illyas-rythem guitarist/2nd guitarist)

Hari Raya is here!!

2004-11-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya is here!!

Hallo bruddEr siSteR aNd aLL ouT dEre hAHhaha... WuzZup whOeVa reaDinG mY bloG riTe noW.. HeHeehE.. It'z hAri rAya riTe nOW!! Woo hOooO! sO diZ meanZ moRE gReen PacKetZ coMin in haHA! DiZ oSo meAnZ mOrE iNcoME la! haHA.. WellZ sO here'Z a nEw pozt foR thE dAe yAr.. reAd oN..

OkiEz lEtz geT starTed... hmMm.. WellZ oN the fiRst daY of haRI rAyA, wOke Up kinDa eArLY iN thE moRning..wEnt ouT oF tHe rOOm and sAw thE taBle fUll oF FOOD!! haHaha.. Woo Hoo gerek gila.. sO diZ meanZ mAkAN timE riTE!!! sO u sUreLy kNow wAd haPpen nexT..Of couRse I makAN la.. GoT keTupaT, lonTong, lodEH, reNdang aNd thunDS mOrE.. HahaHa awEsome FooD!! can't geT mySelf fUll riTe caUZe laytaa mOre fOoD entErinG whEn I'm goIn tO viSit mY reLATiveS' houSes yEa.. AniwAEz thEn goT reAdy tO gO to mY eLdeSt auNt's hoUSe..eVery yeaR tHE wholE oF mY motheR's side mEeT aT onE of our reLatiVes homE.. sO evEryonE weRe redY anD mY faMily toOk sOme phoTos.. Photos at the end of this post yar..

Well, dEn oFf wE weNt tO mY aUn'ts hoUSe.. MaNy weRe aLreadY derE.. And OF course, weNt makAn agaIn hAhaha! fUh delICoiouS foOd i GoTtA sAe..WelL deN, heaDed to CleMenTi tO gO to thE houSes frOm mY dad's side.. And man, iT waS a lOoOooOng jouRney.. ZzZzZZzz...WeLl, reAched OuR desTinaTion.. WenT vIsiTIng a FEw hoUSeS.. Woo gEreK gOt gReen PackETz eVerY noW aNd deN haHAhaA.. Isn'T daT aWeSoME!!!

sO by thE enD of tHe dAy.. GoT rEalli exChausTed.. reAched hoMe at aBOut 12am+..WaaA soo laTe arr.. Tired some MoRE!! HeY so wad, goT a Sum oF moRe thAn $100 woRth oF caSh frOm thE grEen paCKEts i Got toDAy hahaHAhaa!! aWesome dudE!!UmMm..sO weNt tO sleeP..tHe nexT dAy wAs anoTher loNg daY...I thInk i'Ll posT boUT iT sOme oTher Time yaR!!

i Think daTz alL foR the daY... So heRe are the picS i menTionED abOVE.. thnX foR readIng yar!! nD i wiSh aLl muSlimS nO maTtEr whErE tHeY arE seLaMAt hARi rAya!!! Hasfi,out...

Me, my dad, my mum, my 2nd bro, and my sis below!

My elDest bro, me, my mum, my 2nd bro and my sis below!!

Jamming at home... Hehee...

2004-11-07T19:47:00.000+08:00

Jamming at home... Hehee...

Hie.. Guess I'll post one more for the day yar.. It'll be bout today hehe.. Was bored at home, thinking and I felt like jamming.. So what to do?... Read on...

Wellz, as I said, I was dam bored at home.. It really has been awhile since the No Fingers went jamming... And I really felt like going... First I played my electro-acoustic guitar.. Not that quite exciting.. So I set up the electric guitar.. And i was ready to rock woo hoo.. Played the electric bass guitar as well for awhile.. Then my eldest bro came into the room.. He asked me if we could fix the bass and the electric guitar to the amplifier and play them at the same time.. I wasn't quite sure and thought it was a bad idea to try.. Went looking for another wire to plug the electric guitar to the amplifier since my bro's using the main wire for the bass.. Found one, I don't think it was meant for this since the wire has like four ends hehe.. Oh well, I tried risking and plug it to the amplifer.. And guss what, both the bass and guitar could be heard through the amplifier!! Woo hoo! Amazing..

Played a number of songs with my bro, I was playing the electric guitar while he played the bass.. Man it sounds great seriously.. Simply awesome!! My bro thought me some punk songs... Pretty coool... Man totally had fun.. What a great feeling.. Actually played throughout the whole afternoon hehe... Anywayz, took a bunch of pics man.. Hehe, so here they are...

Me playing my electro-acoustic guitar...

My black Yamaha electric bass and Yellowish-beach coloured Fender Stratocaster electric guitar...

The amplifer...

Me with the guitar, my eldest bro with the bass...

Me, playing the electric bass guitar for awhile...

Me in action... Hehehe... Awesome jump!! And leaving the scene at the end..

Hehe what a day... Really had so much fun.. Had a great time as well.. And man it was dam tough trying to take my picture jumping with the guitar hehe.. It took me over 20 tries!! And thnx to my sister for taking the pics... Well that's all alright.. See ya! Hasfi, out...

New Class....Bored at home...

2004-11-07T15:19:00.000+08:00

New Class....Bored at home...

Hey.. Went to school last 2 days.. Got to know the class I'll be in next year.. And currently at home, doing nothing, juz doing some stuffs to the blog..

So on Friday, went to school.. Actually planned to go with the No Fingers gang.. But erm, was kinda late so.. They left me!! Well reached school, met them there.. Looked at the list showing which class we'll go next year.. As I expected, i got into 3E4 (subject combination of 3E5).. Last class for express stream I guess.. And I'm doing art.. Knew bout this all this long, even before I did the exam, I knew I'm goin to enter this class.. Man I totally didn't take this year seriously.. Not at all man... Seriously... So no use regretting right... Most of the NFG going to 3E5, Illyas, Ridwan, Faris & Zainal... Great isn't it? Their class rox man.. Pretty cool peeps in that class... As for me, my class i mean... Syam's going to the same class as mine, Farah Alsagoff, Aqmar, Khyrul, most of the malay gurls from 2E3 and alot more.. Well not bad I guess, but not as fun as 3E5...

So, after that, went home..Got changed.. Going for Friday Prayers with the NFG.. And guess wad, I was late again.. They left me again!! Grr, got frustated man.. I was helping my dad setting up my new modem man, grr.. Nvm, so walked to the mosque alone.. Reached there, same time as the rest haha.. Fancy leaving me behind and arrived at the same time... Played CS after that.. Stopped playing a lil early cause I went to see my gurl who was at TM durin that time with her friends.. Went back with the gang later on.. Then we went home soon after...

I'm pretty bored at home right now... And of course, missing that someone though I just met her recently.. Kept messaging her all day long.. Feel like going jamming with the No Fingers.. Wanna hold the electric guitar, play awesome songs and have fun... O well, got nothin to do at home, took some stupid pictures with my digi cam.. Hehe... So here they are..

A view of my computer on the desk... Hehe cool spidy wallpaper eh??

Me!!

My younger sis, doing some stupid thing haha...

Ok that's all for today kk.. Anywayz, added some new pics under "Me & My Friends" section in this blog yar... Wellz, time to go now, Hasfi, out....

Schools over... Gonna miss the great 2E3...

2004-10-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

Schools over... Gonna miss the great 2E3...

Hie.... Schools over now.. I feel really sad right now... I truly am goin to miss my beloved class 2E3. Took some photos on the last day.. Memories.. Those sweet memories.. I'll treasure them surely...

All the great time we had, both happy and sad moments... I missed them all... Our class truly united as one.. And our dedicated Ms. Jiang, u've been great throughout the year.. And thank you for teaching... We love ya!! From the first moment I entered the class, didn't thought how terrific the class was goin to be.. Also getting to know Ms Jiang was going to be our home teacher, I thougt she wouldn't be great but no.. I was wrong... She was an awesome teacher. Very understanding and sporting as well... She even did our class own MTV... Simply awesome peeps... Honestly, she was truly dedicated for the class...

I could still remember the time i first got into the class.. Most were from the same class as mine last year so i felt comfortable joining 2E3... There were new faces as well like Syam, Fadhilah, Leonard, Wan Ting, Kennedy and more though... The time Ms. Jiang told us to line up according to our birth date without opening our mouths.. It was then how she appointed both our chairman and vice chairman.. I felt it was a silly method but after long, I can see that they were kinda good leaders for the class... I also remembered the first place where i sat in the class, right on the most front and right side of the class... Beside Hao Yang.. The time he played wrestling using his pens.. And also ignoring his mysterious cough every now and then.... And there was Syam sitting at my group as well... Me and my gang got close with Syam and after not long, the No Fingers gang were formed... Got the name when Zainal was joking... Kinda weird eh... Could remember the time Ms. Jiang felt like giving up on us cause we were too noisy... We proved the class could be united as one when we worked together to help Bi Xuan when she broke her ankle... After long, time flies and it was the last day of school... Everyone were feeling sad... We watched a slide show of the photos we took the whole of this year done by Ms Jiang... Really memorable... And then we sang as a class for the last time.. It was a great feeling man... We sang with our all might... We then lined up and thanked Ms. Jiang for the last time.... It was a very touching moment that time.. Everyone were like hugging and shaking each other good bye cause we were going to separate... It was hard.... It was sad.... Some even cried... That was how emotional it was....

I will never forget... The times we get our scoldings, the times we got punished... The times we got compliments, the times we were hit with negative views from teachers... How we made fun of Mdm Lim... The time we got lectured... The times Hao Yang got bullied by the class to clean the whiteboard, be in charge of the lights... The day Ms. Jiang punished us by standing on our chairs... Also the time Mr. Ow told me and my friends that our class, 2E3 '04 was the noisiest class ever in the history of Pasir Ris Secondary.... The time we sang as a class together.. The time Bi Xuan broke her ankle.. The class helped her and all.. It brought us as one united family and brings out our togetherness... And all the fun and laughters in the class... All those moments, all those memories... Those were the days... Those were the times.. It was back then, when we were... In class... 2E3....... Oh what a class we have been... Honestly and from the bottom of my heart, class 2E3 2004... You're always in my heart....

Here are some of the photos I took on the last day of School......

That's all for today's post peeps... And finally, 2E3 '04 RoX!!! Hasfi, out......

Fridae... Oh wad a day....

2004-10-22T20:42:00.000+08:00

Fridae... Oh wad a day....

Hey hey hey... Halo fella peeps.. Gonna update the blog again aright... It's gonna be bout Fridae... So... Read on yar..

Had to go to Friday prayers today... So the No Fingers gang plus Fadhil are goin to the Mosque together... Went downstairs and Wan, Yas and Deel (Fadhil i call him deel) were already at the bustop.. Then Zainal came.. Syam and Faris are in bus number 3 which we boarded later on.... So reached Ghufran mosque... Mat was there yar as always.. Khairul from 2E4 was also with us.... So had our prayers and later on headed to Tampines Mall...

Went to the arcade... Faris wanted to play the football game Ridwan, Syam and himself played yesterday... So he inserted 1 token... Was halfway playing when one of the worker there went to us and asked Faris how old he was... Only those aged 16 and above could play the games there during that time.. What the heck.. It was schoolday for some but not for us dammit.. So we left and went to the other side of the arcade where we could play.... The gang wanted to play Daytona...

Played the game then... They challenged each other.. After watching them play... I wanted to join as well... Bought two tokens for the game and then challenged Ridwan and Faris... So i'm representing Tampines, Ridwan - Bedok and Faris - Pasir Ris hehehe.... Chosed an automatic car.. Easier wad haha.. Ridwan chosed Manual while Faris chosed Auto too.... Wellz, started real bad.. Accidentally turned the steering wheel and hit the wall and my car went spinning just like a skateboard doing kickflip right at the start... Hahax... So I was at the last position... Ridwan and Faris were far ahead.. Thought that i could never catch up.... But then caught up with Faris.. Our cars were like pushing each other and I pushed his car off the track hahaha.. So I was 2nd and Ridwan was leading.... Then during the last lap.. My car was catchin up with Ridwan... Then his car accidentally skidded.. Muahahah!! So I took the advantage and went pass his car... Crossed the finish line... I got 1st! Hahahax... Ridwan 2nd and Faris last... Hehe.. Illyas was amazed I won the race... And darn Fadhil, he thought that i was goin to lose and disturbed me while i was driving... Grr... But still, I won haha....

Okk.. The gang then planned to go jamming... Khairul went home then.. Took bus 31 from the interchange... Reached the jamming centre.. Used room 3, never used that room before.. Also used distortions for the guitars which we never used before... And guess what, the room rox man!! And the distortions as well.. Woo! All the songs we played were awesome... Everyone too! Faris doin great with the bass.. Syam and Zainal, awesome drummers... Illyas, cooool 2nd guitariz and Ridwan fantastic vocalist...

I was the lead vocals and as alwayz lead guitar hehe while playing "Say it ain't so".. The song here in my blog.. Totally awesome man... I love singing the chorus... Haha cool... Woo... And Syam playing 2nd guitar and vocals for "island in the sun" while Zai with the drums... Great job guyz!! Also got compliments from Zainal and Ridwan for playing "when i come around" solo which sounded great they say hehe... Thnx ar... Wasn't that difficult la guyz... We played great for that song yar.... Haha today was terrific man!!! I declare today the best jamming session for the No Fingers band... Man honestly it was the best man... We love the room man... Every songs we played sounded awesome!! Wellz after the session ended, borrowed Syam's phone and called u know who hehehe... Miss her so much... Told Illyas to give his pinky Fadhilah a call.. Man Illyas, he's alwayz like too shy to call... After tellin him a few times he finally called wahaha... Dunno wad to say, i whispered to him what to say... Hehehe....

Faris and Syam went home after that... So me, Illyas, Ridwan, Zainal and Deel went back to tampines interchange... Illyas wanted to buy something for his special someone.. Deel said there's lots of girly stuffs at Eastpoint.. So took bus 38 to East Point in Simei..

Reached there... Looked around.. It's so quite as always there.. And what the heck Deel, there's not much girly stuffs to buy as gifts there... Man East Point sux man... Tampines Mall still rulez.. There will always be thunds of people dere man.. Haha.. Tampines rulez wad... Wad to do..

Went back to Tampines interchange... Illyas and Ridwan went home.. Zainal, me and Deel went to take porrige from the mosque.. Went there, and what the... They're finished! Argh... So all went home....

Currently chatting with Illyas.. He kept repeating he missed his lovely pinky Fadhilah.. Hahaha... I missed my gurl as well.. Kept calling her... It's a must.. Must call her at least once a day yar.. Hehe... So Monday gonna go to school with her as usual... Aniwayz, Fadhil is going to migrate to Australia next year!! Oh man.. This sux man... And heard that Naqiah's gonna leave to Korea by the end of this year... What the.. Guys.. Oh man this totally sux... What to do man...

I think that's all for today... This is obviously a damn long post.. Hope ya guys read.. Thnx if u do! Hasfi, out......

Peninsula.... Then Jammin......

2004-10-16T16:13:00.000+08:00

Peninsula.... Then Jammin......

Hie peeps... Long time no post man... Hehe.. Was absent yesterday!! Freakin sick man... Oh man... Missed my exam... Ahhh....... Niwaez, was better today... And it's the fasting month of the Ramadan... Wellz, Illyas planned to go to Peninsula in City Hall to look at guitars... I mean electric guitars... He wanna buy 1 soon yar...

The No Fingers gang are going except for Faris.. So it's me, Illyas, Ridwan, Zainal and Syam.... Met them at around 1.45pm at "cangkong"... Was the first one there... It's rare for me to arrive early.. Though I live right in front hehe... Well, headed to the MRT station... Took the MRT to City Hall..

Got to Peninsula... Went to this guitar shop.. Real awesome man... Totally heavenly for me.. Guitars everywhere.. And i really mean awesome guitars!! Woo... Illyas spot this real nice electric guitar though it's brand is now known to me... Cost $250... He said he's gonna use his Hari Raya money to buy it hehe... Well, great guitar I'd say.. But u can't compare with my Fender Strat... I mean electric guitar... Hehe jk jk... Then, went to this cool shop... Illyas bought a new studded belt.. Then all headed back to the MRT station.. Planned to go jamming yar..

Took the MRT to Tanah Merah MRT station... Wanted to take bus 31.. But then bus number 9 came.. Syam said that the bus could go to the jamming centre too... So took it.. It was a double deck anyway.. Sat right at the back on the second level... Zainal turned the bus number 9 around and it became 6... Hahax.... And dam, the bus went to Bedok Interchange!! So planned to take bus 17.. Waited for so long man.. Bedok.. What can I say... Hehe.. No offence Ridwan! So the bus came in the end and we boarded it.. Reached the jamming centre..

Used room 2.. One of our favourite room... So the distortions for the guitars are great.. So.. We were set to rock!! Me with the lead guitar.. Illyas, our 2nd guitarist... Syam and Zainal with the drums.. And Ridwan, our vocalist.. Played Weezer's "island in the sun" and "say it ain't so"... Was the vocal for these songs as well as the guitar hehe.. Syam played 2nd guitar for "island in the sun" while Zainal played the drums.. We totally rock... Played a bunch of songs too.. Had fun.. Took some photos too using the hp.. Here they are....

Me with the lead guitar...

Me on the left.. With Illyas on the right, No Fingers' 2nd guitarist...

Well cool photos eh? Hehe.. Currently missing that someone... Not going to see her for awhile man... Argh... O well.. Love her so much.... Well, time to go alright... Hasfi, out...

A day with Mat....

2004-10-03T20:29:00.000+08:00

A day with Mat....

Hie... Gonna write a new post for today alright... Been quite a happy week... Been goin to school everyday with that someone hehe...

Woke up today kinda late to go for religious study... So skipped it today ler.. Hehe, if not, i should have gone to Ghufran mosque where there'll be a bus which brings me to the Islamic Jamiyah Centre in Kallang....

In the afternoon, planned to have a hair cut since got caught by Mr. Ow a few times in school... On Friday, was goin home after the english exam and he was at the void deck of the block in front of school... Didn't saw him and had just took out my handphone which I put in my right pocket... Then he suddenly called out for me... Man my heart totally trembles man... Then he asked "Do u know why I called u?".. I answered, "my hair??"... And luckily he said yea... He warned me to cut it by the end of the week.. Phew, if I was stupid enough sayin that if it was about the handphone which i just took out, man... That probably would have made things worse isn't it... He actually didn't see me takin out my hp.. Phew....

Anywayz, went to have my hair cut with Nikmat.. He also wanted to have one too.. So meet him near his house around 2.30pm.. Walked towards the barber.. There's these bunch of people waiting so walked around this huge place full of shops for awhile... Pretty cool place yar... Filled my time messaging this someone like every now and then hehee.. It's a must man, everyday, message her all day...

So went back to the barber.. Nikmat got his hair cut first... Well, what happen, u'll see when he goes to school alright... Then had mine.. Was alright ler.. The price wasn't bad at all.. Went to Mc Donalds.. Ate some food.. Then headed to the bustop to go home...

Currently at home yea... End of year exam already started.. There'll be one more week left to study before it's time for the rest of the exam papers... Erm, hope to do alright yea.. And good luck to everyone taking the exams yar... Can't wait to go to school tomorrow with her again yar... Wellz.. That's all for the day... See ya! Hasfi, out...

Lovestruck?

2004-09-24T20:51:00.000+08:00

Lovestruck?

Hey... Long time no post man.. Been either busy, not in the mood, or lazy, or because of exam comin heheee... School was alright today, and there's also english test...

Firstly, been awhile since had a crush man.. Heheee.. Knew dat she doesn't like me at all.. Tried forgetting bout it day by day... Then got some news from someone, or "distortionman"... Told me someone admired me.. Waa.. Shocked man.. She added me in msn, friendster a few days back.. Well, thought and thought day by day... Chat and chat day by day.. Well what happened? God knows... Heard dat many didn't quite liked her.. Heard alot man.. Thought and thought.. Made me sad and confused... Guys? Too many guys tried but sadly wasn't at luck.. Thought if i could change her a lil.. Was it a chance? Hmm..

Aniwaez, gotta school today.. Saw her with this nice pink hair band hehehe... Kk bak to today.. Cikgu Filza was back for higher malay today.. So higher mt lesson was alright.. Got to Cikgu Sharmila's class.. Great cause got lotsa members to make noise and have fun hehehe.. But damn she made the class stayed back for quite some time on wednesday since she took our last period man.. Grrr...

Had art lesson in the art room... Walked pass her class like three times trying to spot her and finally did hehehe while goin to the art room... So art, did some painting on this piece of tile.. Finished it on time..

Then had english test.. Gotta do persuasive writing... Abt romeo & juliet.. Let's see the result soon eh..

After school, gotta go to Friday prayers... She was at the bus stop as usual.. Talked to her a lil.. A little bit shy man.. Hehee.. Her voice totally made my heart melts.. Looking at her eyes too, man what a feeling I'd say... Haiz... Then she went home.. She got her cca later on..

So had my Friday prayers with the No Fingers plus Nabil and Mat.. Then wanted to do geography project at Syam's house.. Only the NF gang went... Reached there and realised we never brought back our geography book, and i didn't bring the dam notes.. Grrr... Aniwaez, Syam's grandma cooked somethin for us.. Relli delicious man... Power Syam! Then played soccer at the basketball court nearby..

Got relli tired early for some reasons which i dunno.. In fact the whole gang got tired soon.. Wasn't in the best mood for soccer then.. Wasn't playing well i'd say.. Was just playing crazily trying to have fun..

Went back to school with Illyas after that... Met De Cong and Wee Tao... Then bla bla bla.. Too lazy to type man.. Then went home...

So that's all for the day peeps.. Been messaging to someone all day, all night since yesterday... Some say I'm good at mushy-mushy texts? Naa it's sincere love I'd say... Wahaha.. If you're wondering or dunno who the hell i typed "her"... Dun bother, dun ask and mind ur own business la.. Jk jk..Hehehe... Well, thnx for reading alright.. Hasfi, out!

Acting like small kids... Unbelievably fun...

2004-09-14T17:21:00.000+08:00

Acting like small kids... Unbelievably fun...

Hey... What at day today... Had fun after school with the no fingers gang plus Fadhil hehehe... So here it goes...

It's the second day for the 4th and last term of the year... The class is back to our original classroom which is on the 4th floor cauze Bixuan can already walk! What a recovery Bixuan... And congrats.. Niwaes, there's a new sitting arrangement in the classroom... Gotta sit in threes hehee while the rows on the right and left sit in twos... Sat right in front man with Syam on my right, and Naufal on my left... Alright ler.. But i prefer sitting behind man.. Can joke and make noise with members wahaha...

Anyways, school was alright today.. Had to do some kind of grp work for Geography.. For my group which consist of me, Zainal, Syam, Hao Yang and Naufal, gotta do a song based on the subject given by the teacher yar... Of course, which is on Geography ler.. Probably we're gonna bring a guitar and lemme play the song while the rest sings juz like last time my group with other peeps did for english... Was thinking of playing to the song "Ride" by The Vines but muz edit the lyrics first ler... Hehehe...

School ended.. The NF gang planned to play soccer at Syam's house... Fadhil followed us along.. Played at the basketball court which was like on top of this kinda "hill"... Not actually a hill, dunno how to explain it.. So my team were consist of myself, Illyas, Zainal and Fadhil... Hehehe.. Think dat we won the other team hehehe.. Was playing kinda well ler i gotta sae since there's no injuries with my leg no more! Assist a few goals.. And Dhil, he scored a few long range amazing shots.. Pretty cool.. Zainal, he's our star striker hehee.. Yas, he was the play maker for the team yea..

It started to rain later on.. So all went down and relaxed at the void deck.. Went to buy some drinks with Dhil and Syam.. Got back and it really was raining heavily.. All got crazy for no reason and went playing soccer there in the rain... Wahaha... Sliding here and there.. Got ourself really drenched man..

Then Zainal and Dhil wanted to go to the playground nearby.. Ahahah.. Well, followed them.. It's raining real heavy and should be fun sliding here and dere.. Heheheh.. Then everyone followed haha.. All acted like a bunch of kids man.. Acting as the cast of the Pirates of the Carribean and more... Hahaa.. Throwing the ball as our cannon and stuff.. Got busted a few times, was goin to slide down from the slide when saw Faris aiming the ball at me... Hehehe so tried to go up again but got stucked.. Then he threw the ball right at my body and I fell down the slide real fast since it's slippery... Haha awesome.. Them there's this "christmas" tree nearby.. Zainal and Dhil crazily went there acting as if he juz got a present.. Then acted as if it was christmas.. Hahaha.. Crazy crazy man.. If people had seen us, we might have been brought to the Mental Hospital oredi... Amazingly had ultimate fun there hehehe.. Feels good being kids again haha.. Well Ridwan and Yas, they didn't have fun with us much.. They just relaxed at the void deck since they dun wanna get drenched..

Then we stopped.. Had fun wahaha and was laughing all along.. Took off my shirt and wore back my dry uniform.. Tried drying the shirt for awhile.. Then all wanted to go off.. Syam went home first.. Then Ris..

The rest went to Century Square for awhile.. Then went home..

Well currently at home typing this.. Anyways, juz made a blog for my second bro.. Turned from this to this(the blog for my bro).. Visit the blog if u're free k.. So that's all guys.. Real long post eh? I think almost all my posts are dam long hehehe.. Hope ya guys read man.. Thnx if u do.. Time to go now.. Hasfi, out...

The No Fingers gang..

2004-09-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

The No Fingers gang..

Hie..Been quite awhile since updated eh? Some problems with the blog just can't seem to publish my posts.. Well now it's alright so here's what happen on Friday, 10th of Sept...

So its Friday, had to go to Friday prayers.. Zainal planned to go together with the no fingers gang.. So everyone was gonna meet at 12.45pm at the bus stop in right near my block... Well got downstairs and everyone except for Faris and Zainal were there.. Then Faris came along.. Zainal was kinda late.. Ya see, he's the one who planned to meet and he even told us the last person who's going to be late are gonna be left... Hehehe and he's the one.. Lolx but we won't just leave him right.. After a few minutes he came.. Then took bus 3 to the bus stop near the mosque..

After the prayers, Syam have planned since yesterday to go to Bugis to buy a new bag.. He's kinda loaded now u see... Hehehe.. So took the MRT there..

Reached Bugis MRT station and headed towards the Bugis Bazaar.. Looked around and went to the shop where Ridwan bought his bag recently.. There, Syam spotted this bag exactly the same as Zainal's old bag.. The green old school kinda bag.. Pretty nice eh.. He bought it for a good price... Then joked with the shop owner for extending the quaranty period which was for only 3 days... Joked that he's gonna change his bag every 3 days... Hehehe...

Then headed back to Tampines by the MRT... Wanted to play CS but seemed like it was full house at Pavillion.. So no other plans man.. Then suddenly all wanted to go jamming.. The full band members are here so we're gonna rock man.. Went to the interchange and waited for either bus 31 or 10..

Than bus 31 came.. A single deck bus.. Syam and Faris took the bus.. The rest were going to hop in when we saw a double deck number 10 bus comin... Heheh so changed our minds and got into that bus... Wahaha and Faris and Syam already took bus 31..

Reached the first stop and then suddenly Syam and Faris appeared... Haha they changed bus.. Then reached our destination.. Got to the jamming centre.. All the cheaper rooms were full so all contributed some bucks for the more expensive one which Syam, Ridwan, Illyas and I used yesterday.. The room is much more spacious and the equipments there are of course much more better...

Well are were set to rock! Got two great distortions for the guitars.. Played "Freedom & Justice" first.. Me with the lead guitar, Yas with the 2nd guitar, Ris with the bass and Syam, he played the drums!! No forgettin Ridwan, who became the vocalist for the song.. Man it was totally awesome man! Really great I gotta say.. Syam, he's just natural with the drums. Once he listens to a song, he could play the drum for it! Everyone else were great too.. Hehehe.. Then we played "Streets Of Uptown" and more.. Also tried to play "Ride" by The Vines with Zainal as the drummer.. Totally rocks.. Zainal, playing great with with songs like "Fat Lip".. Hehee he's real good man... Simply my Travis Barker.. Played some other songs too.. Had a total great time man... Simply one of the best jamming sessions I would say... Had fun.. Took some pictures there.. After that all headed home...

Here's one of the photos taken by my phone... Uploaded by Illyas... There's Me on the left, Illyas at the centre, and Faris on the right.. Don't think I'm that short ok, was trying to squad.. Hehehe...

Hey so that's all peeps.. Hope ya had a great time reading.. Time to go now! Hasfi, out...

A day with wan, yas, mat...

2004-09-07T11:59:00.000+08:00

A day with wan, yas, mat...

Hello.. Had some guests today at home... Then went out with Ridwan, Illyas and Nikmat... So here's what happened...

Illyas and Nikmat have asked me a few times to come over to my place to play with my electric guitar.. Well, asked my parents so today is alright but they said that i can't bring too much friends... Ridwan's coming along anyways.. Really wanted to bring along the whole no fingers gang but can't...Argh..

Well anyways, there's nobody at home except for me and my grandma.. And my aunts came later on to visit my grandmother.. Then Illyas came, and Ridwan and Nikmat came at the same time... So they went into the room where Illyas and I have been playing the guitar.. Tried the bass too hehee.. So played and played, Nikmat playing with his all time favourite, metallica songs.. Illyas, he learnt some songs already, well quite ok ler i gotta say... And Ridwan, he could play better than last time... Played for quite some time and then Ridwan asked if we wanted to go jamming after saying that he feels like playing after listening to me playing the guitar ahahha... Well i was ok, not actually in the best of mood... And everyone else was alright so we all planned to go.. So kept the bass and the guitar and kept all the wires, amplifier..

Went outside the room, seems like my aunts have left.. So, they left some food here! Woo hoo... So ate for awhile... Illyas, wan had some of them too... Hehehe really good food i would say.. Changed clothes later on and then off to the jamming centre...

Took bus number 10 from the interchange... Reached there, room 6 was empty so we juz took it since Illyas gotta go home early and we can't wait for any other rooms.. Argh... Hate that room, things would always go wrong in that room... Had a tough time fixing the guitars.. Dammit... Helped Illyas to set up with the wires.. He took the best guitar there while was fixing... Grr... Nvm... Bloody hell, gotta call the uncle to help us fix it a few times man... Relli hate it.. Change the bloody distortions... Then finally done.. Wasted quite some time.. And the guitar sounds like freakin rubbish... Damn got a worse guitar but was playing the lead what the heck.. Relli was not in the best mood man.. Mood went down even worse when Illyas pulled the wire from the bass which then landed on my freakin head.. Bloody s**t... Argh, aniwaes, played freedom & justice plus Illyas as the 2nd guitarist, not bad at all I would say.. No drums, nvr played with the song.. Damn thought dat Yas wanted to play it.. Learnt that song because he said he's gonna play it if I finished learning this song.. But i was wrong, naa he dun wanna play it no more..Stupid me got lied juz like dat... Argh and Mat, he simply kept playing with the drums, and playing metallica's songs with the guitars... Ok ler.. Ridwan, he played with the drums with some songs i played... Ok good enuff..

Then the session was over.. Headed back to Tampines.. Illyas kept apologising to me for dropping the bass which landed on my head hehehee... He even forced me to say apology accepted.. Haiz... Actually didn't care much abt the incident juz now... Then Illyas went home.. Then Nikmat, me and Ridwan went to eat at KFC.. Ridwan and Nikmat contributed some money to me to buy a meal wahaha.. Tnx alot!!

Later on, after eating.. Went to the mosque... So after the prayer, all got to go home.. Nikmat, he was receiving messages from his dad which in his handphone is known as Zaini.. Nikmat told us he calls his dad Zaini.. Hahahaha.. He tinks his dad is his friend ar?! Calling him like dat.. Hehehee.. Well then all headed home...

That's it peeps.. That's all for the day.. Cya! Hasfi, out...

No Fingers Band reshuffling...

2004-09-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

No Fingers Band reshuffling...

Hey.. So it's Monday.. Nothing great to do at home. Just playing my guitar...

Been practising "Freedom & Justice" and now I can play the full song as the lead guitarist wahaha... And now Ridwan must solute me because he once said that if I can play this song he'll solute me man..Eheheee... Man he shouldn't have said that lolx.. Well the song isn't that err complicated or that difficult ler... Not boasting or anything but seriously, songs like "Hallowed Be Thy Name" by Cradle Of Filth is the kind of song that he should say that he'd solute me if i could ever play it.... Hehehee.. The guitars in the song is simply awesome u gotta hear it..

Anyways, i think dat there could or would be a few changes in the no fingers band... Well u see, there's kinda more peeps learning the guitar even Nikmat and Khabir asked to me to teach them... Ridwan has been learning with his new electric guitar... Syam, well he have learnt some songs with it and now Illyas, somehow he dun wanna play the drums no more and he's so interested in the guitar... Pretty confusing eh.. And now Syam wanna learn the Bass, Ridwan could be our new vocalist and Illyas wanna be the 2nd guitarist... And Faris, he told us he don't wanna play the bass no more, he said he quit... Oh man... Argh.. As for me, i'm sticking with my position ehehee.. Wellz, honestly think I need a great bassist and 2nd guitarist... Not saying that the current ones are bad, but I think that some in the band dun have faith in the band... Argh wad's gonna happen to this band we'll see sooner or later... Well people, if you have any comments on this juz share some of your thoughts in my shoutbox alright...

So that's about all for today peeps... Thnx for readin. Hasfi, out...

New Bass...

2004-09-05T10:44:00.000+08:00

New Bass...

Hey... It's the holidays now man.. Time to buck up and also have some fun wahahaha... So this is actually wad happened yesterday...

Anyways, yesterday, was playing my elec guitar when I saw another guitar casing.. But slightly thinner.. So got really curious and checked it out. Opened it and the first thing i saw were four thick strings on a fret... It was a bass man! Who the heck's bass is this I asked myself.. It was a nice black Yamaha bass... So took it out and plug it to the amplifier... Played for awhile, and then returned to playing the elec guitar.. Man totally felt that the guitar's strings were damn small after playing with the damn thick bass' strings for awhile... Suspected my dad to have bought it since i found a book on basses a few days ago in his room... Found out it really was him who bought the bass when dad went home from work at noon... Then he showed me his skills.. Totally awesome.. He's good with the guitar, and the bass.. Wahaha.. Pretty cool eh.. From acoustic guitar, to electric guitar, to bass.. And then what? Drum set? Woooo hooo if he bought a drum set.. Then my house will be the jamming place for the No Fingers.. But will surely get alot of complains from neighbours that way... Ehehehee...

Anyways, found a new great program for my com.. The program has all the frets for the guitar and a piano.. When u download a song which is based on the program, the sound of the instruments such as the guitars, basses could be adjusted and stuffs.. Pretty cool, could hear just the drums, guitar solos... Awesome... And there's the tab for each and every instrument when you click on it... And the the instruments can be changed to thunds of other sounds such as electric clean guitar, to distortion guitar... Or overdriven guitar and stuffs... Really really cool.. Currently learning "Freedom & Justice" by ACAB using the program.. Could play it great and I'm gonna try to get it perfect.. Yea pretty awesome program...

Well that's all guys... See ya! Hasfi, out....

It's a miracle!!! Truly unbelievable..

2004-09-03T20:33:00.000+08:00

It's a miracle!!! Truly unbelievable..

Hi.. Today was the last day for the third term.. Had an unbelievable moment today man.. Read on...

Principal announced that next yr, the school will not move to the old changkat sec while the upgrading works are being held... It will be the year after next year man.. Oh yea! School will stay close to my home yet again! Woo hoo! I can still wake up late wahaha... Also, Mrs. Ranjit, my CME teacher won the best teacher in Singapore award man and was given this crystal kinda token.. Pretty cool.. Congrats...

And also got back my CA card... Dun wanna talk abt it. Amazingly did very well for the not that important subjects and real bad for the important ones... Omg...

After school went to Friday prayers with the No Fingers gang, plus Fadhil, Khabir, Imran and Nabil... Later on, after the prayers, the no fingers gang plus Fadhil, Nabil & Azmi went to Tampines stadium fitness station which is simply beside the tracks(in the stadium la..) which was near the mosque to lepak/relax/hang ard.. It's been one of our hangin ard place.. And of course, Zainal did his pull ups usin the pull up bar... He did it thunds of times man.. Awesome! Played with the stuffs there and then Faris left for interhouse soccer...

Then suddenly I realised that I left my watch in the mosque.. So went to get it and went back into the stadium.. Seemed like the gang were racing 100m... Well, joined them and ran with Ridwan and Zainal as my other competitors... And yea I won the race wahahaha... Actually ran barefooted man cause I can't run with my slippers which I wore... Omg my foots became red and it damn hurts man after runnin on the rough tracks which was really really hot with this scorching sun... Then Fadhil with Azmi left... So the rest of us relax at this spectator sits at the stadium and chatted and chatted... After quite some time, all wanted to leave to go home...

On the way out of the stadium got a call from Faris who used Bachtiar's hp.. He told me to come to school quick cause my house(leapord-purple) is short of 1 player and it may cause my house to be disqualified... Well, so i agreed to come and rushed home quickly to go for the game... I've actually already entered for the interhouse games but too lazy to go last week.. Knew that my house is gonna lose for sure, got the lousiest team amg the other houses man.. Anyway my house lost all games being trashed and drew ones i think (Last week games)..

So reached the school and seemed like my house was playing against Faris' red house (Jaguar)... Entered the game in second half and played as a striker.. Lost 5-0 in the end!!! Already expected it.. Then it was cougar(orange) against jaguar(red)... Cougar won man.. Bloody unbeatable team.. So Faris' not going to the final...

Then it was my house against the Panther!!! They're are the best team man! Every players in their team are starplayers man.. Bachtiar, Haris, Alif, Hafizzudin and more... So so dead.. Kept repeating we're gonna lose again and again.. Anyways my team is in the last position in the table whereas Panther is 1st... 2nd Cougar and 3rd Jaguar.. So the 2nd vs 3rd and Cougar won so they're off to the final.. So 1st which is Panther against us 4th... The winner will go to the final against Cougar...

I expected the whole time that my team, the weakest team will lose yet again.. Played because dun wanna disappoint my house and let it disqualified.. And also for fun.. Azlee simply the best player in my team told me to play as the goalkeeper.. Said yes.. Then when the game was starting quickly told him I can't... So Azam (sec 1) played as keeper... And I played as right midfielder.. The game kicked off and it was 0-0 durin half time... Not bad eh against this strong Panther... Tackled deadly Haris a few times.. Played ok but was not as confident as the game before... Then a miracle started to happen!!! Azlee scored an amazing goal right from a corner! He took the corner and scored right from the spot!! Awesome.. Then 2 goals came in from Rushdi!! We were leading 3-0 miraculously!! And the whistle goes and we won!!! Woo hooo! We had the noisiest spectators man.. They were supporting us man! The jaguars and cougars.. They knew we were the weakest team and got crazy when we score! Simply unbelievable man... What a feeling man it was.. We're going to play the final against the cougars next week man.. Wonder if I would go.. So headed home after that with a happy and kinda shocked actually face..

Thats all peeps.. Hasfi, out....

Out with The No Fingers...

2004-09-01T20:29:00.000+08:00

Out with The No Fingers...

Hi...Today's Illyas birthday man... Happy birthday yar.. Now 14 oredi.. Big bro man.. Niwaes, went out today with the no fingers gang...

Met the gang at cangkong at 2.30pm... Illyas wanted to buy a new bag and slipper today. Told him i wanna explore Far East Plaza alone someday just like when i went to Bugis alone... Then he said he wanna see the bags there.. So headed to Orchard to go to Far East Plaza... Man the bags there were expensive and cannot lower down the prices man.. It's a shoppin mall unlike the bazaar at Bugis... Had a pretty long walk around Orchard but had fun wahaha... So went to the MRT station again to head for Bugis... Top up my ez-link usin the $10 voucher my dad got... I got thunds of it for different months wahaha...

Then headed to Bugis... Took the MRT again... Zainal kept doing his pull ups using the railing in the MRT... Really skill sia.. Wad a strong guy for his size.. Can't say that it's bcauze he's light because his arms are also small... U shuld see him do that man, he can do it thunds of times and he loves doin it! Ahahahah... So reached Bugis, Illyas quickly bought this nice bag for only $20...

After that got the the MRT station again... Joked and joked at one corner where we sit... Took the MRT and reached Levender... We're heading to Beach Road.. Reached there, was walking at a carpark and there's this motorcyclist going around the carpark for a bunch of laps... Ahahah u tink dis is the Grand Prix izit... Then saw this black cat and an orange-brownish cat with a huge belly which probably is pragnent... Joked abt it calling the black cat "Pak Hitam" la... And wad he did to the blonde cat wahaha... In the end reached Beach Road... First we went to the hawker centre to makan/eat! Man the food there are delicious man! Got ourselves full and then went upstairs to look for Illyas' slippers... He found this nice pair and bought it for $18 if i'm not wrong... Then all headed home...

In the MRT, Zainal, me and some kept walking into other cabins whenever we reached a new stop eheheh and again, Zainal kept doing his pull-ups wahaha... Well, stopped travelling around in the MRT and took a sit.. Then there's this funny looking guy sitting opposite us... He totally has a weird shaped chin and looked like a Joker.. And dis guy kept touching his chin dunno trying to do what creating a humourous look... And Zainal kept jokin abt him ahahah... The whole gang kept laughing in the MRT... Syam even took his pic usin his phone while that man was doin his stuff with his chin ahahaha... Laughed and laughed... Then we went off the train when we reached Tampines.. Looked at the man from outside.. He seemed to be digging his nose while nobody was around him... Ahahahaha... He must have been trying to do it when we were inside when he was touchin his chin and stuff...

So all wanted to go home in the end.. It's nearly 7pm by then and they had to go home... Someone got upset today and I totally dunno why... Argh... And for me? I'm gonna be upset forever.....

Well that's all for today peeps.. Been quite awhile since I've updated the blog.. And also changed the song to Avril Lavigne's "My Happy Ending"... Kinda nice song too.. Time to go now, byee! Hasfi, out...

"I love Mdm Lim from the bottom of my heart" - Nikmat...

2004-08-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

"I love Mdm Lim from the bottom of my heart" - Nikmat...

Aloha! So read the title? Really had a humorous fun during math lesson...

Teachers' day is coming man.. As u know the no fingers gang not performing this year because the rest dun wanna.. Anyways, durin different lessons.. English, Math and Science, there's this group of counsellors coming to our class, reading a letter of apreciation from the people who dedicate it to the teachers.. And also sang a song for them..

Well during math lesson, after the counsellors read the letter and sang for Mdm Lim, Nikmat shouted "I love you from the bottom of my heart" for Lim Beh... The whole class laughed! Ahahah.. Then Mdm Lim told him to repeat it man saying she didn't hear it and that it was his only chance to say it to Mdm. Lim.. So Nikmat shouted it again.. Then she told him to say it again while Mavis record it with the school's digital camera.. And this time mat said, "I love Mdm Lim from the bottom of my heart"... The class had a good laugh man.. Hahahaha.. What a brave thing to do Nikmat...

And durin History lesson, my grp (the no fingers gang) had to present our role play.. Zainal was awesome today playing as Tunku Abdul Rahman of the UMNO givin a speech prepared by us and added more by me! Eheheh.. He totally got the whole class in laughters man! Awesome dude! Simply the man... I played just as another UMNO guy who carries a banner while the rest played as the Malays who Tunku read the speech to.. We did kinda well man.. Had a great time..

Also, had Science and Literature tests today anyways... Science, omg i didn't bring back my science notebook or textbook yesterday!! And doin the paper, ahhhh! I'm dead... For lit, there's this two poems.. For the second one, ahh i dun understand the questions.. What the heck..

So after school, the no fingers gang plus Nikmat went around Century Square... Faris was at the Fruit Basket competition so he's not with us... Well, Ridwan wanted to look for a present for his girl.. He found a really really nice one.. Think's that she's gonna love it.. Then Illyas wanted to go to Beachroad to look for some stuff and Ridwan will be following him.. The rest can't go.. I didn't know about this untill this morning.. Wasn't invited at all so didn't go la.. Might be a nuisence I think.. So Illyas and Ridwan left for beachroad and Syam and Zainal walked with me and Nikmat and then they went home leaving me and Mat..

Mat planned to have lunch with his buddy from Dunman Sec.. Was hungry at that time so followed Mat to KFC at the CPF bulding.. Ordered the food when his friend came. Hida and Iqmalia then walked pass the KFC and then went inside... Hida never went to school this morning man, and she's in uniform? Must have gone for the fruit basket competition I think.. Had a few words with them and then they left... Then Faris suddenly appeared... He told me he was searching for us all this while, everywhere from Century square to Tampines Mall..Wahahah.. Told him the rest left already.. So chatted for awhile with Nikmat, Faris with Mat's friend as well.. Then went home...

As you would know, I'm at home typing this out.. Have been taggin at my friends' tagboards/shoutboxes all day long.. Watched Singapore Idol anyways.. Man the contestants relli have good voices i gotta admit.. Predicted the 3 who would go through for today's round and it was all correct.. Eheheh... Really talented people man.. They sure are great.. And one more thing, currently needing some help for one problem i have but the how the heck man... Won't talk... Being ignored all the time.. Tried my best to end but won't work..Argh u guys won't understand this so..

That's all peeps.. Thanks alot if u read this post.. Hasfi, out...

Crazie day...

2004-08-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

Crazie day...

Hey...Today is such a crazie day man..

Well durin school, had PE lesson for the first period.. Faris stomach malfunctioning sia den follow him go toilet.. Gotta wait for quite awhile man.. He said he dun wanna go in the cubicle la and more complains.. In the end he just did his business la.. Also made full use of the toilet and waste a quite some time before goin bak to the hall...So reached the hall after that... Muz practise for ACES day dance moves.. Ms Melinda Lim on the stage dancing with all her might man as she taught us the moves.. Really skillful and realli funni too man.. U gotta see it.. She thinks she chio bu shake here shake dere... Then walk pass the class with her very short pair of shorts... Aiya.. Then after we finished, watched some other music videos.. Then took a look behind and guess wad, Ms. Melinda was dancing all by herself ahahaha.. Relli funni..

Well then durin Lit, bloody Jumiah told the whole class to stand and look at the wall behind yet again except for some who kinda answered her questions la.. Sat at Shi hao's place which is right at the back, most left of the class since he gotta sit at my place (right in front of teacher's table) after answerin Jumiah's question... Chatted with Mavis at the back since Jumiah can't see me..Wahaha..Had a great time talking with Mavis..

After school there's math test at 2C's classrom if I'm not wrong.. Lim Beh creates some freakin problems man.. Ordered the class to arrange the tables and chairs in 6 rows la.. And keep quiet before startin.. Took alot of time doin it man.. And for the test, argh.. Didn't study man! Omg I'm totally dead..

So finished the test then the no fingers gang planned to go to faris' house..With Fadhil and Khabir too.. Zainal, Syam, Faris, Illyas and Khabir were in a grp for their malay project.. Was there only to help a lil and enjoy man! Took bus no. 3 there... Then at one junction, while the bus was turning right, it hit a car man!! Slight damage la, but could feel the bump man.. Then the car stopped in front and the bus stopped in the middle of the road right after the turn... The bus driver then went out and have a talk with the driver of the car.. The whole gang then chatted and joked and joked in the bus as if it was a coffee shop ahaha... It was too long to wait then that the gang planned to go out of the bus and go and take another one at the bus stop in front.. Was the last one who went out of the bus and then the driver came back... The gang already ran quite far so I went back into the bus... So the bus then started moving and I reached the bus stop to go to Faris' place.. Met the gang there, who also just reached the bus stop from another bus right in front of my bus...

So played the guitar at Faris' place while some did the project.. Then played white stripe's "Seven Nation Army", just a very simple song as Zainal sang along using this long flower decorative thing which looks like a microphone, singing with all his might and also Fadhil, knocking at the guitar to the beat... Haha really funny and awesome man! Played a whole bunch of other songs then.. Helped a little with the project too.. And joked and joked with the gang all the time..

Later on, all wanted to go home.. All took bus number 3 back to Tampines from Pasir Ris... Then reached home..

Oh what a day...Been really a long and crazy day. First it was at school, then the bus accident.. Haiz.. Actually typin this today, on Thursday.. No time to type yesterday.. But changin the date for yesterday's which is on the Wednesday, 25th.. That's all peeps...Hasfi, out!

Made friend with a 4 yr old kid....

2004-08-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

Made friend with a 4 yr old kid....

Hey...Weird title for today's post eh.. Heheee u should know what happened. Read on..

So school today was alright except for bloody Jumiah durin Literature lesson..Grr.. Made people stand when they can't answer her question or even if the answer were kinda close... She even told Bi Xuan who got a broken foot to stand...What the heck.. She totally have no sense of pity..Wonder if she even have a heart... And how the heck does she expect us to answer when we can't even understand what the heck she's teaching... I wish the relief teacher who taught us last time would replace her...And then the whole class got to stand and face the wall at the back for not raising our hands after she counted to ten which means we want to answer her questions... What the...

Argh so after school planned to complete my grp which consist of the no fingers members' history project at Tampines Regional Library.. Gotta do a role play... Our grp's gonna do one on UMNO giving a speech to the Malays durin that time which is against the PAP. Well, Zainal gotta be our Tunku Abdul Rahman of the Umno since he can win the crowd man! Just da famous hilarious fella in da class.. He's da man.. So the rest would be the crowd ("the malay peeps")..Did the whole thing at a spot we found in the children section of the library... While doin, there's this 4 yr old kid who suddenly appear out of nowhere.. He's name was Shawn or Sean...Argh dunno the spellin kk... Really cute and very smart little fella... Came near us, got curious over our banner we did and asked thunds of questions.. Zainal joked somethin abt him and Shawn thretened to punch Zainal as he showed his Kung Fu skills... Hahaha really funny man..The whole gang laughed.. There's also a grp of girls from East Pring Sec if I'm not wrong.. Also disturbed this Shawn who would go everywhere disturbing people.. Hehee really funny falla.. Was like interacting with him while we did the project as we crack hilarious jokes... He's mum was actually near us all the time.. Then she took him home... Heheh finally no more disturbance.. So finished it in the end and planned to go to Long John Silver's to have lunch...

Met Cikgu Sharmila on da way... Syam went to ask her for Green packets since we saw her like drawing some money or sth... Syam nearly got himself hit by a car while crossing the road.. His faced suddenly looked like he's totally repented man.. Hahaha... So ate at Long John Silver's and then Faris and Syam went home... Ridwan, Zainal, Illyas and I then went around the Century Square.. Then to Tampines Mall.. Met Pei Qi there anyways.. Chatted for awhile down there.. And also, saw the inside of the old Toy's R Us store which is gonna be changed to this huge Popular Bookstore... Really really huge for a Popular Bookstore.. If only it was used for a Jamming music store or somethin... Hehehe... So all headed home then...

As you know, currently at home typing this out.. Tomorrow's geography & Math test! Yikes... Gotta go now.. Byee!! Hasfi, out....

Never will be good enuff for her...(Obviously by McFly)

2004-08-23T20:42:00.000+08:00

Never will be good enuff for her...(Obviously by McFly)

Hey...School was alright today. Was really stressed yesterday finishing a whole load of homework in the last minute.. And Bi Xuan luckily reminded me to do the D&T port folio.. Thnx yar.. Was given some help from her and Naqiah from msn messenger.. Thnx alot you two! Anyways, added a new song to the site.. "Obviously" by McFly.. Man the song sounds kinda like my own experience..Like what happened to me...Hmm..

Today, reached school about 7.15am...First lesson was Music.. Used the keyboard to practice playing Josh Groban's "You Raised Me Up" yet again... Could play a lil bit of the starting of the song without the chord.. Hehehee that for me, seems to be a great effort! Eheheee...For a beginner like me with the keyboards... Handed in my D&T workpiece (toothbrush holder) durin D&T lesson.. Teacher let us hand in the port folio next week... Man shouldn't have rushed through doin it yesterday.. Haha oh well, but it's great to finish it early.. Science lesson was held in the science lab yet again! Woo I like... And had photo taking after that!! Yea!..

Smiled at both formal and informal photos since I got some comments for looking too serious for last yrs class photo eheheh..Jk jk... And arr, stood beside Hao Yang for the formal photo at the most right of the class.. Man Hao Yang looks kinda like a mafia with a back comb hairstyle eheheh.. He looks relli different and funni! For the informal photo, took it with the no fingers gang together at one side of the class.. Well, they all planned to look at a rubbish bin when the photo is taken... Didn't look at it ahaha.. So when the photo comes out, u'll see them lookin somewhere to their left hehee..

So after the photo taking, had higher mother tongue again... Checked the composition already marked by my teacher.. Hehee got some compliments about it eheheh... For hg mt.. All our work are done using the computer.. And that's what I totally like abt! Almost every lesson, gotta use the computer and do some work or anything I would wanna do! Awesome eh...

Met up with Syam, Faris, Khabir and Fadhil after school at the benches beside the new foyer after hg mt lesson ended.. Anyways, yesterday dreamt that Khabir gave me an awesome Yellow-black bike! Omg realli cool dream man.. Must have been the food khabir always gave me durin the recess and looking too much at bikes on the internet... Well, headed home then..

So currently at home updating the blog yar... "Never will be good enough for her..." eheheh currently hearing that song over and over again.. I'm goin nuts... Time to go... Cya! Hasfi, out...

Argh..Jia Hui lost man...

2004-08-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

Argh..Jia Hui lost man...

Hey...What a day..

Woke up about 8am today...Had to go to my religious class.. Not the usual class where you would be studying just like in a school.. Would always go the Maidin Mosque every Sunday morning to listen to the Ustaz/Religious Teacher teachings.. There will be a whole loads of people.. Both the young and the old, the male and the female muslims.. Simply anyone... But for now, it's moved to the Islamic Jamiyah centre located somewhere in Kallang... So there will be buses for us to go there heading for the centre from Ghufran Mosque...

Got ready and went to Ghufran Mosque with my 2nd bro with his friend.. So got to the bus later on and reached the centre.. Man the whole bulding is air-conditioned..Cool... Anyway, the same ustaz will be teaching.. Really a funny fella who would slip in some jokes in his teachings... Hehe a really well-liked teacher... Learned alot today... From the wrongs of having "hasad denki"/slightly spiteful, to learning not to reciprocate when people slander you or publish fake statement that damages your reputation...So got to the bus and went back to Tampines..And then headed home...

At home, watched the tabble tennis bronze medal game between Li Jia Hui from our country against a South Korean in the olympics.. Been watching since her semi-final game.. Really stressed watching it man.. Man the results was just like the last olympic where Jin Jun Hong lost in the semis and the bronze medal game.. What a waste man.. Was really hoping that she would win a medal for our country.. And the korean girl, she's noisy man and was like shouting "Tam" la.."Tang" la..Dunno wad when she's serving the ball or sth.. Whereas our Li Jia Hui kept calm and her relex looks even when she lost or won and never even utter a word... Hehe good decipline.. Well, just knew that she and Ronald Susilo were a couple while reading the newspapers eheheh..

And err, Taufiq Hidayat who nearly became a Singaporean won a Gold Medal in the badminton singles.. Awesome man.. Well it seems like Singapore truly have no natural talent.. All our olympic medal hopefuls are from other countries who became Singaporeans... Lookin at Li Jia Hui and Jin Jun Hong of the tabble tennis team.. Both originated from China.. And Ronald Susilo, he's from Indonesia..

Well..That's all for today.. Goodbye! Hasfi, out....

Alien vs Predator....Ok lah

2004-08-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

Alien vs Predator....Awesome!

Hey...School was alright today. Had english test. Finished it right on time man.. Hope that all goes well.. Anyway, watched a movie with the no fingers gang today. Surely u know what movie rite.. Alien vs Predator...Really cool man..

Well, got to school a few seconds before the second bell rang.. That was close.. Phew.. Ran all the way to school man. Woke up like 6.45am!! Slept kinda late yesterday heheee... Did a practicle again during science.. Then for art, went to the computer lab to search of some of the kinda symbols of singapore... Then it was english lesson.. Had a test today.. Needed to write a suspense story and a summary (just find the main points)... Finished right when teacher told to put down our pens. Phew.. Hope that all goes well man..

After school went to Friday prayers with the no fingers gang.. We have planned to go watching "Alien vs Predator" at the cinema.. Zainal went home first to get some bucks.. Didn't see him at the mosque.. After the Friday prayers, all headed to century square and waited for Zainal.. Then he arrived.. Bought our tickets and went into the cinema.. Gotta sit right in the middle of the cinema (also in the middle of the no fingers gang) [Illyas, Faris, Syam, Me, Ridwan, Zainal] Eheheh that's how we sat...

So abt the movie.. Was great I would say.. Would rate it around 3.5/5.. Really liked the fighting scenes especially with the pradators.. Really liked them. Cool weapons, fighting moves and their masks! Awesome... For the aliens.. Bunch of long headed with sharp fangs monsters... Eeew.. Hehehe... Anyway, Syam and Faris were kinda noisy durin the show.. They were like jokin abt everythin man.. Grrr.. Especially Syam man.. Can't concentrate man! Heard "Sssshhhs" from here and there... Even one guy from behind told Ridwan that the three peeps from the left of our grp were noisy when all were leaving after the show... No offence yar.. Cause it's true, it's true... Eheheh and Zainal and Ridwan with their jokes.. Well but still had a great time there... If ya wanna know abt the movie.. U gotta catch it man! Best if u catch it in the cinemas.. Great atmosphere!!

Syam and Faris then went home.. Walked around Tampines Mall...Ridwan blanja us a drink each from the vending machine yet again...Thnx for the drink brudder.. And then Illyas went home. Then headed to KFC.. Zainal and Ridwan wanted to eat. Then Ridwan blanja me 1 set of cheese fries man! Wooo thnx a million! Man he treat me like thunds of times man.. Man how can i ever repay him.. Then chatted for quite some time man with Zainal and Ridwan.. Man we totally can chat about anything man.. And i totally mean "anything"... Just the people you can talk or even voice out some things.. Even personal.. Had a great time talkin.. Totally brighten up my day... Then seems like it was late so all went home...

So thats abt all man...Thank you people if you read my post.. So off I go.. Hasfi, out...

Science practicle....

2004-08-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

Science practicle....

Hey..Hi people. Yesterday was Angela's birthday man and I forgot to write abt it yesterday.. So happy birthday Angela! Eheheh.. Well, today school went on as usual.. Nothing much to write really...

Reached school today..Used my Umbro bag back.. My bro's usin the sling bag that I usually use.. Anyways, Zainal got himself a new cool and nice bag.. A haversack bag (Dark brown and ligh brown coloured) "chekered" kinda design.. Really nice.. He's been usin since yesterdae.. Should be his birthday present from his sis if I'm not wrong..

Anyways, had practicle durin science lesson.. Usin some jello with pineapple..Abt digestion la... Don't really know the objective was but just enjoy doin the practicle. Ehehehe.. So durin the last lesson (IPW period), gotta look at the results.. So it was ok.. The results were just as it was suppose to be.. Also, the whole class gotta organise our confidential files.. Looked at some peeps' parents pic, and their pics taken durin sec 1.. Ahahah Faris looked really child-like and kinda plump... Diyana looked like some elder sis and Fadhilah looked kinda different with short hair.... Then talked with Diyana, Faris, Fadhilah.. Just the people around me in the science lab... Diyana's like talkin abt a particular guy from my primary school like the whole day... Just an old love story eh? Eheheh.. She also mentioned that short guys are cute.. Ahahaha.. Does that include me?? Heheee...And ar, Fadhilah wanted to go back to our primary school on Teachers Day with the peeps in this class from our primary school (Yumin Primary) like Zainal, Angela.... Still thinkin abt it.. Went there last year.. Don't have the mood for this yr relli..

So after school Mdm Lim gave a retest for the math test.. Didn't go.. Sat and chatted at the stairs beside the old foyer with Zainal, Illyas and Faris while waitin for members to finish the retest... Watched Diyana durin her netball practise. Asked her for the ball to have some throws.. Eheheh threw really far Diyana gotta run for it.. Den Faris gotta help Lim Beh.. So Illyas, Zainal and I went exploring the school.. Then saw Mr. Tony Tan from above at the old building.. Decided to run for it... He's surely gonna ask what are we're doin wonderin around.. Then the retest finished.. And Syam's got a detention for not goin to Media Club... Well, all had no mood to go nowhere.. So went home...

Currently chattin with Nikmat late at night..Just downloaded and sent him a song for his website...It was Kane (WWE) Theme Song. A great song I think.. Ok gotta go now.. Tomorrow's english test man! Cya! Hasfi, out...

Simply the best jamming session...

2004-08-18T18:56:00.000+08:00

Simply the best jamming session...

Hey...Had so much fun today at the jamming session..School wasn't that bad at all and all goes as usual.. So, read on...

It was PE lesson for the first two periods.. Had to run around the field for five rounds... How the heck am I goin to run with my injured left knee.. Well, actually went for it. Man it didn't hurt that much while running.. Weird.. It didn't hurt that bad today.. Only if it's touched.. So, later on played soccer against the other peeps from our class...My leg hurt so just played defence.. Amazingly, I can still dribble the ball passing some peeps.. Man my leg's gettin better actually wee... But in the end lost, wasn't that bad.. Had fun..

Then lessons was all as usual except durin math when mdm lim needing the help of Wee Tao to say out things she wanna say to the class.. Lost her voice or wad? And durin hg mt lesson, had a test.. Well, kinda difficult but argh lets see how it goes...

At the end of the day, Syam, Faris went home early...Ridwan had some kinda of NPCC test so Zainal, Illyas and I waited for the test to start and untill it ends.. Then Illyas went home.. Met up with Fadhil, told us he wanted to go jamming today.. Played with his magic ink (the blue ink which will then dissapear after awhile) Was his first victim man.. And later on, went sittin at the staircase beside the old foyer.. Joked with Fadhil and Zainal. Haha such funny jokes.. Especially with humorous Zainal and Dhil... Then Ridwan finished... So headed to the interchange.. Fadhil kept disturbing this Farah A who was walkin towards the interchange with gang.. Haha crazy fella..

Took bus 10 and reached the place... Not many people there. Got to use room 7... Plugged the guitar, doesn't need to adjust the distortion and it's all awesome! Sounded superb!!! Woo hoo and we totally rock today! Was the vocalist of the day plus Ridwan too since no Syam here.. Wahaha.. Ridwan totally has a great voice for "oi!" songs.. Zainal and Ridwan totally rock with the drums! And dhil, crazy crazy fella kept disturbin me when I'm singin.. But well, he's been a great technician all along! Power man today, played "streets of uptown" the singles version.. Awesome.. Also, "born to be skin" .. And jet's "are you gonna be my girl" and a whole bunch more.. Simply awesome dude...Really really really had ultimate fun there.. Then dhil let me use the strap for the bass and guitar.. Was playing both instrument at the same time once.. That was crazy..and heavy! And wad else.. Also crazily sang aaron carter's I'm all about you.. Then wan sang "siti"..Ahaha cool.. So today simply was the best jamming session I've ever had man.. Relli cool.. Took bus 31 with Zainal back to da interchange and got home..

Heh, so that's all folks.. And before I forget, I must write Iqmalia and De Cong a testimonial by the end of the day.. Hehehe I can use the blog as a reminder yar.. Well time to go now, Hasfi out!

Happy Birthdae Zainal!

2004-08-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthdae Zainal!

Hey..Hallo peeps. It was Zainal's birthday yesterday on 16th August..Juz wanna wish him a happy birthday kk..Now big boy oredi. 14! Well, stay cool la brudder..

Ok today was alright..Anyway, had history test man durin the first period. Was ok la.. Not that tough really..Well lets hope for the best kk.. After that, had hg mt right on the first level at the new foyer.. Just sat at the bench with the group and listen to some presentations.. Wonder why Cikgu nvr used the class.. Oh well, and school went on just as usual.. Durin geography lesson, Faris and Illyas drew some crappy but funny pics ehehehe... But some can be really offending man! Grr... Argh then bell rang, school's over for the day...

The no fingers gang plus Nikmat planned to go eat lunch either at Burger King or KFC.. First, went to BK at Century Square.. The offer for whooper meal no more oredi.. Then the coupons we have, due oredi.. Haha relli funni, went into BK with a huge grp then 1 min later came out while some kinda rudely voiced "let's go KFC la..".. Ehehehe sorry ar BK, no offer so KFC la..

So we crossed the road again..And then went to the KFC at the CPF building.. Got ourself full and later on went to Century Square.. By then, Nikmat went home.. So left with us, the no fingers gang.. Looked around in a few shops.. Then went to TM, went to Yamaha store.. Tried some guitars but then this man came tellin us that he'll let us play if we're interested to buy... Argh.. So out we go.. Then walk here walk there.. Nowhere else to go.. Only home to go..

Headed to the interchange, took bus no. 3 with Faris and Syam... Nabil got into the same bus from the bus stop near our school.. Dropped off at the bus stop not the one rite in front of my house, the one second nearest to our school.. Reason? Dun wanna go up some staircase and would rather walk a longer distance than sufferin while climbin the staircase cause left knee got whacked by someone usin some object yesterday... Damn it still hurts.. And I mean it totally hurts.. How am I to run, play soccer?? Argh...

Thats all peeps.. Time to go now, Hasfi out...

Visitors all day long...

2004-08-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

Visitors all day long...

Hey..Hi peeps..Been a few days since updated the blog. Got really fed up one day.. First time ever in school got ultimate hyper super damn mad... My mood seems uncontrollable these days.. What's goin on with me?? Well..forget that..

Today, just like yesterday...Bunch of visitors comin..My aunts, uncles, cuzzinz and more bunch of relatives came to visit my grandma who's stayin here at my house. Well, that also means more food coming in ehehehee... And my mum cooks delicious food everyday heheee that means don't need to spent food outside man.. Most of the time stayed in my room usin the com since outside, it's kinda noisy with the aunties talks and stuffs..Hehee..Used the com for awhile but get kinda bored.. Went out of the room to get food at times.. Back to the room, played the guitar.. Bored...Argh and i can't play with the electric guitar no more! My eldest bro's room turned into my grandma's room for now..And the guitars, shifted out.. Well...Maybe i can plug it in the masterbed room.. Hmm..

Anyway took away the poll from the site already... Obviously, some people voted for themself really.. Really feel that these kinda polls, really dun produce the 100% true results.. U can vote for it many times even though the polls are set to be one vote per 24hr or stuff... If only everyone in the world are honest!..

Ok that's about all for the day... Thank ya for readin ok... Hasfi, out....

Boring day...

2004-08-12T21:24:00.000+08:00

Boring day...

Hey..Been quite a boring day for today. Plans to play soccer after school didn't turn up just as planned..So read along..

Gotta school at about 7.10am..Actually had duty today to help Bi Xuan. Totally forgot about it before I came to school.. Reached school and seemed like she already went up to class. Decided to chat with my friends for awhile..Man, what a bad friend I am never helping one.. Well, then went up to class..Diyana, Mavis and Bixuan in the class..

And lessons today goes just as usual.. Illyas went home early today after the first lesson, English.. Anyway, did some experiments in the science lab during science lesson.. Really love to do experiments than copying a bunch of notes in the exercise book.. For math, Mdm Lim wern't that bad today.. Was kinda ok maybe she's in a good mood or somethin..

Faris went home like 15 mins before the bell rangs since he got a soccer match going on... Argh, Illyas & Faris not available man..How the heck are we gonna play soccer.. Only left with me, Ridwan, Zainal and Syam..

Went eating at Al-Mahboob (At the S-11). Then walked around tampines mall then met up with Shafiq.. Still not enough people to play soccer while some already changes their mind about playing.. Then all decided to go home..

So now currently at home.. My grandmother came today..She's gonna stay here with my family after having her leg operation.. Last time she also stayed here after having her operation for a heart disease.. My home's like a healing place for her man.. Eheheh.. Well its totally ok for me.. Also, just made a new shoutbox for Ridwan since he asked for some help.. So hope you like the shoutbox kk.. Time to go now.. See ya! Hasfi, out...

Mood was down down down down....

2004-08-11T11:45:00.000+08:00

Mood was down down down down....

Hey..Been quite awhile since I've updated. Was the one who kept reminding people to update but actually also the one who never updated hehehe..Just like a crab teaching its it's little ones to walk straight...Hehehe..So wasn't really in the mood today..So here it goes..

Reached school..Meet up with members at "longkang"..Then usual proceedings. Had PE for first 2 periods.. Gonna play tabble tennis.. Well, kinda like the game.. Can be fun and exciting really.. Paired up with Zainal as my partner. Then it was game time! Won a bunch of games and was the champion among my group of eight people (4 teams) ahahah! Then went to play with the No Fingers gang..Won Faris and Syam ahahah! We rox baby...Then against Ridwan and Illyas...Man they totally were tough opponents..Got trashed thanks to skillful Illyas with his deadly serves..Man he's good at table tennis seriously..Ridwan, he has a whole bunch of stylish moves but when he hits the ball..Wasn't really that stylish eheheh..No offence yar..Jk jk..As for me, well I dun judge myself yar..

Then it was science...As usual, copying bunch of notes from the screen..Really felt that doing so doesn't help cause the teacher's explaining while we're copying and err..Can't get the infos into my head.

And durin lit, watched Romeo Juliet..The fighting scene again..But this time with the speakers (last time speakers spoil sia)..Then shuld watch Mercutio dancing and more but then some technical problems occured..Grr..Well its alright..

For math, gotta go to Com lab..Went to the toilet again..Went there twice man. My stomach starting to be malfunctioning again or what?! What the heck man..Really hates it when this happens...Then finished the worksheet and done....Had some trouble with some guy in the lab..Totally swings my mood..

After school, the NF gang planned to go jamming..Illyas bringing along his elder cuz who's comin all the way from Yishun..His comin at around 2.30 so the gang plus Shafiq explore around..Then went to KFC for some to eat.. Then Shafiq went home..Started waiting again at the bus interchange..Tottally disapprove with some guy but got back some pathetic sh*t. Then an argument started again with some guy..Was just voicing out my views. Man he thinks he's rite all the time.. The whole grp disagrees with some idea but they just didn't tell cause he would say that wad kind of friend are we being like dis and stuffs..Damn got really furious and this totally bring my mood down down down...Was really hurt by his sayings..Kept quiet most of the time and try to forget it..But for him, he would just show his anger..Man totally learnt that being too helpful and nice sometimes arn't good..Maybe that's why greenday came out with the song nice guys finish last...Heh..Maybe its true..For some maybe not.. Really feel bad man..Arghhhhhh........

Argh forget that..He would start it if he reads dis. I'm expecting some crap..This is my blog where i voice out my opinions man..Argh just wait and see..Really wanted this crap to stop..Well, it actually stopped at the end of the day..So, no offence yar writing this..Just a usual journal of the day...

Well bunch of PRSS peeps at the jamming place..And i really mean alot..Almost the whole rooms occupied by peeps from our school..Cool eh..Well, then waited for a room..Gotta play and Illyas' cuz came...Set up the guitar. Giving me and Illyas cuz, Nash a tough time fixing them..Second guitar wasn't great dammit..Argh just played with the other guitar aniwaes..Played some songs..Everyone wern't really in the mood..For me, was totally down down down since just now...Songs wern't smooth today.. Then skillful Nash showed some of his awesome guitar skills...Really cool..Well then, our time ended..Man today totally sux big time...

Got back to Tamp..Went to KFC with Illyas and Ridwan since the rest already went home. Man then Ridwan and Illyas shared money for me to buy some food to eat..Wahahah thx alot la guys! Really appreciate it..Then went talking for quite some time..Then went home..Well this kinda brightens up a lil after the whole down down down mood for me..

So that's all people..Today, not really an enjoyable but..Well, at least there are things to write at this blog..Heheh..So time to go..Byee! Hasfi, out...

Somewhere...

2004-08-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

Somewhere...

Hi..Had some plans today to go out...

So woke up pretty late today because of tiring yesterday..You'll know if you read the post. Well, got ready and went out today..Went to some place really far to the other end of Singapore..Boon Lay man..Felt tired again in the end of the day..Headed home then..

So currently at home..Typing this short short post..Might be the shortest one in this blog..Have a nice weekend peeps..Hasfi, out...

National Dae celebration..Then...Time for FUN at Jurong East Swimming Complex!

2004-08-06T21:56:00.000+08:00

National Dae celebration..Then...Time for FUN at Jurong East Swimming Complex!

Hey..Hallo people. Had national day celebration in school today..And later on went swimming at Jurong East Swimming Complex! Totally awesome..Hyper cool place man..Just the place to describe the word "fun"...

So got to school in half uniform (PE shirt and uniform shorts)..The school's gonna celebrate national day today! So assembled in the carpark as usual. And then the normal proceedings..And later on, a speech by our principal, Ms Yeo...That's the thing I hate man..Speeches..It makes you sleepy and bored..Grr..

Well, after that back to class. Half the class had to decorate the class whereas the other half dress up our models (Faris, Fadhilah & Jia Jun) as a Singapore icon if I'm not wrong..I gotta decorate the class, pasted the alphabets for "Happy Birthday Singapore" with some other peeps on the floor using bluetacks. Then used some chalks and make them looks nicer. Finished them early then the rest..Zainal and I kept joking about Bahruddin (A kinda mental guy from our primary school who has a weird voice)Wahahah..And err, looks like the models is gonna just wear stupid cardboards which are decorated using chalks, some coloured stuffs and markers.. What the heck..Who's stupid idea is dis? Hehehe..The chalks totally made a mess and when u touch the cardboard which are coloured by them, it dirties ur hands..Grr..Man it totally sux. For Fadhilah, she wore just cardboard and make her hair looks like a chinese gurl..While Jia Jun, he became the Racial Harmony guy..With idiotic looking costume eheheh..

Then some judges came to our class and we showed our performance..They seems kinda ok..Maybe impressed or maybe not? Then our models went off..In the end our models lost..Wahahahah.. Sec 1/3, 3/3, 4/3 all won a prize each..But not 2/3! Grrr....
Well did a quiz anyways..And ate lots of crackers. And got a new stapler! Got home later on...

In the afternoon, the no fingers gang has some plans, to go to Jurong East Swimming Complex and with Fadhil along..Met up with the guys at 12.30pm at "cangkong" or previously called "Bustop Illyas"..Me, Illyas & Ridwan wanted to go for our Friday prayers first..So the rest, Zainal, Faris, Syam and Fadhil went off first.

So went to Gufran mosque, met Nikmat there...We disturbed him there..Called the person Nikmat likes and tell her Nikmat likes her ahahah..Nikmat tried to take away my hp but failed. Haha good luck Nikmat..

Headed to the MRT Station after the friday prayers with Illyas and Ridwan while Nikmat went home..Then went to Chinese Garden. Pretty far man..

Reached the swimming complex, met up with the rest. And it's time to enjoy baby!! Change to my shorts..Then had fun!! We swam in the wave pool whenever the wave came..Simply awesome!! Ridwan paid for two large buoys..Took turns using it..Also went to this cool slide where you go into it and slide! Man it was damn fast and the scary part is when you turn in your crazy speed and into the water! AWESOME dude..Then took the slide where you need to use the buoys..Was slower then the other one but just as fun! Totally damn cool...

Spent like 2 hours swimming everywhere! Cool cool cool...Stopped when everyone was tired. Ate at the KFC there..Man was really hungry then. Really enjoyed my meal..

Took the MRT home then..Zainal, me, Illyas and Ridwan used my hp and started recording stupid noises and have huge laughs haha..All of them were damn funny you should listen to them man..Especially the one entitled "racial harmony" where Ridwan became an Indian guy, Zainal a Chinese guy, me, a Japanese guy and Zainal again, a crazy vietnamese guy..Hahah the vietnamese part was totally humorous! Zainal, he's totally the funny guy..Fun to have him with ya. Especially when he cracks his damn funny jokes hehehe...

Then Dhil, Syam, Ris went home...The rest and I went to TM..Went to Yamaha and saw this skillful guy playing the 6 string bass guitar using the amplifer. Really amazing, realli skillful man..

And then..All of us headed home..Finally, had a great long rest...Was really tired..

So, that's all peeps..This truly is a hyper long post. Must be the longest one ever in this blog....Thnx a million if you read it. So time to go now..Hasfi, out....

Nice work Ms. Jiang!!

2004-08-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

Nice work Ms. Jiang!!

Hey, hi again..

Reached school like 1 mins before the 7.20 am bell rang man..Hehe that was close. Or else, late 3 times it gonna be, and detention comin ur way...Crazy ar me, house so near, come so late...Hehehee..

So, school went on just as usual..Ms Jiang finished preparing the powerpoint slides thing. It's the music video for our national day song! Totally awesome man!!! Must have been a tough job doin it.. Really appreciate it. And every pics were really nice! She must post it to her msn group la...then it would be as awesome as mine! Hehee mine's loaded with a bunch of pics as you would know..Here at http://groups.msn.com/1E31E203/shoebox.msnw.

So, the furnitures in class is rearranged to make a huge lot of space for tomorrow's NDP celebration..And Cassandra's prepared the class the dance move for the song..The whole class sat in a huge circle..Then we learned the moves.. I don't really like dancin that much but, well it was alright..

The class was then dismissed..Headed to Burger King with the No Fingers gang except for Faris who got a soccer match going on..And again, with Fadhil (2E5)..Plus, Nikmat and James (The NCC guy who shouted "Eh you bloody hell ar!! Blaa...blaa blaa!!!!..!!!!" and more stuffs, at me during cross country dae cause I purposely spilled some water on his NCC boots)

Used the coupon Fadhil brought and bought a meal..For only $4..Got myself full. Then James went off first. The rest of the guys had to go for their swimming course today except for Zainal..So I went off home then..

Changed my web counter, the thing under "No. Of Visits"..Cause my old one didn't work and err, added dis Jet's "Look What You've Done" song to this site. Really like the song..And so, that's it for today peeps..Hope ya enjoy reading. Cya! Hasfi, out...